Crazy

19; THEY/THEM this is my breaking bad and emo blog

[sa-dnesss]

Can’t sleep. Can’t wake up. Can’t remember the last time I felt like myself. My thoughts are loud but my mind is empty. Food doesn’t taste the same anymore. Conversations feel far away, like I’m watching my own life happen without me. I’m tired in a way sleep doesn’t fix. Days blur together until weeks disappear. It’s Monday, then somehow it’s Sunday again. Everyone else keeps moving forward, and I’m standing still, pretending I’m okay while quietly losing pieces of myself I don’t know how to get back.

[thererisesaredstar]

Like Mama… (1977)

[chicagosunroof]

transmasc jesse pinkman flag i made

[n0thingbutme]

The silent pain of not being enough.

[lowzbehigh]

I will forever believe that i am unlovable and undesirable.

[rottenish]

sometimes you just need to brutalize a boy's cunt and bruise his cervix, trust me he needs it

[writethatdown]

hey if you catch yourself obsessively thinking about someone in a way that is disrupting your peace & natural routine from day to day such as expecting that text back, missing them etc...then it's time to take a moment, deep breaths & converge all that energy into the self. do an activity that takes you out of your mind & into the body and environment around you. do a workout, cook a meal, light a candle & journal, take a shower, take a walk, talk to people, make use of your 5 senses. do anything that reminds you that there is much more to the self & life. remind yourself that you should be central. remind yourself that it doesn't mean the other person is not important if your brain is turning mean. pls choose this over and over again if you are struggling with this kind of anxiety. create a life & be obsessed with it.

[wishing-for-deathx]

I think one of things about getting a little better is not being unstable enough to end it but being alive feels worse than being suicidal. You’re just stuck. It’s like being a breathing corpse

[becherdireinen]

i miss you a little less when i remember you had the choice to choose me — and you didn’t.

[manicscales]

I hope in the next life I’m loved from the start.

[how-i-saw-the-world]

why me when there is always someone better?

[simonn0el]

Disappear (traditional collage)

Prints | Buy me a coffee

[becherdireinen]

to be so understanding and never understood is draining.

[moonshadow-thoughts]

Do you ever feel like you were not meant to be here on this planet? That you don't belong here? That you should be at another place?

[inkzbat]

As someone who likes being alone all the time usually, you know shit is getting bad when feeling alone starts to actually hurt you for once and you just want someone to hold you and be there.

[hereiswhatremains]

"The world is happening in a room that I can't enter, life is happening in a gathering I am not invited to. Being unwanted is a language I am fluent in."

— Fatima Amir Bilal

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