Crepuscular Asshole

Hello! A bit about me, I like chemistry and math, I'm in a LOT of fandoms, he/they pronouns, and I post as su_tilki on ao3.

[crepuscularfelix]

Genuinely, as an American, can I say how fucking ashamed I am to be part of this country?

I feel like our protests do nothing, all our work is silent, and no matter what, our corrupt, pedophilic government can continue killing children uninhibited.

I don't want to be a part of this. Everyone I know is living paycheck to paycheck and in fear of ICE. We are scared too.

I pay my taxes and I take loans and I know it's all bloodmoney that feeds Israel but I pay up because I don't want to go to jail. I am a coward.

I don't want to be implicated in genocide, but I don't think any of us have a choice. All our boycotting and rioting and donations to try and help Palestine does nothing and we are still murderers because the government will not listen to the people.

I hate being american. I hate myself. I think I'll go to Hell for paying my taxes knowing that they fund genocide and I know I deserve to burn for it.

[crepuscularfelix]

For some clarification, I'd rather not leave the country even if I had the means to. I was born here. I hate how usa politics are (and have been), and I hate the endless warmongering, but I love so many of the people. I hate how my country is right now because I know we can be better.

Thank you.

[crepuscularfelix]

Black-eyed susans under a summer sky

[crepuscularfelix]

Should I draw Allura with box braids? I think she'd look amazing.

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[crepuscularfelix]

Genuinely, as an American, can I say how fucking ashamed I am to be part of this country?

I feel like our protests do nothing, all our work is silent, and no matter what, our corrupt, pedophilic government can continue killing children uninhibited.

I don't want to be a part of this. Everyone I know is living paycheck to paycheck and in fear of ICE. We are scared too.

I pay my taxes and I take loans and I know it's all bloodmoney that feeds Israel but I pay up because I don't want to go to jail. I am a coward.

I don't want to be implicated in genocide, but I don't think any of us have a choice. All our boycotting and rioting and donations to try and help Palestine does nothing and we are still murderers because the government will not listen to the people.

I hate being american. I hate myself. I think I'll go to Hell for paying my taxes knowing that they fund genocide and I know I deserve to burn for it.

[aurapalettes]

& you know what it actually IS lifechanging to smile at strangers & say please & thank you & goodmorning & compliment someones outfit & help someone in need & be more accepting of loving other people just because they are other people!!!

[crepuscularfelix]

I think they should kiss. You know. As good, spell-ingredient-collecting pals.

Image credit to Pelg0.

[crepuscularfelix]

Student debt keeping higher education from being a way to get upward social/financial mobility in the US plus Voltron.

I'm sad.

[crepuscularfelix]

To clarify and discuss the image above, I understand that transfems face unique prejudices as a result of being both trans and (usually) women.

I also would like to state that the transmisogyny transfems face is different from that which transmascs face: the version of transmisogyny transfems face is because of the combined prejudices against trans people and women while the transmisogyny transmascs face comes from the prejudice against us being trans and (usually) female.

Misogyny affects trans men because we are largely seen as dysfunctional or failed women (at least, this is the view in my country) and therefore we are mistreated as women. We don't experience benefits from the patriarchy. Our suffering is largely kept behind closed doors because, again, we are often considered women, and the suffering of female persons is usually carried out in private.

Second, I'm aware that not every (or even many) trans women believe that trans men are evil or are perpetrators of abuse by nature of being men. However, this is a take I've seen on this site and I'd like to address it because with all the challenges posed to the trans community right now, we really don't need infighting.

Once again, I don't say any of this to discredit the experiences of others, especially not that of my fellow trans people. I just share my view on the issue.

Credit to @transand for the graphic :)

[crepuscularfelix]

Taking my driver's license test today, wish me luck! 🤞🤞

[crepuscularfelix]

Officially here, queer, and licenced to operate a motor vehicle 🥳🥳

[crepuscularfelix]

Taking my driver's license test today, wish me luck! 🤞🤞

[starsoupart]

I get mean when I'm nervous like a bad dog

𓃥 𓃦 𓃥

plain vers under the cut

[crepuscularfelix]

Painted this a few months ago. I figure I'll start posting my art. (`•o•')

[dullart]

Schrödinger’s boner

He has a boner but no penits

it's a boner of the heart

[crepuscularfelix]

Willing to fill fanfic prompts!

These are the fandoms I'm currently being consumed by that I'm willing to write for:

-> Superfish

-> Project Hail Mary

-> Jujutsu Kaisen (I thought I'd escaped this one but the art in the S3 opening is MAGNIFICENT)

-> Hazeshift

-> The Apothecary Diaries

-> Avatar the Last Airbender

-> Six of Crows

-> Number 24

Rules:

-> I can write in English, Spanish, or Turkish but fics will be in English unless requested otherwise.

-> No smut. I'm willing to write sexual tension and romance but not sex scenes.

-> I'm not doing y/n or x reader.

-> My work is on Ao3 under the account su_tilki :))

[lattescribble]

i hope you're wearing your best clothes

+ the full version :)

also... psst.... i turned it into a print

[infyni-taumoeba]

I think that eridian scientists would really enjoy testing Grace's ability to see. I feel like echolocation is Comprehensive but Limited in range. Like, sure, through doors and walls but only up to uhhh maybe 50m? (i dont know how to guess scale in space scenes. 100m?)

In the book somewhere in the tunnel scenes (so I hear) rocky freaks out that grace returns later than he agreed because he slept in. That implies that rocky couldn't hear the ship from his part of the tunnel.

Compared with humans that can see for MILES unless something gets in the way.

They're absolutely chucking lampposts in all kinds of weird places to see if Grace can see them from the edge of his biodome at night.

Grace: "Oh yeah, I can see Adrian at lamp 58"

Scientist: "this is bullshit"