CrimsonPassion

I just wanna see cool stuff and do cool things and meet cool people and DESTROY THE NUCLEAR FAMILY UNIT!

[kaijuerotica]

save me, rice mixed with some bullshit

[maxwellmcgrath]

remember when mattel released a t-rex extroyer toy that vomited its own skeleton for no apparent reason

[transarsonist]

The reason is very apparent, it being sick as hell,

[crimsonpassion]

Hmm? Oh yeah, I'm fine, it's fine, everything's fiiiine. I'm definitely not spiraling into a pit of existential dread because all the time and effort and money I've spent for me to wind up with this shitty, ugly, broken body instead of ever once accomplishing even a modicum of my goals.

Why do you ask?

[stilltheeking-deactivated202605]

idc if I we kissed 174543638 times i WANT ANOTHER KISS

[thegaymertrainer]

Ribbon dancing I was not aware of your evolution 🤯

[tabris-the-seventeenth-angel]

HEARTBREAKING: friends who i should be going to the movies and playing dnd and watching anime and cosplaying and going to the mall and having sleepovers and exploring the woods with live one hundred trillion miles away

[crimsonpassion]

Void screaming below the cut

Don't get me wrong (and I know Ive moaned about this before) I love my partner and our dogs more than the air I breathe, but it's just such a bummer sometimes not any community anymore. I miss my folks so much. It gets so lonely not having the comradery I used to while doing the things I enjoy. Everyone's either spread to the winds or so busy or so tired it's impossible to just DO things together. And moving, while being everything we've wanted for like a year and a half, just feels like it made all that even worse. I'm completely drained all the time too, so the lack of community makes doing things that, you know, make life worth living are just so hard to even want to do anymore. Changing my work hours definitely made that way worse (surprise, a change I tried to make for the positive backfired. Who could've ever guessed?) Every day is a struggle to either enjoy myself or be a functioning human. There's never time to do both, and often, the decision results in me doing neither.

The gym's starting to feel like a lost cause anymore since I don't have the energy to prepare proper food. There's no one there to make the work enjoyable and 90% of the workouts are bad. It just feels like I'll never accomplish my goals because of who I am. I don't feel good, I don't feel strong, I don't feel attractive or desired. Gets real hard to remember what the point is sometimes, which maybe sucks the most because for a long time, this was the only thing that DID make me feel any of those things.

I hate feeling so isolated. It just makes everything else worse.

[leafeana]

my two favorite fiction podcasts that build the reason for your access to them into the story itself

[sanitymakesposts]

Oh, great, this guy. Let’s all heap lethal blows on him

[gaaaaaay]

They should invent a not being exhausted

[maiasaliger]

by trans_am5884

[fidelcostco]

can't believe the only options are 30 minutes early or 10 minutes late. if only there were some other way. but what can you do

[calellon]

tongue kissing is an antidepressant

[craftinghellkite]

HMM Geno Breaker

I owned a Geno Breaker growing up. It was one of those old motorized kits, it was a birthday gift, and it was my favorite Zoid ever. It was a heavily loved toy - missing parts, a broken leg, replacement caps from other kits, but nevertheless a treasure that survived after more than a decade or so.

I pre-ordered this kit when the re-release got announced, and after I built it has been sitting on my shelf collecting dust until I finally got around to painting it. I've also just acquired a proper compressor with a tank and was itching to give it a go.

I let my cosplayer instincts take over while painting this. A bit of an aged look to honor my original Geno Breaker. Gold vents just like the Raven version just because they look good. Entirely silver feet just like the old ones. Didn't go too overboard with the decals this time. And of course, the glowing eyes. The blue LEDs didn't come in time for this shoot, so I can only make the eyes glow red instead of being able to switch between.

Overall a very satisfying project. I love it so much. It's so pretty. I wanna take more pictures.

[robertcapajpg]

mutuals this winter we are all doing this

[digitaldiscipline]

[copperbadge]

Between this and the in-home saunas, it feels like Finland has figured some things out.

[greatwyrmgold]

@thydungeongal Is this true?

[thydungeongal]

Yep, kalsarikännit is a real concept.

[jetix]

2026-04-03

[fairycosmos]

my 5 year plan? find the energy to use my human body to participate in the world in some form or fashion