☆∘˚˳° 3 MONTHS ON T ☆∘˚˳°
i was on holiday so i'm yet again a little late, the 3 months mark was on July 25th but !! we'll pretend it's today. i started doing my own injections all by myself, i'm so proud and so lucky to be comfortable around needled lol
𓇼 my voice cracks ALL THE TIME, like i need to focus super hard to get it to stay still, otherwise it just goes ↗⬳⮃⭤ ↸ ⤱ i can't meow properly, i can't repeat what my cat says and can't talk to her in a baby voice. devastating /s
𓇼 my boobs are getting smaller & i can wear an oversized shirt without my binder and feel comfortable. wtf it's insane <3
𓇼 i get misgendered in public ONLY when: i'm nice, i show empathy, i'm funny, helpful, polite, and when i get excited for sth. otherwise: i'm perceived as a young man. LOL
𓇼 the changes i'm experiencing are happening quite fast, and i'm struggling to keep up mentally. i'm not comfortable with change, whether i view it as fairly positive or or not. there's a constant battle in my head as i ask myself if i like these changes or not (do i enjoy my "new" voice ? is getting more masculine the answer to my dysphoria ? will i ever feel comfortable in my gender expression? do i enjoy being perceived as a boy/man?)
so many questions i can't answer by myself so: i need to find a new therapist lol
𓇼 i still sweat a lot. the clean towel is a life saviour..... i was wiping my back constantly on holiday ᕙ( : ˘ ∧ ˘ : )ᕗ
𓇼 i'm getting hairier broo like my ass? didn't notice it until now, but there's a forest growing. my upper thighs also! but otherwise it's just growing steadily since last month :)
𓇼 my appetite STABILIZED. THANK GOD
𓇼 my period is manifesting in a weird way (i need to tell my doctor about it), like i've had light flow for the last three weeks (on and off), but so light i didn't need my diva cup or anything, and now it's a normal flow? how long will it last? tf? luckily i don't feel pain at all which is so. liberating
𓇼 still cry a lot!! :)) /pos
𓇼 my endocrinologist appointment got canceled without notice. we'll have to wait to confirm the intersex allegations vabbè


















