masterlist →
the list itself is a work in progress.
i, myself, am c.r. (chandler ray) — call me whatever you'd like, i'll probably answer to it. 29 years old writing silly soft fantasy and slightly horrifying scifi.
this list will primarily be composed of those things i'm working on. currently:
UNCHOSEN
high fantasy + adult + sword and sorcery betrayal + sisterhood + let one die to save a thousand + everyone likes plants + loss as a defining moment + mother knows best ace characters + soft m/f romance
When the Chosen of Journsea is killed, her identical twin steps up and takes her place for the sake of peace. Wracked by fear and self-doubt, Maris tries to play her part well, but a budding relationship with one of her sister's retinue throws her into questioning: Is Journsea worth saving?
INDELIBLE
low fantasy + adult + explicit + vampires self-loathing + cheap motels + bloodsucking + loss as a lens to the self + shower sex + learning how to live after dying
Day has only been a vampire for three days. Shiloh has just dug himself out of a mass grave. At the intersection of history, they stand between humanity and a sea of blood threatening to overtake it. Probably. Day's more worried about telling her parents what her ex did to her.
THE COMPANY OF STRANGERS
high fantasy + adult + explicit + sword and sorcery trauma + recovery + loss as a constant + episodic adventures with overarching implications + the finest line between hate and lust complicated consent + discovering kinks + a house full of aros
After Ðalhya's home is destroyed, she's rescued by local werewolf Kathary Bright and invited to join her little band of adventurers. Together with the revenant Dead Milo, ash elemental Yev, and the unfortunately horny sorcerer Vaidas Vel, she moves on with her new life—until a heinous truth drags her back, investigating the lie behind her family's deaths.
BEARSKIN
high fantasy + adult + fairytale searching for another + searching for the self + hating what you find + loss as a form of self-harm + emotional support pigeons familial love + familial hate + the softest m/f romance
In the last weeks before a long winter, Irina hunts a snow bear that will feed her family for months. But when she finally brings it down, her catch is stolen from her and her brother kidnapped by a dangerous witch claiming to be the fabled Prince of Always Night. Irina trudges through the snow to find his palace at the end of the world, and he challenges her to a game: If she can conquer three impossible tasks, she'll get her brother back. Easy.






















