rabbit with a lion heart

🧿 Krystle. 37. Queer lesbian. She/Her &/or They/Them pronouns preferred. I am Megara & Megara is me lol. "All the world will be your enemy, [Princess] of a Thousand Enemies, and when they catch you, they will kill you, but first they must catch you; digger, listener, runner, [Princess] with the swift warning, be cunning, and full of tricks, and your people will never be destroyed." - Watership Down ⚠️18+ even tho this blog is not NSFW explicitly but a lot of the past of this blog I have reblogged adult content, but it's mostly sfw now because of my NSFW sideblog.⚠️ I have a few side blogs. Stick it to them like a phoenix rise. I have become the lion-hearted girl. ❤️ I'm in a monogamous relationship with my butch ❤️. Formerly luckylittlerabbit. 🧿

[cunning-trickster-rabbit]

This has not been an issue since I started talking about my ED recovery on here, but I did want to mention before it comes one:

Please do not DM or ask me to give you tips on how to restrict etc and other stuff like that. I will be kind, but firmly enforce that boundary. I am not here to give you a manual on how to give you an ED. I do understand what it's like to be in this mindset and I understand being sick. I, myself, am still struggling with my ED, but I am trying to recover and get better. I am taking the steps I need to do to do so. So please don't ask me that.

If I do talk/mention my ED in posts I will do my best to not be triggering with it (no mention of numbers etc) but I will be open that I'm in recovery, feel free to blacklist the tags I use to keep yourself safe if that is what you need to do. Also ask me to tag or DM me to tag as well.

Eating Disorder Update [1/20/26]:

I consider myself physically recovered from my eating disorder. I'm just working on the psychological, emotional, and mental aspects of recovery which is taking much longer than the physical aspect of recovery.

I know if I don't heal the psychological aspects I have a high chance of relapse in the years to come and I don't want to keep going through this.

I am also in my long AF recovery journey for my BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder). I'm now 8/9 symptoms.

I am currently doing DBT therapy.

Current Favorite Coping Album(s): "Dance Fever" & "Everybody Scream" both by Florence and the Machine

My BPD/Mental health insta: copingbpd

It's locked down 🔒 but if we mutual or you follow me just send me a DM telling me who you are. This instagram is also my venting space too. If you want to follow me just DM and I usually let people follow me unless I have my reasons not to.

I know this Tumblr is my personal and not just my mental health and recovery blog but this is a big part of my life actually.

[emmaklee]

David Shrigley

[genderkoolaid]

we need more stories about high femme prom queen types who become weird faggy guys. you haven't seen Behaviors until you've seen a repressed closeted tboy holding on to socially acceptable heterosexual femininity by the skin of his teeth

[thatflutefaggot456]

Me before I came out, when I did pageants and modeling.

Me after I came out, cut off my hair, bought comfortable clothes, and decided to actually wear my glasses because fuck contacts.

[crematedequally]

This was me the day of my junior prom. The dress weighed around 20 lbs, was the first one I tried on, and my makeup was done by someone who still thought brown lip liner looked good on white people. I spent the entire day being photographed and generally hating how I looked and wishing I could figure out why, when everything was technically perfect.

And this was me about eleven years later- two weeks after I started T in the first photo, and at around 5 months on T in the second. Much happier, married to the love of my life, and finally looking like myself!

[sisceal]

Such girl, very wow (pro ballet, modeling, and my first wedding)

Came out in 2016, here's nine years of transformation (in reverse order, sorry)

Turns out I'm neither a Normal Guy nor a woman, but a much weirder type of faggy masc thing.

And that's pretty great.

[antisocial-transfag]

In my lifestyle lolita egg era. Somehow getting to dress like a princess gave me the will to get up in the morning

1 year and 5 months on T

[romanticfatale]

[hauntedchronicler]

granted being a big ol goth doesn't really fit the bill of "socially acceptable heterosexual femininity" but i was HYPER feminine when i was closeted, especially in the years between when i FIRST tried to come out (age 16 - around the time of those first photos) and when i actually made the jump (age 19 - about a year after the last photo)

you can tell in that second to last photo i literally got a tattoo that said "MAD GIRL" which was an exercise in many things, including abstract self-harm, a visual reminder that i had given up on myself, and wildly underestimating the number of dudes who would misread it as BAD GIRL and take that as a cue to say gross shit to me while i was at work

anyway never kill yourself

[toyourliking]

haha yeah 🫣

consciously dipped my toes into the gender fuckery pool at around 15/16 but I was pentecostal at the time and well. took them out real quick

i tried very very hard to be “femme” for a LONG time but during covid lockdowns I didn’t have to perform for anyone and I slowly started to let it all go and now I’m a silly little man 😌

[mj-theskywitch]

ahem

these are about 10 years apart, 7 years on t and 5 years post op. it gets better guys

[genderkoolaid]

this too is a poem. these are my favorite kind of tags to see on this post btw. you will be in one of these posts someday <3

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

Cats love to be on top of you for no reason.

[manic-pixie-dream-blorbo]

Froggy enjoys the spring day

[armandology]

so many unread books on my shelf. unsure which to start first so ill just read nothing

[copenhagensluts]

[idlelizard]

hying hares

[miseria-fortes-viros]

idk perhaps this is too early 2000s internet safety module of me but the amount of information you guys demand from each other is weird

[fullcravings]

Soft and Fluffy Orange Rolls

[draconym]

When I am king, we will valorize sanitation workers the way we currently valorize the military

[thegrindingwheel]

So heroic posters showing trashmen battling allegorical monsters? I'm down.

[draconym]

Yeah but that's just the beginning. I also want Sanitation Worker Discounts at every business and blockbuster movie propaganda glorifying sanitation work. I want random people to salute garbage collectors and thank them for their service. I want drivers who get impatient with the recycling truck and honk at it and swerve around it to become social pariahs

[rowanisawriter]

write insane shit that’s way beyond your perceived ability and skill level even if you don’t finish it even if you think it sucks

[contagiousgrace]

I just don't think we ever wrapped up the Clown Sightings of 2016 in a satisfactory way.

[petaltexturedskies]

Sylvia Plath, Letters of Sylvia Plath Vol. II: 1956-1963

[livingincolorsagain]

has anyone figured out how to stop being so fucking tired all the fucking time

[todaysbird]

GET YELLED AT

photos by carl bergstrom

[birds-in-posts]

Double-crested cormorant (Nannopterum auritum)

Great blue heron (Ardea herodias)

[greelin]

you have to understand that my body does not work by default. “ohhh so many medications means so many chemicals inside you. i could never” well if i did not take these things i would not be able to function. i respect and have made peace with the chemical. Get out of my face