Welcome to my blog! You can call me Cupid, and this is where you'll find my writing. Most of my writing is full of noncon, readers' discretion is advised.
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~SERIES~
Heavenly Feast
Kieran is a man with a secret: he has to consume human flesh. When he finds a special whumpee who can't die and is just his type, he struggles to control his sadistic urges.
Warnings - Gore, graphic rape and villain pov
Chapters out every Sunday!
~Short Stories~
The Dollmaker
A Victorian girl starts receiving mysterious love letters at night.
Hey I just read your last posts and I hope you know that I love your writing. It is generally amazing and I noticed in your last post you mentioned killing yourself, please please don't. You are an amazing writer and I bet you're an amazing person, you would be missed if you died please don't. If you want to talk reach out please, if you need help you can talk to me.
Thank you so much. It matters a lot to me that you care. I won't kill myself, I was just having a major depressive episode, but thank you so much for the concern and the compliments.
Honestly, I feel I shouldn't have asked for critique at all. It completely ruined my self confidence to the point I can't write, so what's the use of advice if I can't apply it by writing?
I've always known I'm trash and untalented at writing, why was I so stupid to go and ask for critique? What was I expecting besides being told there's nothing good about my writing except my ideas? I've been at this for 10 years and it genuinely feels like it's for nothing. And I can't pivot to learning drawing now because it's genuinely a miserable experience. I don't know what to do anymore.
I love whumpees that end up getting isolated in some sense. when whumper pays off their acquaintances— it's a good setup for whumpee to end up devastated, to learn that their interactions were entirely manufactured at whumper's whims. or, when whumper makes sure to only let whumpee be in some kind of controlled environment where only they control who whumpee gets to interact with.
it's such a powerplay; that whumper can and will twist any sense of freedom whumpee could possibly derive from their circumstances into something far worse.
and whumpee's longing for a true connection outside of this choking hold is so heartwrenching. it's like they are window shopping for a true connection. that hollowness that comes from knowing that they can only smell and never taste... and the helplessness they feel— they'll never get out.
"You're not leaving the bed for days after tonight"
whumper gloating before they assault whumpee about just how badly it's going to hurt - how bad it'll hurt, how injured they'll be, how they might not be able to resist taking them again when they're all sore and freshly bruised, maybe even torn.
"though that'd be pretty fucking annoying, i mean, i'm sure you'd whine a lot," whumper muses out loud.
whumpee, restrained on the bed, can't even fire something back through the gag. all they can do is make angry, protesting noises.
"even through that gag, see, you're annoying. i suppose i could just knock you out. drug you, maybe. but then i wouldn't get to see you react, would i? what's the point of fucking you when i can't even see how much it hurts. because that's the purpose of this. and i need you to remember that." they lean in close, whispering right beside whumpee's ear. "this is going to hurt you so much worse than you can imagine now."
Recommended (but not obligatory) music for this part: Rain World OST - Childhoods end (Reprise)
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i decided to just finish it today, at last.
I added page with Rosie and Carmilla JUST for the people who asked ahadshdgasg
The main story is over, Alastor is free from Vox, Vox is suffering for what he did, dut the trauma won't go away easily. Long-long years of coping and recovery are ahead, and Alastor will have to face his feelings much more than he would like lol. Yeah i have few comics planned that are going to show his recovery, few scenes that i may even write as a fic, not as a comic, because it focused more on feelings, and texts are better at conveying that and allowing to actually feel what the character is feeling.
The main story is over, but i still have some additional parts that are just as much canon, i just decided not to include them right now, because i was noticing that some people were getting tired from the story, especially from Alastor's sufferings not ening (because the depressing part actually took much longer than it really should have, in like phasing, but i've already took out everything i could to not hurt the narrative too much and make that part of the story have reasonable lengh). Moments, that were taken out, don't have much importance to the plot, but they show more of what Alastor and Vox's relationships were specifically during the year they've "dated".
Plus some scenes from the first year of their deal, before everything went downhill. And a scene where they talk after The canon bar scene, but i actually want to do something... special with it. You really don't wanna miss it, so, stay tuned.
Alright, now! time for a test! rEAD CAREFULLY BEFORE VOTING!
Is it?
NO
YES
Remaining time: 1 day 43 minutes
I decided to go against my better judgement and post it as it is lol. Disclaimer, i do not agree with Alastor on what you should do to yourself, and if you are having such thoughts, please, seek help.
I'm unsure about his future design yet, maybe it'll change. Also, look at him, he's educated now :'3
And yes, i have some ideas about how canon events are gonna go without Vox. First season isn't gonna change lol, but season 2... Velvette may have to take the spot there.
And, of course, i have some ideas about Alastor and Angel interactions! Obviously.
173 pages in 3 months... and the first draft had only 65 pages by the way!!!!!! I thought i'd be done with it in one month AND I WOULD HAVE, but i just kept coming up with more pages, more scenes, partially from the questions that were appearing in the comments, partially because i wanted to expend some secnes (like in the first draft nothing existed between first 3 pages of part 8 and last 3 pages of part 13. And then between last pages of part 13 and last 2 pages of part 20... and many other scenes.)
But for now, thank you, everyone, who have read (I MEAN ACTUALLY READ) the comic, left comments and shared your emotions. This was overall a wonderful experience for me, and i'm really glad to know, that comic did exactly what i was creating it for: helped some SA victims to process their feelings, share them freely and feel support. Also, gave more visibility to sex-repulsed aces, which wasn't planned from the start, but was a natural thing to happen.
This comic gave me SO MUCH attention, that i've never had before, even in the best days of my first era. And i don't know how i'm going to live without 100500 comments appearing just in the first hour, ATTENTION IS SUCH A DRUG GUYS, I'M REALLY ADDICTED!!!!!! PLEASE FEED ME.
I'm probably going to take a little break. In a couple of days i'm going to be reblogging all the stuff that people were making inspired by this comic (and not only) haha, there is some really good stuff! Basically (almost) everything where i was tagged.
And after that I'll continue with Breakfast or RotRD (i maybe even post a poll to decide which one to do first). And after that back to some sweet angsty radiosilence in Forced Broadcast. And of course i'll be posting for other AUs, like Blinded and Turned humans sometimes when i have the mood... and some other stuff... yeah.
AU Masterpost
If you read from a reblog, check the original post/masterpost, there may be a link to a new part. Or may not.
Tag list under cut, if you want to be added/removed from the list, lmk in the comments! For tag to work you need to allow people tag you in your settings.
I WILL USE THIS TAG LIST FOR WHEN THE BONUS PARTS AND ALASTOR'S RECOVERY WILL BE POSTED, SO, IF YOU DON'T WANT THAT, FEEL FREE TO ASK TO BE REMOVED FROM THE LIST. Before asking to add/remove you, check the pasterpost. Part, where you can ask for a tag, will be highlighted with orange color.
something that i find interesting about independent animation nowadays is that if you don't have studio/streamer backing, you have to release your work yourself on the internet, but you have to do it for free on the internet because virtually nobody is going to be willing to accept a paywall just for one original show, so what you have to do in order to make any money off of it is make all of your money from merchandising, but then this means that you show must be merchandisable and have very toyetic character designs that translate easily to plushies and whatnot, but then you also need to cater your show to people who are disproportionately inclined to buy merchandise like that in the first place so that your sales can be enough to sustain you, which means that even if you want to communicate complex or difficult ideas in your work, your independent animation project must attract (at least on a first impression) and retain viewers who are both very consumerist and very capable of rabid passion, which unfortunately has a single-circle shaped venn diagram with a lot of the most toxic fandom tendencies known to man, and this explains a lot of things about independent animation and its fandoms nowadays I think
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STRONGLY RECOMMEND TO TURN ON THIS MUSIC RIGHT HERE!!! (if you can't open youtube it's Rain World OST - Efflorescence)
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I SACRIFICED MY SLEEP BEFORE JOB TO FINISH AND POST THIS TODAY INSTEAD OF TOMORROW!!!!!!! I hope you see WHY it took to long tho (if we don't count my fucked up sleep schedule).
As i said before, Vox's dellusions protected HIM from the truth... and the truth quite literally destroyed his very soul.
Just one part left, it's not going to take long... and we're done... Well, there are of course additional scenes, and Alastor's recovery, but not right now. I think we all need to take a break from this.
If i hear one more comment about them SOMEHOW mending things and Al falling in love... i'm getting my shotgun. I don't have one, but i'll get it.
AU Masterpost
If you read from a reblog, check the original post/masterpost, there may be a link to a new part. Or may not.
Tag list under cut, if you want to be added/removed from the list, lmk in the comments! For tag to work you need to allow people tag you in your settings.
An interesting non-con trope is having it in the pov of the abuser, seeing how they feel about the experience. I always find it interesting why, in their mind, it is "justified"
Theres just so many possibilities to explore
- do they justify it?
- do they see anything wrong with it?
- are they doing it out of desire or the urge to hurt?
- how do they view whumpee? do they ignore their pleas to stop or do they take it as desire?
(of course I do not condone rape, but i do find the possibilities from the pov of the abuser interesting, especially in writing)
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