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Bossy omega Lando who loved to over order newly presented alpha Oscar around during the 2023 season, acting like had some sense of authority over him, just like older omegas had over pups in a pack. And Oscar kind of just let him because technically he was a pup, he may had presented but still had a milky undertone in his scent and didn’t had developed many alpha instincts until now.
So he let himself be dragged into a nest and fussed over after a rough session, endured being constantly scented by his teammate (even if was slightly embarrassing doing it in public sometimes), and accepted that he could not be out of Lando’s sight for long before the omega started chirping around the garage looking for him.
Of course everything changes in 2024.
The teammates didn’t seem each other much over the winter break, so you can imagine Lando’s surprise at seeing Oscar, sweet, soft spoken, round cheeked Oscar, all tall and handsome and big, without the remains of his pup scent clinging onto him.
He still let himself be bossed around and fussed over, but things felt different. Every interaction charged. And then, Lando started noticing. His voice had a new edge to it, his body moved with a quiet type of confidence, how the younger started behaving different - a little more protective, sometimes put himself in front of Lando and let half hide behind his newly broad shoulders.
Summary: You’re Max Verstappen’s assistant, hardworking, hyper-organised, and the only person who can tell him to shut up without getting fired. He’s a world champion, a headline magnet, and a shameless womaniser. It’s strictly professional… until he starts to realise that you’re the only thing in his world he can’t afford to lose.
A/N: this is very tony x pepper coded (spot the dialogue)
5.8k words / Masterlist
Max Verstappen could not find his passport.
Or his wallet.
Or somehow his jacket.
And somehow this was your fault.
“I swear I left it on the counter,” he mutters, already halfway through tearing apart his living room.
You pinch the bridge of your nose and sigh into the phone. “You left it at the hotel in Paris. I shipped it to your flat the next day. I’d bet it’s currently on your kitchen table under a takeout menu from that terrible Italian place you insist on ordering from.”
There’s a beat of silence. You can picture him standing there, mouth slightly open, blinking at the exact place you described.
You wait.
He exhales through his nose. “Found it.”
“Shocking.”
“You’re kind of scary,” he admits, but it’s warm, teasing.
“I’m efficient,” you correct. “And clearly the only reason you’ve ever made it through airport security.”
There’s a pause. Then he laughs full-bodied and genuine.
“What would I do without you?”
“It’s a scary thought.”
“You don’t think I could manage on my own?” he says, mock-offended.
“I don’t think you could tie your shoes without my help.”
He hums thoughtfully. “Debatable.”
“Is it?”
You can hear the smile in his voice before he speaks again. “Touché.”
Working for Max Verstappen wasn’t in your five-year plan. Or your backup plan. Or your blackout-drunk in Ibiza plan.
But somehow you’re here, personal assistant, calendar wizard, social media wrangler, part-time therapist, and full-time fire extinguisher. On any given day you’re organising press conferences, rejecting offers from another gin brand who want Max to be their new face, and reminding him that ignoring the stewards is generally frowned upon.
You’re the one who handles all the chaos that surrounds Max, the media, the meetings, the endless parade of appearances and dinners and fake smiles. You schedule his life down to the minute, including what time he should eat, when to leave for press, and how to avoid women with Instagram bios that say “F1 obsessed.”
He’s a womaniser, flirtatious to the point of reckless. Models. Influencers. There’s always someone, always something, and it’s usually half-dressed and hanging off his arm before you’ve even finished your first espresso. You’re the one who fields the follow-up texts. The ones that say “Can you tell Max I left my earrings in his hotel room?” or “I think we really had a connection.”
You delete them. Like you delete everything that doesn’t fit neatly into the carefully managed image you’ve built around him.
Because that’s your job.
To clean up the mess.
To stay calm.
To stay separate.
He, predictably, doesn’t appreciate it. Not really.
He’s a handful. Several, really.
And you’re very, very good at handling him.
Which is probably why he won’t let you go.
“You know you’re not my prisoner,” you tell him one evening as you both recover from a brutal double-header. You’re sunburnt, jet-lagged, and your phone is still buzzing with notifications from a fire you put out six hours ago..
He’s sprawled across the sofa in his Monaco apartment, arms behind his head, still in Red Bull merch, hair slightly damp from the shower. “You say that but every time I try to hire someone else, they run screaming.”
“What’s that got to do with me? That’s because you ask if they know how to make tequila sunrises mid-interview.”
He lifts a shoulder in a lazy shrug. “It’s a fair question.”
“You don’t even drink tequila sunrises.”
He cracks one eye open. “No, but you do.”
You pause, turning your head slightly. “Wait. Are you… screening assistants for their compatibility with me?”
“Maybe.” He turns fully now, propping himself up on one elbow, suddenly more alert. “Got to keep the standards high. Wouldn’t want to hire anyone who can’t handle the real boss.”
You blink. “Me?”
Max grins. “Obviously.”
You roll your eyes, but before you can fire back he adds quieter, almost absentmindedly, like the words slip past his usual filter: “There’s no replacement for you anyway.”
Something in your chest stutters but you don’t let it show. You school your face into practiced neutrality while your pulse leaps. Max of course doesn’t even notice. He’s already found the remote, casually flipping through channels like he hasn’t just lobbed a live emotional grenade across the room.
You lean back into the cushions hiding the smallest of smiles.
“Damn right there isn’t,” you murmur.
He doesn’t hear you.
The thing is Max isn’t dumb. People sometimes think he is, because he’s flippant and flirty. Because he plays the part of the Dutch lion with the messy hair, the lazy grin, the couldn’t-care-less attitude. He shrugs off press drama and forgets half his scheduled meetings.
But Max? Max sees everything.
He just doesn’t always let on and the way he treats you is proof.
You get the best hotel rooms. You’re the only one who can yell at him without consequence. You have access to all his passwords (except one, which is suspicious and probably his gaming PC). He listens to you in ways he doesn’t listen to anyone else.
It’s not romantic.
It’s just… Max.
And it drives you mad.
Because you know how he is with women. Beautiful, disposable women who orbit around him like moths to fire. Girls who laugh too hard at his jokes, who post his watch on their story, who mistake proximity for permanence.
They see the world champion, not the man who carries stress in his shoulders like cement. Not the man who forgets to eat on race days unless you shove a protein bar into his hand with a death glare. Not the man who texts you from airports he doesn’t remember flying to just to ask if he packed socks.
Yet when he talks to you? There’s this something in his voice. A softness. An unspoken trust. Like you're not just his assistant. Like you're something else.
But he never says it and you’re smart enough not to ask.
You’re fixing his tie.
Again.
“Max,” you say with the patience of a teacher and the soul of a martyr, “this isn’t a hard skill to learn you know.”
He’s smirking, of course. Standing in the middle of his Monaco apartment, one hand buried in his pocket, the other scrolling aimlessly on his phone.
“But that’s why I have you,” he says, not even looking up.
You tug the knot tighter than necessary. Not tight enough to actually choke him but it’s a close call.
“You can’t rely on me for everything.”
“Can and will.”
Now he does glance down, eyes amused and warm, the corners of his mouth tilting upward in that lazy, infuriating way he’s perfected over the years.
You sigh, stepping back to assess your handiwork. The tie is perfect. Centered, crisp, symmetrical. Because of course it is. You did it.
You grab the printed event invite off the kitchen island and slap it lightly into his chest. “Charity gala. Black tie. Actual grown-up behavior required. And Max?”
He raises a brow.
“You’ll need to show up on time.”
He gives a lazy shrug, fingers closing over the invite without even looking at it. “You coming with me?”
“I wasn’t planning on it,” you reply, already moving toward the kitchen to clean up the mess he left behind.
“But you plan everything,” he says behind you.
When you turn he’s closer than he was a moment ago. His voice drops, soft and low, the air between you suddenly weighted and still.
“Wouldn’t be the same without you.”
It’s infuriating.
And disarming.
And very Max.
He just grins, all teeth and trouble.
By the time you arrive at the gala you’re already regretting your decision to come.
Not because of the event itself your dress is beautiful, the champagne is cold, and the venue is glittering in a way that makes everyone feel more important than they actually are. You’ve already charmed two sponsors Max will absolutely forget by morning, and your heels haven’t started to blister yet.
No. The problem, as always, is Max.
He’s magnetic in the way that only men who know they are can be. All ease and confidence, effortlessly weaving through the crowd with his trademark smirk and too-expensive suit, stopping to offer shoulder squeezes and half-hugs to women whose names he definitely doesn’t know. Flirting like it’s part of his job description.
But every few minutes he glances back at you.
Like he’s waiting for something.
Approval? Amusement? Jealousy?
You’re not sure, and you hate that you’re even wondering.
You’re posted up by the bar when he finds you again. He appears at your side like he always does quietly, confidently, like he belongs there.
“You haven’t danced,” he says, offering his hand without preamble.
You arch a brow, sipping your drink. “Neither have you.”
“Well,” he says, head tilting just slightly, “let’s fix that.”
You hesitate. His hand stays out and his expression shifts. An echo of sincerity that rarely surfaces in public.
So you take it.
The music is slow. Old-school. Something classic that wraps around you both like silk.
Suddenly he’s closer than he’s been all night. One hand on your waist, the other holding yours gently, like he's afraid to startle you. You’ve touched Max a hundred times, fixing his mic, dragging him by the sleeve, slapping his arm when he says something stupid.
But this?
This is different.
His thumb brushes across your knuckles not by accident.
“You look beautiful,” he murmurs.
Your heart stutters. You glance up at him too fast, too unguarded and that’s when you feel it. That terrifying tilt in the air between you, the way something shifts out of place and threatens to become something else entirely.
So you do what you always do when things start to feel like something they’re not supposed to.
You break it.
“It’s just a dance,” he says lightly, forcing your gaze to him.
Max doesn’t let go. Not entirely, but you feel the change the slight pause, the faintest shift in pressure at your back, the way his fingers curl.
You keep talking. Rambling now, trying to plug the leak in your chest.
“No it’s not just a dance. You don’t understand, because you’re… you. And everyone knows who you are, how you are, with women… and that’s fine, that’s completely fine. But me… I’m your assistant Max. You’re my boss. I’m supposed to be on the schedule. Not on the dance floor with you.”
He’s silent. Really silent. That rare kind of Max Verstappen quiet where even his breathing seems to slow. Where you know, you know, he’s listening and trying to understand.
“You’re not just dancing with your boss.” His voice is lower now. “You’re dancing with me.”
You stare up at him. Your brows furrow. Your stomach flips.
“Exactly,” you whisper. “That’s worse.”
A beat. Then he chuckles, dry and quiet. “Is it?”
“Yes,” you say, the word leaving your mouth with more force than intended. You step back before he can stop you, before the moment pulls you in too deep.
His expression flickers like you’ve genuinely hurt him and maybe, in a way, you did. But you don’t say anything else. You walk away instead.
Because if you don’t…
You might stay.
And you’re not sure what that would mean.
Back in Monaco a few days later things go back to normal.
Almost.
The routine is still the same, early meetings, sponsor calls, team briefings, the endless churn of a season that never truly pauses but he isn’t. Max is quieter, less reactive, less Max. His usual flirtations have faded into something far more restrained, almost cautious, as if he’s holding something back without fully knowing what it is.
And you? You’re working harder than ever not to notice.
You tell yourself it’s fine. That you prefer it this way, less tangled, less confusing, less like something you don’t know how to name, but there’s a heaviness to it now, a tension that lingers in the spaces where his jokes used to live.
You can’t help but wonder if you broke something.
By the time you arrive in Zandvoort the chaos swallows everything else.
The Dutch fans are out in full force, loud, loyal, relentless. There’s orange smoke in the air, Max's name on banners and caps, entire families dressed in matching team merch. It’s overwhelming in the way all home races are, but this one more than most. The pressure is different here. He is different here.
You see it in the way he moves through the paddock head high, expression exact, every step calculated like he’s walking a tightrope in front of the world. He’s calm, but not relaxed. Controlled, but not comfortable. You know him well enough to recognise the strain in his shoulders and the slight twitch in his jaw when another camera gets shoved too close.
You keep your head down, buried in logistics: finalising his press schedule, adjusting sponsor timings, scanning incoming weather reports, and fielding yet another round of phone calls from people who can’t take no for an answer. You’re on your third Red Bull and halfway through reworking the team’s outbound travel manifest when someone taps your shoulder.
You expect an intern. Maybe a member of security.
You do not expect Charles Leclerc.
He’s standing just behind you, hands casually in his pockets, the grin on his face irritatingly sun-warmed and relaxed. He looks far too at ease for a man who just stepped off a media gauntlet.
“Hey,” he says, eyes flicking over your screen before settling on your face. “You look more stressed than usual.”
You offer him a polite, practiced smile the kind you keep in your back pocket for drivers who aren’t yours. “That’s because I’m currently doing the work of three people while also trying to stop a certain driver from throwing jabs at Max in front of a live mic.”
Charles chuckles. “You should transfer to Ferrari. Our drama is internalized.”
“Tempting,” you say, your voice dry.
He laughs again, leaning against the wall beside you, arms folding as he studies you. “You know, I never see you relax.” There’s a beat, just long enough for your guard to slip half an inch. “We should change that.”
You blink. “Sorry?”
You weren’t expecting that. Not from him, not today. It’s not that you’ve never been flirted with in the paddock God knows the ratio alone makes that inevitable, but this is Charles and for once you're the one caught off guard.
Before you can find a response another voice cuts through.
“She’s busy.”
You turn and immediately regret it.
Max is standing behind you, arms folded, expression unreadable but sharp around the edges. He’s close not quite in your space, but close enough to make a point and he’s staring at Charles like he's considering whether to shove him into the nearest wall.
“Am I?” you say, your tone frostier than you intended.
Max doesn’t look at you. His eyes remain locked on Charles, his stance radiating a quiet, simmering challenge.
Charles raises his hands in mock surrender, his grin unfading but softer now, more cautious. “Okay, okay,” he says with a small laugh. “Message received.”
He pats your shoulder lingering just for a moment and walks away. You feel Max track his every step until he disappears around the corner. Then you turn to him.
“Seriously?”
“What?” he replies, tone flat.
“‘She’s busy’? Really?” You cross your arms. “Do I work for you, or do you own me now?”
He shrugs, as if the answer is obvious. “You do work for me.”
You stare at him. “Right. And I also have free will. Which means I get to decide who I talk to without your permission Max.”
He doesn’t flinch, but something shifts in his jaw. “Charles knows what he’s doing.”
“So do I.”
You let the words hang there, heavy and deliberate.
He doesn’t respond.
You take a step closer, eyes narrowing. “Say it.”
His brow twitches. “Say what?”
“That you didn’t like him flirting with me.”
He scoffs, defensive now. “I didn’t like him distracting you.”
You tilt your head. “Try again.”
Max opens his mouth, then closes it. He looks away, blinking hard like the sun’s too bright or the conversation too dangerous.
Right there in the silence, in the refusal, you get your answer.
He won’t say it.
Because if he does, everything changes and neither of you are really ready for that.
Not yet.
Later that evening you don’t come to his hotel room to go over press notes in person.
You almost always do. Even when you’re tired, even when he’s late, even when you both pretend it’s strictly business and not the quietest part of his day.
This time you email them.
Just a PDF. No notes in the body of the message. No dry comment about the journalist who always misspells everyone’s names. Not even your usual "please read this before tomorrow, don’t make me chase you" line.
He stares at the attachment, unread, the cursor hovering over it like maybe if he waits long enough you’ll show up after all.
You don’t.
He frowns and picks up his phone.
Calls you.
It rings until voicemail.
He tries again.
Still nothing.
He lowers the phone, jaw tight, thumb hovering over your name as if the third call will fix it.
It won’t. Because this is how you operate when you’re pissed, professional, polite, perfectly distant. You don’t yell or sulk you just shift into autopilot and stop giving him anything extra.
No reminders. No soft glances. No quiet sarcasm that only he gets.
Just the job.
Max, for all his victories, all his trophies, all his press-trained composure feels like he’s losing.
You don’t speak to Max the entire next morning.
Not really.
You respond when necessary because you have to, but it’s short and clipped, eyes on your tablet or phone or anyone but him. You’re professional.
And he hates it.
You can tell by the way he keeps glancing over during meetings, like he’s waiting for a joke or a sideways comment that never comes. His knee bounces through the strategy debrief. He forgets his water bottle. He asks a question someone already answered ten minutes ago.
After the final media round-up, you hand him a neatly typed itinerary and don’t wait for a thank you. You’re already halfway out of the hospitality tent when you throw over your shoulder, “Flight’s at seven. Be packed on time.”
“Wait.”
He sounds... hesitant like the word caught on the way out. You turn slowly, folding your arms ready to remind him that you still have fifty unread emails and no patience left but he looks genuinely uncomfortable which is uncommon.
“I was out of line yesterday,” he says, rubbing the back of his neck like it physically pains him to admit it.
You raise an eyebrow but say nothing.
“I know I don’t have the right to tell you who you can and can’t talk to. I just—Charles is…” He exhales sharply, searching for the right words like they owe him money. “He flirts with everyone. I didn’t think he should be doing it with you.”
You blink once. Then again. “Why?”
Max falters. His eyes drop for a second and when they lift again there’s something unguarded in them.
“Because you’re not…” He trails off, swallowing like the sentence got stuck somewhere between his mouth and his chest. “You’re not like them.”
You study him carefully, resisting the urge to cross your arms tighter. “What am I like then?”
He shrugs, helpless in a way that’s rare for him. “You know me.”
You look at him for a long time, long enough to feel the edges of your frustration begin to soften because he means it. Even if he doesn’t know what to do with it.
You let out a slow breath. “Let’s just forget it.”
Max doesn’t move. He looks like he wants to say more but as always he stops just short. You shake your head and walk away, the tension lingering behind you like smoke.
You’re not sure if he’s convinced.
You’re not sure you are either.
That night alone in your hotel room you lie in bed longer than you mean to, scrolling aimlessly on your laptop rereading emails you’ve already answered. At some point you check your phone one last time before you put it on charge.
There’s a new message from Max.
Just a photo.
Your favourite snack the one brand you always complain you can’t find here sitting neatly on your desk in his motorhome.
You stare at the screen for far longer than necessary.
You forgot to put it on a plate. I taught you better.
His reply comes immediately.
Thought I’d leave you something to scold me about otherwise I might miss it.
You don’t sleep well after that, but when you do drift off, you dream of him.
You should’ve known. The moment Max mentioned “just a small thing” on his yacht between races, you should’ve known.
You should’ve blocked off the date in his calendar, faked a scheduling conflict, pretended the boat had mechanical issues. Hell you should’ve burned the entire Monaco marina to the ground.
Instead you nodded because you were tired. Because it was late and he looked at you with that grin, the one he wears right before doing something reckless and deeply annoying.
And now?
Now you’re standing on the top deck of his floating monument to excess while EDM thunders through your skull, champagne pours into the sea, and someone truly is trying to light a cigar with a firework.
This isn’t a party.
It’s a disaster.
And you're part of it.
“Max!” you shout, pushing through a crowd of strangers, models, vaguely European tech bros, influencers who’ve filtered their faces into the same perfection.
Someone offers you a suspicious looking drink. You give them a look so cold it could freeze the Mediterranean.
You find him eventually near the bar of course. Halfway through a bottle of something so gold it probably shouldn’t be drinkable, laughing with unbridled energy.
He sees you.
And he smirks.
Bad sign.
“You’re here!” he calls over the music, all bright eyes and flushed cheeks.
“How drunk are you?”
He grins wider. “I’m celebrating.”
You glare. “What are you celebrating exactly? Your complete inability to respect any boundary I set?”
His smile falters. Just slightly.
You’ve been firm with him before snippy, tired, annoyed but you’ve never snapped. Not until now.
“I asked for one thing,” you continue, voice low but lethal. “No big party. No cameras. No press. No footage that I have to spend the next week cleaning up or spinning into something palatable for your sponsors.”
He tries to laugh it off. “Come on, it’s not that bad—”
“Max someone is filming an OnlyFans collab on your stairs!”
Max blinks.
“And I just got a message from your sponsor liaison asking if you’ve officially pivoted to a career in nightclub management.”
“Okay,” he says, straightening. “Okay, I’ll—I’ll fix it.”
You laugh and it’s not nice. “You won’t. You never do. You apologise make a joke promise to do better and then you forget by morning.”
He frowns. “Don’t be dramatic—”
“Dramatic?” You stare at him, stunned. “Do you think I enjoy this? Do you think I want to spend my life putting out fires you set? Cancelling meetings because you’re too hungover to stand? Rearranging entire weekends because you feel like playing captain on your floating ego trip?”
He opens his mouth, but you’re not done. Not even close.
“I have spent years of my life making yours easier. Cleaner. Simpler. And you keep acting like the world owes you something just for showing up.”
His expression shifts. Defensive. Confused. Hurt.
“I’m done Max.”
He stills. Completely. “What?”
“I quit.”
The words come out steadier than you expect, but the air around them changes like something’s been dislodged in the center of your universe.
Max laughs once short and disbelieving. “Very funny.”
“I’m not joking.”
That silences him. You watch as the fight drains out of his expression.
“I—” he starts, then stops. His eyes search your face like maybe there’s a version of this where you're bluffing.
You say it again.
“I’m done.”
Then you see it like you’ve pulled a single thread and suddenly the whole fabric of his world is unraveling at the seams.
“You don’t mean that,” he says, voice thinner now. He’s not posturing anymore. He’s barely holding it together. “You always say that when you’re mad.”
“I’ve never said that before.”
He swallows hard. “So what—this is it?”
You shrug, even as your throat burns. “You’ll be fine. You always are. You’ll hire someone else. Someone who won’t push back every time you act like the rules don’t apply to you.”
“No,” he says, quickly. Too quickly. “No I won’t.”
“Max—”
“I can’t do this without you.”
The air stills.
His voice is different now quiet and hoarse, almost boyish in its honesty.
“You think I’d function without you?” he says, stepping toward you there’s nothing arrogant in the way he moves. Just desperation. “You think I’d remember to eat? To breathe?”
You don’t answer. You can’t.
“You talk to me like I’m a person,” he continues, “not a headline. Not a paycheck. You don’t care what they think. You care what I see. What I feel. You make me show up. Not just on the track but here.”
He’s close now. The party hums behind you like a distant world you’re no longer part of.
“I know I act like I don’t notice but I do.” His jaw tics. “I see everything you do. Every crisis you fix. Every time you deal with the shit I create and still somehow look at me like I’m worth something.”
You blink too fast. Look away. You can’t cry not here. Not in front of him.
Max reaches out but he doesn’t touch you, won’t, but his hand hovers like he wants to, as if he doesn’t know if he’s allowed.
“Please don’t go.”
His voice is barely audible now. Just you and him and the ache you’ve been ignoring for far too long.
“I can’t lose you,” he says. “Not you.”
You don’t quit.
Not that night.
Not the next day either.
There are at least seven different moments where you almost do. Like when you’re up until 3 a.m. fielding calls from media, sponsors, and one very irate PR rep who uses the phrase "brand suicide" twice, or when you’re forced to sort through tagged Instagram stories showing Max grinning next to a man who brought an albino snake to the yacht.
But you don’t quit.
The press coverage is messy, but it’s manageable. The headlines are brutal, but you’ve weathered worse. Damage control becomes your entire personality for 48 hours straight.
Max shows up to a sponsor event. On time. Wearing the suit you picked. Sober. Hair styled.
When he’s asked about the party, about the chaos, about the videos that went viral he doesn’t deflect or smirk, he doesn’t make a joke about being “young” or “Dutch.”
He just says, clear and steady. “It got out of hand. I’ve learned from it.”
You almost drop your phone.
The next time you see him he’s slouched on a couch in the motorhome wearing sunglasses indoors like a hungover rockstar and holding a cup of something hot with all the enthusiasm of a man gripping poison.
“You’re not fired,” you say, setting his briefing packet on the table beside him.
He doesn’t look up. “I should be.”
“You’re not.”
This time he does glance at you. Over the rim of his sunglasses, his eyes meet yours.
“Why’d you stay?” he asks.
There’s no sarcasm or deflection just the honest question. A little lost.
You pause. There are a hundred reasons you could give. Because the whole team needs you. Because you love your job. Because walking away felt a lot more impossible than staying.
But none of them are the truth.
You hesitate, then answer quietly. “Because you matter to me.”
Max stares at you for a long beat and then—
He smiles, it’s not his usual smirk. Not cocky or smug or teasing. It’s soft a little unsteady around the edges.
It stays that way for the rest of the week.
No more parties, no more headlines, no chaos. He listens more and shows up to everything early which is frankly unsettling. He still pushes your buttons. Still forgets to charge his phone. Still asks if the catering crew can “just once” serve stroopwafels for breakfast, but it’s different.
You’re not sure what it means, only that for now you’re still here and so is he.
It’s been a week since the yacht party. Seven days since you nearly walked away from Max Verstappen. From your job. From whatever fragile, unspoken thing has been humming beneath the surface between you for far too long.
He’s been… different. Not in some dramatic, overnight transformation way he’s still Max, still occasionally infuriating, still drinks Red Bull for breakfast like it’s water and forgets his lanyard at least once a day but something has shifted.
No more brushing off your reminders with a smirk. No more groaning when you hand him briefing notes. He shows up early. He wears what you recommend out without comment. He sits in strategy meetings and asks questions instead of zoning out halfway through.
Most notably he doesn’t flirt.
Not with models.
Not with heiresses.
Not even with the stewardess who accidentally-on-purpose dropped her hotel key into his lap.
It’s unsettling. What’s worse is the way he looks at you now. Like he’s waiting. Watching. Like he’s afraid to push, but even more afraid to be shut out again.
He doesn’t crowd your space, doesn’t bait you into conversation the way he used to but every time you’re near walking past him in the garage, passing him his schedule in the motorhome, adjusting his earpiece before media he’s there, tracking you like he’s trying to memorise you in case you do disappear.
You don’t make it easy because the truth is, you’re still mad. Not in the white-hot yelling kind of way. That’s passed. This is quieter. More dangerous. You’re mad because he made you care too much because you think he might actually mean it the apology, the softness, the please don’t go, and now you don’t know what to do with that hope.
Worse still: you’re scared.
Because if he keeps this up, if he keeps acting like someone who could be serious, someone who could make space for you, not just as the person who organises his life, but as something more then you just might let your guard down.
Max doesn’t always understand half the things you do. He doesn’t know how you manage four calendars, so many time zones, and still remember to order his mum’s birthday flowers with a handwritten card in Dutch. He doesn’t know how you can sit through hours of briefings, bookings, and back-to-back calls and still have the presence of mind to pull him aside and remind him to breathe.
He knows this… he almost lost you, and it scared the hell out of him. That moment on the yacht when you said “I quit” with your voice steady and your eyes too bright it stuck in his ribs like shrapnel. He’s never seen you walk away from anything. Not a mistake. Not a crisis. Not him.
Something about it broke the rules he’s been pretending don’t exist.
He doesn’t know what to call this thing between you. The pull. The ache. The way he can feel you in the room before you speak, but he knows he can’t afford to lose it.
It’s the paddock walk in Sao Paulo and media is swirling like sharks. Max is flanked by his Red Bull team, walking with quiet confidence as cameras flash and fans scream from every barrier. You're behind him, checking notes, earbuds in, filtering out chaos like always.
One of them nods toward you as he walks alongside Max. “She’s very good. Efficient. Not a lot of assistants that can handle as much.”
Max just nods, focused ahead.
The guy smirks. “So… what is she to you anyway?”
Max stumbles. Just slightly. Blinks.
The man doesn’t notice. Keeps talking. “Girlfriend? Or is this like a long con assistant-with-benefits situation?”
Max stops walking.
The team slows.
The man looks confused. “What—did I say something?”
“She’s not a long con,” Max says, his voice flat.
The man raises his eyebrows. “So… girlfriend?”
Max opens his mouth but nothing comes out.
Because he doesn’t know how to answer. Because you’re not his girlfriend. You’re not just his assistant.
You’re not just anything.
You’re everything.
You notice it later, in the way Max is quiet through the entire strategy meeting. How he doesn’t argue when the tyre compound is changed last-minute. How he nods absently through the briefings but keeps glancing at you when he thinks you’re not looking. His knee bounces under the table not like he’s impatient, like he’s unraveling.
Afterwards you’re packing up your things halfway through sending a message to the press team when he clears his throat.
“Can I talk to you?”
You glance up. “Now?”
He nods.
You follow him down the corridor, past media personnel and catering carts, until he slips into a small side room off the hospitality unit, quiet, air-conditioned, the faint scent of stale coffee and printer paper hanging in the air. He closes the door behind you, doesn’t turn around right away.
You wait with your arms crossed. Guard up.
He paces once. Twice. Then stops.
“I froze,” he says, suddenly. “Earlier.”
You blink. “What?”
“When that guy asked what you are to me.”
You don’t answer just lower your arms slightly. He runs a hand through his hair, frustrated. “I should’ve said something… but I didn’t know how to explain it.”
“You don’t have to explain anything Max. I work for you. That’s the end of it.”
He turns toward you. Takes a step closer. His voice drops. “Is it?”
You hate him a little in that moment. For asking. For hesitating.
For almost being ready and still not getting there.
You shake your head, tight and slow. “Don’t ask questions you’re not ready to answer.”
He doesn’t move. Just looks at you, jaw clenched, hands at his sides like he doesn’t know if he’s supposed to reach for you or let you go.
You turn to leave and then his hand wraps gently around your wrist. Not pulling. Holding you there.
“Don’t walk away.”
You look down at where his fingers touch your skin then up at his face. His eyes are wide open.
“I need you,” he says. “I’m trying. I want to try.”
The silence that follows is thick. Heavy enough to buckle your knees.
You pull your hand free softly.
“I know Max.”
Then you leave, because if he doesn’t know what you are to him yet…
He’s not ready.
You’re not going to fall for someone who’s still figuring out if he can catch you.
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