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[da1ntyangel]

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july | - diary of a messy soul

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[violentdelightsbaby]

[lavenderangell-deactivated20260]

Why Do People “Fail” When Manifesting?

I want to preface this by saying that you are awareness. The 3d, 4d, and everything else exist entirely within you, nothing is truly separate. For the sake of making things easier to understand, we use these terms to talk about “outer reality” and the different layers of experience.

I get this question a lot: “I affirmed, I didn’t doubt, but nothing happened. What did i do wrong?”

When you look at the outer world like it has power over you, you'll think reality decides whether your desire will show up or not. But the outer world has no power of its own.

Man moves in a world that is nothing more or less than his consciousness objectified. -Neville Goddard

That means the 3d can only ever show you what you’re aware of being. It doesn’t choose, it doesn’t fight back, it doesn’t delay because it wants to. It's a mirror. If you’re smiling, it smiles back. If you frown, it frowns back. The mirror never decides what to show, it just reflects.

Say you want a new phone. You decide, “It’s mine, I already have it.” You're confident and feel good. Then nothing seems to change. Doubt creeps in. You start thinking, “It’s not working. Maybe I failed.”

What happened? You shifted awareness. At first, you were aware of having it. Then you became aware of not having it and the 3d followed.

This is where persistence comes in.

An assumption, though false, if persisted in, will harden into fact. -Neville Goddard

Persistence is sticking with “I am the one who already has it.” If you stay there, the 3d has no choice but to conform.

You are not just a person trying to “get” things. You are awareness itself.

Man's chief delusion is his own conviction that there are causes other than his own state of consciousness. All that befalls a man — all that is done by him, all that comes from him — happens as a result of his state of consciousness. -Neville Goddard

All you need to do is to be the person who already has it. The outer world will reflect it naturally.

You’re awareness, infinite, powerful, and creative.

And so they realised that the world is only a mirror, reflecting what they are aware of being. Every desire, every dream, every longing already existed within the quiet stillness of their own consciousness. There was nothing to force. Only to rest, fully and deeply, in the knowing that all was already theirs. And in that knowing, the world itself bent, effortlessly, to reflect the infinite within.

[love4ng1e]

�he void "state" : :

the void is not a place you enter. it’s what you already are.

the biggest misconception is thinking the void is some separate “state.” black screens, floating sensations, paralysis, blank mind, etc. those things can happen, but they are not the void. that’s just the ego dressing it up in aesthetics. they are appearances within awareness just like dreams, just like waking life. the void is not another experience to have. it is the absence of taking any experience as you.

think of it this way ;

you keep saying, “how do i, _ , get into the void?”

but the void is literally what exists when _ is dropped.

see the contradiction?

the void is the backdrop when all identification is dropped. you cannot take the character with you, because the character itself is the illusion.

so what does “entering the void” actually mean? it means dropping the insistence that you are this body, this mind, this person in a bed. it means letting the story go until all that remains is pure being.

that’s why the so-called “methods” sometimes appear to work. subliminals, affirmations, visualizations. they all distract the mind long enough for you to stop clinging to “i am this person.” sleep paralysis, body numbness, buzzing. those can be signs the body is no longer the focus of identity.

but none of these are the void itself. they are just steps where identification slips. you have never been out of the void. every time you dream at night, you didn’t “travel” anywhere. you just identified with a different character, and a world spawned around it. same here. this waking life is nothing but a persistent dream, created because you identify with this character right now.

the void is what’s left when you stop insisting on being any character.

𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 . ⌗ love4ng1e

[sxlanashfts]

Imagination is the real reality

I know we tend to get pressed when the 3D “doesn’t show” us our desires and all, but babes…the IMAGINATION is the real reality. The 3D can be changed EASILY because it don’t got a final say in shit it’s showing! THE IMAGINATION IS THE SOURCE OF EVERYTHING!! YOU ARE LITERALLY THE CREATOR!!

I know y’all remember me saying that the physical and the imagination are not separate from each other because THEY ARE NOT!! Meaning that whatever it is that you want or shifting for, a house, money, brand new car, a new nigga WHATEVER TF YOU WANT IT ALL STARTS WITHIN YOUR IMAGINATION AND THE 3D REFLECTS THAT BECAUSE ITS THE IMAGINATION!!

And no this is not to say “stay in your imagination” cause that’s not what this is really about, but what I AM saying is that you don’t need to press yourself about what the 3D is showing you because you can literally change that shit overnight because your imagination IS the real reality.

[princessipeya]

ྀི ㅤׅ THINGS I'VE MANIFESTED FOR MYSELF THIS WEEK MWAHAHAHAHAAAA “ ₊

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A LAPTOP : yesss don't ask me why, my parents just gave me a new laptop because I literally dominated my dad's personal laptop that they had no choice. I made my own chrome profile there, made it so fricking girly and aesthetic the theme is literally Draculaura, have my own youtube account, pinterest account, a readymag account, my roblox account, installed canva, obsidian, add the cutesttt websites as shortcuts and would play the games he played. and when my dad needed his laptop to use throughout the entire week.. I was just like "okay no they can't do that to me unless I get my own laptop" and then, surprise surprise I have my own laptop MWAHAHAHAHA 😝😝

SOME GUY LIKING ME : I already have a crush on another bae but there's another guy that I think likes me too hehehehe. so basically he's the chill nonchalant guy and ykk I love those kinds of people because being in their soft spot is so unexpected (hey my CRUSH is the nonchalant guy but tell me why we're getting shipped by our entire class and he's always jumping up and down smiling big everytime he's teased mwehehehe) anyway so this guy was kinda random, I like being friendly to him and conversating with him and I DO notice that the more I do so, he changes. I thought to myself "okay hmmm he defo likes me. yk what? that's pretty fun. okay he likes me ig." and now he's been showing up in a way that's SOO CUTE. at first he was like more playfully rude to me buuuttt sorry guys only I'm allowed to do that to people 😛 so everytime he'd try to tease me with an insult, I tease him with a backhanded compliment. One time I said hi to him while he was passing me cuz he was just looking at me the whole time and he just said "you're posture is so bad". I responded "who could blame me!? My bag is heavy AF. I guess it's the perfect timing that it's only the two of us, you're good with bags, right?" (because bro sown a broken bag before and also helped me put keychains on mine) YOU SHOULD'VE SEEN THE LOOK ON HIS FACE LMAOO but yesss he helped me mwehehehehe. Even when I was trying to pass a paper to the busy teacher, I caught him looking at me and before, he'd look away and stuff but this time he quickly smiled and tried to act like he was laughing at me, pointing at my paper becauseee I needed help with some shet 😭 he's cutee lmao.

A BIGGER LUNCH GROUP : I have manyy friends and we all sit at one table and it's pretty fun, it's alwayssss chaotic with them there's always screaming and playing involved and it's always so funny I'm sooo glad I manifested my friend groups but ANYWAYS I manifested new people getting into our table and there's these two cutest girls that we met that just stay with us. there's this one girl, her name's Ria and she's likeee so smart and sooo easy to talk to. I'm a big yapper (sometimes it feels shetty when I just blabber about nonsense to ppl I'm comfortable with because a lot of them are also yappers so we interrupt each other out of excitement ALL THE TIME LMAOO 😭😭) but she's more on the introverted side and like she has the kindest eyes sooo I would open up and just yap before asking her questions related to what I yap about so she could open up too and she has like the kindesttt eyes and the sweetest smile it's like.. Wow girl. And the other is my best friend 😇😇😇 Kailea ilysm I'm so glad you started sitting with us MWAHAHAH

FREE CLOTHES AND PLUSHIES : okay so I have a rich auntie right? I love her so much hehehe and uhmmm she donated her old clothes to my family and she has the BEST stuff. I luckily found things that were in my style but me and my cousin were lowkey digging through the two bags of clothes she handed out because uhmmm who would pass down a free bundle of clothes RIGHT !?!? A lot of what we found were oversized hoodies and sweaters because some of them were also from her son.. which is fricking perfect. Kuya Daniel, your spiderman jacket or something is MINEEE MWAHAHAHA. then I also have received 3 new plushies this week because they were handed to me by my best friend 😛😛😛 Sabrina, girl you're rich AF with that collection you got there but hey I'm richer cuz YOU'RE MY BITCH she's my bitch guys 😇😇😇

ALWAYS GETTING STARED AT, SMILED AT OR COMPLIMENTED : nahhh cuz these things always make my day so I need to make sure it's always occurring on a daily basis and yesss it doesss AMEN 🙏🙏 I have to thank my tita (my uncle's girlfriend) she's always doing my hair for me most days in school and I alwayssss get complimented even if my classmates should already be used to me by now. I think it's because the more I've been working on my self concept, my social skills just did a whole 180 and I like doing things just to see how people would react and that's always having this kind attitude where I smile and let people borrow my things (I used to HATE sharing but here we are) and am always teasing people and participating in games and stuff. and yeah, people respond to that so I'm like smiled at a lot, stared at and I will neverrr get tired of people's compliments. ughhh it's so fun too when, if I'm complimented for what I'm wearing or have, I NEVER gatekeep I HAVE to say where I got it from cuz idk it's an unspoken rule mwehehehe. Guys irdk, I just love being loved that I secretly crave this kind of treatment 🫢🫢🤫🤫

I didn't manifest much y'all but I hope you like this 😰😰 there's a lottt of things that happened throughout the entire week tho but they're better lived than yapped about 😀 STAY TUNED FOR MORE THOO TRUST 💪💪💪

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[idomii]

Make your choice & do not go back.

Once you decide what it is you want for yourself, decide that you have it right here, right now, and do not contradict it. You've heard this before, and you know this.

"But I saw something I didn't like!"

"But I know that in reality/it's actually..."

"But it's taking too long to show up"

"But–"

Do not contradict yourself. Think about what you're about to assume about your circumstances. All of you manifest just fine, you know why? Law of assumption is a LAW. You're always doing it, regardless of your awareness. Anything you give attention to is a part of your reality & what your assumptions might be.

For example: The economy. Depending on what country you live in, you and people around you maybe influence what you think of it, regardless of whatever proof you do or don't have.

If you say "Our economy is trash, it's so hard to find jobs, and when you get one, they don't even pay well," that's what occurs in your reality. MIND YOU, you can be aware of things that happen in the world around you WITHOUT identifying them with yourself and your reality. There is always a way to be the exception.

Even if you had "solid proof" of what the circumstance is, if you know it's you who makes the decision, why are you relying on what you see to validate yourself?

YOU validate yourself. You alone. What you assume reflects, therefore, you need to be disciplined enough to say "No, it's actually this way now. It's done!"

"It was actually taken care of already!"

"That was actually someone else!"

"They are actually reconsidering me as an option!"

"It actually worked out for me already!"

Everything works in your favor. Always. No matter what. Always assume that because it leaves no room for you to prove yourself wrong.

༊࿐ ͎. ｡˚ ° ⊹ ˚. ༊࿐ ͎. ｡˚ ° ⊹ ˚.

its already yours! love u! kk

[guulabii]

i think love is revolutionary because when done right, it allows for accountability, for growth, for healing, for laughter, for joy, for connection, for touch, for coming home. maybe it is foolish of me, even a little stupid to think of it as such but when done right, when honoured, when fulfilled, when prepared and boiled and served well, it truly does magic, it truly changes lives, it nourishes, it feeds, it gives hope, hope, so much of it.

[lumenie]

You can do it even without subliminals, this is a great tool though :D

RESULTS!

[eyesfortheworld]

Just was in the void. I was not aware, and I didn't manifest anything, but I have no doubt that I am able to do it sometime soon.

Writing this as a note to myself to not forget 1. how I did it; 2. that I did reach it; 3. that it was extremely easy.

Void, how I felt it, to me is basically a time-less state of mind that gives me extreme relaxation, akin to a nap but way deeper.

I decided to overwork today and came back home late, tired, and in a weird pretty detached state of mind caused by weariness and confidence which I cannot even begin to describe. It was a good day, and I didn't really want to think of anything, just got lost in the music in my headphones. The first thing I did when I got home was take a shower, which always relaxes me, and then I slipped right into bed to go to sleep (as it was already kinda late lol). I felt relaxed and tired, and as I drifted to sleep, I found myself in this beautiful state of consciousness.

The way I felt there... the best word would be "complete". Just at peace with myself...

I spent some time there and decided to wake up (although I didn't really consciously decide, you know?), and when I did, it was around an hour after I got in my bed.

Nothing extraordinary, right?

I did reach void before today, also unaware, funnily enough, always when in the random afternoons your body just gives you an ultimatum to either take a nap now!!!!!! or suffer from the absolute lack of energy for the next few hours. And for some reason these experiences STILL left me thinking I have to put in some effort to "get there" -_-

Analyzing this, I think the key factors are being tired and relaxed. You don't even have to keep the void in the back of your mind, it's a natural state! (which is a huge relief for me)

I wonder now, what is the "recipe" for getting into it aware? I'll try setting an intention on another tiring day.

[jazuzzle]

you have nothing to lose.

if you had two buttons in front of you, one stays exactly the same and the other one you get everything you ever wanted. im guessing most people would choose number 2.

and... there's no catch. no conditions. you don't have to sell your soul. there isn't any fine print. no secret payment, no work, no effort.

and... it's not too good to be true. anything you can think of is possible. even if everyone told you it's not possible, and you don't always get what you want. they were lying.

the only thing you are leaving behind is your limiting beliefs, self doubt, insecurities, undesired circumstances, and the idea of wanting something you will never have.

and what's the point in clinging on to your doubts? how will that help you in any way? just go all in. stop dipping your toes, just dive into the deep end. be crazy. be delusional. ( manifesting is not "delulu". when people see someone who has so much unshakable belief in themselves and conviction that they will get everything they want, these people are labeled as crazy). so what? you know what you want. nothing bad will happen if you decide to stop thinking about the worst that could happen.

you found manifesting and shifting by pure chance. a lot of people don't know about it or don't believe in it. and yet you're here. so why not bite the bullet and cut off the negative thought patterns.

[shradsmanifestt]

You don't have to know how it's gonna happen

Ok let me for real with you guys. When I was first trying to manifest stuff the thing I always got stuck on was how tf is it gonna manifest. Especialy for stuff that another person might deem "impossible". I was constantly making up scripts in my own head on how it might happen. What I didn't realise was that, this was something I never needed to do. I was just trying to put some logic into an otherwise insane situation and I didn't realise that I was just delaying my manifestation. I was just proving to myself that I didn't have it by so desperately trying to make sense of it all. If I already had it would I be thinking about how it happened?

The how, the when, where all these questions were never something I had to think about. And it never will be.

Stop trying to control how it happens. Just know that it is so and that's that. When you get what you want would you be thinking about how it happened instead of enjoying what you have. Ik that a lot of you struggle with this. When you have what others would call "unrealistic expectations" you wanna bring some sense and logic into them by trying to find ways on how it might happen. Like a youtube channel that'll give you millions even with just a few edit videos or losing weight with the 100+ subs you listen to overnight in a day. But lemme tell you something.

You aren't just anyone who's living their lives as it is day by day. You know. Yes you know. You are fucking GOD. You are the CREATOR of your own reality. Nothing about you is simple. And nothing is unrealistic about you. You are so fucking powerful in ways you can't even imagine and your stumped on some guy? On a lil money? Coz of what your mirror shows you.? Seriously dude? Do yk how powerful u are? You have everything you want. That's the truth. It isn't unrealistic, it isn't too much amd it certainly isn't impossible. If you can imagine it - YOU CAN HAVE IT.

It's as simple as that. You don't have to burn yourself out thinking about how it's gonna happen for you. You don't need a full ass script. You don't need to figure all those out. All you need to know and decide - It's yours. That's all. It's that simple. Imo it really can't get easier than this. It's like shopping on amazon and just deciding that you want something and keeping it in cart and ordering it for free. You don't even have to spend money. It'll just come to you. You don't need to think how It's gonna come (delivery), you don't need to earn money to buy it (no action necessary). All You gotta do it just order and it will come to you. No matter what. It's just that simple. Just don't second guess the delivery. That's all.

[seamany]

POSSIBLE THINGS TO MANIFEST JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN ⋆˙⟡

All your makeup brushes are clean immediately after you're done using them.

Your car's mileage always stays the same.

None of your favorite products ever get discontinued.

You never have headaches or body cramps of any kind.

You never get a stuffy nose.

You never get diarrhea, indigestion, or any discomfort regarding digestion.

Stop time so you can catch up on shows or movies you've been wanting to watch, or books you've been wanting to read.

500k just because.

A gorgeous piece of jewelry—one you can't even describe but just shows up in your closet or on your body and exceeds your expectations. Something you didn't even know you desired or knew how to put into words.

Manifest an Ivy League degree in X, Y, or Z.

Better cooking skills.

A 5k Sephora gift card.

Revise a bad haircut.

The ability to always crack certain parts of your body when desired (e.g., your knuckles always crack in a satisfying way when you want them to).

Extra seasons of your favorite show, or revised episodes or seasons.

A private streaming platform with you in your favorite shows/movies, interacting with your S/O or friends.

Perfect eyesight.

Write down the S/O of your dreams or the friend group of your dreams—down to age, height, style, etc.—and manifest them.

New Sims packs or CC.

The perfect hoodie in terms of size, fit, color, design, etc.

Better penmanship.

20k in your bank account every Friday just because.

Manifest away allergies.

Being mutuals with a celebrity on TikTok.

Free PR from your favorite company.

The perfect pair of jeans.

Having the perfect lip combo in your notes app.

Having the name and number of a cheap braider/hairstylist in your notes app who will nail your hair every time.

A free vintage car with 10k miles.

Redo the layout of your city or town.

A gorgeous vintage watch.

A “Free Nails for Life” voucher from a local salon.

Cute workout sets.

Better stamina—the ability to run 10, 20, or 30 miles without tiring.

A thigh gap.

Revise educational history.

Free plane tickets for life from a specific airline (first class, of course).

Revise body scars or acne.

Revise parents' marriage or relationship.

Perfect credit score.

Get rid of student loans.

A better job for your parents.

Back dimples.

Being a faster typer.

Vintage Roberto Cavalli dresses.

A hot, nerdy BF.

Extensive knowledge of a niche subject (e.g., the ability to name over 500 specific battleships and info about them).

A sailboat.

A house in Martha's Vineyard.

Drawing/painting skills.

Guitar, piano, cello, or violin skills.

A lifetime voucher to stay in hotels (e.g., a free private suite at any Four Seasons hotel in the world for life).

Revise the appearance of genitals or intimate areas.

A renaissance fair in your area or town so you can dress like a princess.

Websites you wish existed, with clothing or items you wish existed.

Improve existing tech (e.g., make the Dyson Airwrap 10x better, or improve MacBooks), even if you don't know the specifics.

The perfect pen or writing tool.

Your dream hair texture or style.

A serum or harmless chemical for curly-haired girls that keeps hair straight without frizz or humidity; when reapplied, it reverts to curls—so you don’t have to fight frizz.

Free babysitter or dog walker.

Revise an unwanted pregnancy.

The perfect pair of breasts.

Your partner only being able to be aroused by you.

No one in your life farts around you.

Revise your parents’ house.

Revise your parents’ occupation and/or educational history.

Revise dyslexia.

A house in the country given to you for free.

The ability to read four pages a minute.

A loyal, well-behaved dog that never dies.

Wake up understanding and being able to speak Spanish.

A boss you hate—balding.

Make up a dream small country in Europe and find out you’re a princess to said country (Princess Diaries style).

Winning the lottery without applying.

Acceptance into your dream school without applying.

Your favorite deactivated LOA Blogger coming back to the platform.

Never bloating after eating (retaining your "morning skinny" all day).

The internship of your dreams (being taught by the best in your field one-on-one, with the salary of your dreams, incredible benefits, and flexibility).

Food lasting longer in your fridge—fruit and vegetables lasting two months in pristine condition.

A free all-expenses-paid trip to Barbados :)

[222ladybugloas]

Appearence changes ive manifested to show you it is completely possible:

- clear skin (my persoanl fav used to be my buggest insecurity)

- bigger lips and a nicer shape

- defined jawline and no double chin

- healthy hair, my curls are so defined now, my hair also growing fast

- more attractive overall, and more comfortable in my own skin

- lost desired amount of weight

- more lifted toned face

-thin legs

-muscular arms

[saintfelina]

via orrisandiris on twitter

[metamorphesque]

this is what it means to be human

Everything, Mary Oliver

The Breathing, Denise Levertov

A Prayer by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

The Laughing Heart by Charles Bukowski

Like a Small Café, That’s Love by Mahmoud Darwish (translated by Mohammad Shaheen)

Having a Coke with You by Frank O’Hara

Eating Together by Li-Young Lee

The Orange by Wendy Cope

The Quiet Machine, Ada Limón

To Go Mad, Paruyr Sevak

Our Beautiful Life When It’s Filled with Shrieks by Christopher Citro

Hammond B3 Organ Cistern, Gabrielle Calvocoressi

Peace XVIII, Khalil Gibran

Your Unripe Love, Paruyr Sevak (from “Anthology of Armenian poetry")

Here and Now by Peter Balakian

Ich finde dich (I find you) by Rainer Maria Rilke

The Thing Is by Ellen Bass

One Art by Elizabeth Bishop

Miss you. Would like to take a walk with you. by Gabrielle Calvocoressi

I Want to Write Something So Simply by Mary Oliver

What's Not to Love by Brendan Constantine

Where does such tenderness come from? by Marina Tsvetaeva

You Are Tired (I Think) by E. E. Cummings

Living With the News by W.S.Merwin

What the Living Do by Marie Howe

[bluuevelvets]

Can I manifest changes in my physical appearance, a specific person, a new car, revised past marks, perfect health, a superpower, a fairy, or even being a Billionare or a trillionare, etc?

Yesss, yesss, yesss. You can manifest ANYTHING and EVERYTHING . You are limitless. Reality doesn't follow logic. Time, space or circumstances DON'T matter. The onlyyyy limits are the one you believe in. NOTHING is too big or too small, nothing. YOU ARE THE "GOD" OF YOUR REALITY!!!