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miawasthere

tumblr angels do not support ICE btw 🩷🪽

darlingdemonic

tumblr demons don't support ICE either ✨

momoka-angelz

tumblr fallen angels DOES not support ICE too

cgsdraws

vampires DO NOT SUPPORT ICE

the-bone-eating-vulture-kirin

Vultures DO NOT support ice.

dinosaur-offical

Dinosaurs DO NOT support ICE

wolfdog-offical

Wolfdogs DO NOT support ICE

bugthehyena

Hyenas DO NOT support ICE

undercover-werewolf-k1d

Werewolves DON'T support ICE.

phantomofthemountain

Tigers DO NOT support ICE

floffybiwolfboy

Wolfs DO NOT support ICE

thatcoyoteonline

Coyotes DO NOT support ICE

mumbling-martes

sables DO NOT support ICE

daemnedcat

cats DO NOT support ICE

svenskjavel

”Den genomsnittliga personen sover utomhus minst en gång i veckan.”

Spindel Georg är en uteliggare och borde inte ha räknats.

arctic-whatever

I don’t think anyone talks about how incredibly lonely it can be sometimes to be alterhuman. Sure, there’s online spaces, meet-ups, forums and groups, but outside of that? You’re inevitably going to have at least one small period of your life where no-one around you feels the way you do and you have no idea why. Maybe you’re a child who’s never heard the words ‘therian’ or ‘otherkin’. Maybe you’re deep in the antikin community, lashing out at joy with hate and fear. Maybe there’s something else keeping you seperate.

Whatever the reason, that part of life is… almost unbearably isolated. You feel different, different in a way you can barely put words to. Different in a way you often see others institutionalised for in books and movies. Different in the way you hear your thoughts, speak your words and experience your feelings. And more often than not, you don’t know why.

Why you? Why were you chosen to shoulder the burden of being so different? What made any benevolent creator (or lack thereof) reach down and plant such joy in your heart, and such pain also?

Your hands are not your own as they grip foreign objects of an alien world; cutlery, pencils, jewellery. Are you even meant to have hands? Sometimes your fingers ache with the knowledge they were never meant to exist in any meaningful capacity. Your heart beats too fast, too slow, too… human.

Your friends and family don’t understand. They can’t. They’ve never felt the call of the camphor-laden breeze, never lost themselves to the wild, frenetic energy of the night. They’re human. Your spirit extends beyond yourself, in impossible limbs that they will never yearn for. Your soul will not be contained within this flesh prison, it never could be, all whilst theirs rests comfortably at home.

There’s no words for this feeling, not in any book, nor television show. There’s no representation except for in the monstrous. There’s no celebrity that openly talks about it. There’s no dictionary that explains it. You’re different, alone, and entirely certain that you are the only person on earth to be a facsimile of a person; not a person at all.

And then you find the therian community. And you realise they’d been there all along, hidden from the mainstream conversation, away from the late-night talk shows and trivia competition questions.

And you wonder, in what cruel world could such unbearable loneliness continue to be allowed to persist when the answer existed in the background all along? Who let your heart break over and over, just to reveal it broke for nothing so painful at all? Who let you scream hoarsely into the void, begging for answers, all while the answers sat so close by?

How could any of this be fair?

daemnedcat

I’ve never experienced that answer, or maybe I have, but it got lost with time. The therian community isn’t my space anymore- it’s taken over by people who don’t understand, people who fake, people who label everything and put people in boxes against their will.

My therianthropy is only mine and it is excruciatingly lonely. I can’t be human, I can’t be animal, because I’m not, no animals treat me as such because I AM a human. What does it matter to pretend? I will never be able to move, to live like I feel I am intented. But the way I can and do live is not fulfilling me. I feel left out no matter where I look because this is not where I’m intended to be but there is no way for me to get there.

I’m alive, I’ll keep living my human life and enjoy it in the meantime. But I will never stop longing.

flabbergastedpigeon

Recently finished The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes and I just HAD to sketch this creep

daemnedcat

AUGHHHDGF THIS IS SO COOL

#tbosas #coriolanus snow #lucy gray baird #the hunger games

everdeensmellark

haymitch says himself katniss is like him, but luckier.

katniss realized the berries were nightlock before peeta ate them.

daemnedcat

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCK MY LIFE

mockingjay-sings

The mockingbird, the jabberjay and the mockingjay 🕊️ inspired by this post by @fromevertonow

#hunger games #thg sotr #UGHHGDH I LOVE THEM ALL

wyveram

baddie you'd break the warrior code for

daemnedcat

I GET YOU GRAYSTRIPE

#silverstream #warrior cats

dingopaws

She was lying on the floor and counting stretch marks She hadn't been a virgin and he hadn't been a god So she named the baby Elvis To make up for the royalty he lacked

#wc art #leafpool

boyz4lif

Classic

#NOW THATS HÅKANGODIS IF IVE EVER SEEN IT #bleckmossen #bleckmossen boyz #drick minst fyra koppar te om dagen

riverc1an

“i asked chatgpt” okay well i asked starclan and they gave me a foreboding prophecy involving a broad-shouldered brown tabby with amber eyes

wanderingcritter

I have never seen a therian who didn't physically look at least a little bit like their theriotype(s) Im so serious

daemnedcat

Ive been told way too many times that I look like a cat and also several times that I look like a wolf, what kind of magic is this

this popped up in my mind the second I saw the meme and I HAD to draw it

Also first tumblr post in starclan knows how long-

#warrior cats #warriors #wc art #wc meme #warrior cats meme #ravenpaw #graypaw #firepaw #thunderclan #i dont understand how tumblr works help

troutbelly

[Lyrics from Simple Man, Graham Nash]

CrookedBlue angst…

(i’ll post the full image if anybody would like)

boyz4lif

Detta är nästan som en nostalgitripp. Den fantastiska Ivan tårtan! Typ 2021 tror jag det var, då jag gjorde en elimination poll på bleckfuckingmossen (mitt instakonto) om vilken som var den bästa Bleckmossen-karaktären. Ivan och Alex var de två sista kvar (Håkan kom trea), och vi skämtade om att Ivan och Alex hade en episk duell om tronen och att Ivan sköt Alex i slutet (gruesome).

(Cred till Chevy för dessa)

Ivan vann i alla fall, och för att fira bakade mina polare (de största Ivan fanatikerna) en Ivan tårta som fick en plats i KP med en episk shoutout till mig som signatur hahaha. Jag trodde att de bara skämtat om att baka tårtan om Ivan vann, men de gjorde det faktiskt. Cred till @kattafan och @himbosimpraccoon mina älskade gamla sponsorer. Mikhail is cannon. Snart har vi känt varandra i fyra år.