DarcyBrook

lost | 5 languages | intj

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My depression:

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You never really sleep, you are never really awake

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Wait for me?

I will.

One of the most powerful and simplest lines

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Sometimes I fall in love with something (not someone) and it's just so beautiful and touched me so deeply that I cannot turn to it back. I constantly replay some moments in my head but I simply can't actually rewatch or reread it because I can't handle another emotional tornado.

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The thing you truly love hurts you the most.

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Come home with me

Who are you?

The man who's gonna marry you. I'm Orpheus

I'm Eurydice

Your name is like a melody

A singer, is that what you are?

I also play the lyre...

Oh, a liar, and a player too! I've met too many men like you

Oh, no. I'm not like that

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What if we are just sims for Greek gods?

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Eventually I got acquainted with this masterpiece. Ladies and gentlemen, Hadestown.

It was meant to happen since I'm in love with Greek mythology. Yesterday I listened to the album and watched as much performance videos and interviews with a cast as possible. First time in many months I feel myself alive, I feel pure and unconditional love, I feel peace in my heart.

This musical is art itself which has already changed a little bit my view of life. It made me to ask questions and to create.

For now I raise my cup.

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idn but have you noticed?

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13/100 days of productivity

French

+20 words

Homework

Revision

I've been thinking too much about lore olympus. I love this story a lot but I feel so sad because there's only one episode per week. How many years should I wait?

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Can a consumption of coffee at 11pm be considered as a suicide attempt?

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11/100 days of productivity

It wasn't an easy decision but now I'm going to learn only one language per day. Previous I was trying to combine 3 languages but alas it just doesn't work for me. This way I can't deeply concentrate and I simply don't have time for all activities which were planned. It frustrates me a lot. From now on I try a new approach.

English

Pronunciation course

20 words

Check Your English Vocabulary for IELTS

1 lecture about history of English

Last Christmas 8/10☆

Greek Myths and Legends 1600/3466

Writing (my story)

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8,9/100 days of productivity

Binge watched Queen's Gambit 8/10

Downloaded Sims4 (you know how such things end)

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In case of important negotiations

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[3.12.20] 3/100 days of productivity

I can feel like my eating disorder is crawling back and I'm scared

English (10 words, lecture about history of English, 20 minutes of pronunciation exercises)

French (20 words, wrote down new wirds from a movie La chèvre)

Chinese (15 words)

Greek Myths and Legends (600/3466)

Writing (1 page)

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That's literally how my sense of humor looks like