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My oldest brother came to surprise my mom while he was picking up a racecar. I haven't seen him in 6years. Time didn't fly for me like it did him and my other siblings. Time has been slow and unforgiving to me. I don't know how to be myself around my own family. What a disaster.

A perfect night🍃🎀

And when I'm not longer here...

What would you do?

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There's too much darkness to feel happy..

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You ever just sit there and then start having the urge to just cry real heavy..?

Me too...

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LIFE JACKET

Let's head dive into my depression

Backstroke through the trauma

Feeling the iceie water wash over wounds

If you teach me to float

I just might survive

Maybe a free fall would help

Hold my hand and give it a try

Deep dark trenches with you

Could be Heaven

We could tie ourselves to a rope

Find our way back when lost

Or just sink father down

Down down down into nothingness

I'm sorry I brought you here

I didn't know our hands would slip

You drifted into the darkness

Without me

-Jenna DeRea

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Alllllrighty then

(NOT MY PHOTO)

Today was such a good day for me. I usually don't get to relax with someone and feel like I'm wanted. He made me feel so comfortable and complimented me in all the right ways. I wish everyday could be like this one.

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spacewonder19

Star creation in RCW 36 © Chandra

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If I'm telling you how I feel about you and you try to disassociate yourself from that conversation, then why do you still talk to me? Why are you still asking me to come over? Why still sleep with me? What's the point? I'm fucking in love with who you are and it's okay if you don't feel the same, but for you to not acknowledge any of the emotions is fucked, and it completely wreaks me.

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My pup of 13 years passed away yesterday. He was my bestfriend through so much, kept all my secrets and let me cry if I felt sad. I miss him so much.💙😞