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NASA

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YOU ARE THE REASON
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
Keni
Monterey Bay Aquarium
art blog(derogatory)
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we're not kids anymore.
Jules of Nature
Sade Olutola

if i look back, i am lost
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@daydreamofzen
when youre close to me
The tags are everything I know. I am sharing this with every single one to try and spread the word.
NOT MY USUAL JAM, BUT THERE’S AN AWFUL LOT OF YOU CRITTERS FOLLOWING ME THAT SHOULD KNOW THIS
Stay safe out there guys
I love how I posed Kinger like he has an elbow to rest on his hand
Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.
And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.
It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.
when I was in high school, I overheard two older students talking about a friend of theirs.
One of them said something like, "it doesn't bother me that [Friend] was in residential mental health treatment, I just wish they wouldn't talk about it ALL the time".
The other replied, "Well, that was all of last year for them. So when they say 'when I was in treatment,' it's like when you say 'last year'."
I try to remember that any time someone says something that sounds Shocking to me. sometimes one person's scary special crisis is another person's last year.
If you want to be accepting of mental illness, you need to accept the fact that some people's everyday lives are going to be terrifying to you. That doesn't mean they don't get to talk about it. Stop forcing hurt, isolated people to become even MORE hurt and isolated because you can't fathom toughening up a bit.
doodles
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Derek is pathetic loser that aurafarms only when he is far away from Avery
The good ending
S-slimek-knight..... my.... beloved.......
when your Knight is so so smart but oh so bad with words
What Happened After Dawtde:
stuff i havent posted here
characters whose sexuality is "i'm under way too much stress to figure that shit out rn"
character whose gender is "im probably nonbinary but im on a quest so idrc about that rn"
unfortunately I'm so locked in on this fic by @until-openocean that its all i'm doodling rn hhhhhhhhh
its a slimeknight youtuber au and you SHOULD go read it
I was TWEAKING over the last chapter i swear to god-
mostly i'm just playing around with the au, this isn't an actual scene in the fic, just happens in my brain.
Messy ahh sketches bc I drew in the car for myself, then decided to post. this is pretty dumb i just thought it'd be funny
god they're so stupid 💜💜💜
the amount of edits that popped up of avery after that stream was ridiculous. [and if derek liked a few of them with his alt account, that was nobody's business but his own]
i'm gonna make a derek post soon, but for now some of my Avery headcanons;
He's not BUFF buff, just strong from being active, i just accidently made him look extra by mistake
he's got a collection of stupid meme shirts to wear during streams sometimes
in general [not just streamer au] i think avery is a little chubby, but he's quite strong and active. when its slime avery he is a bedwars player and is good in combat, and when its irl avery its because of skateboarding and volunteer work on an elderly family friend's farm. Since he likes animals and is super interested in botany he enjoys it, and his flexible work situation as a streamer allows him to visit pretty often.
he's a little awkward, but we alr knew this. (so is derek)
again guys i drew this in the car for myself, then decided to post, please ignore that its so messy
Sex scene as character study is so good. What is your relationship to your body? What is your relationship to your partner? What lessons have you absorbed from the culture about yourself as a sexual being? How much do you have to trust someone before being comfortable with intimacy? What fears and insecurities come to the fore for you when you take your clothes off? It's so good.
How do they communicate? How do they expect others to communicate? How well do they understand their body and their own capacity for pleasure? What do they tend to do to make their partner feel comfortable? How comfortable are they showing emotion in front of others? How much insight do they have into what their own emotions mean and are connected to? What are they focused on during the encounter? How conscious are they of exchanges of power and vulnerability? very very very good
my brother's idea teeheee
Omg this got a bark of laughter out of me, this is so good😆😆
Say you break your ankle. You could know everything there is to know intellectually about the injury. Even with this vast knowledge, you will still experience physical pain.
Now take this logic and apply it to things like ADHD, autism, clinical depression, and other less visible/divergent disabilities. You cannot think your way out of feeling.
That is to say: you are not a bad, lazy, or selfish person for struggling, even if you know why you are struggling.
Genuinely, thank you so much for this.
That one meme I forgot