DID System

Diagnosed // hosts: Sam & Blaise 8 gremlins in da noggin Body: 17, he/him main: @jarofbrisk

[dazed-system]

♤New alter intros♤

Heres an updated list of our alters!

Blaise

Age: 17

Pronouns: he/him

Role: Host 1

Fun fact: Technically a fictive of a combination of L (death note) and Kaneki (Tokyo Ghoul)

Emoji sign off: 🍥

Samuel

Age: 17

Pronouns: he/him

Role: host 2, anger holder

Fun fact: him and Blaise are very similar except for a few key aspects of their personalities which can cause them to butt heads sometimes

Emoji sign off: 🌿

Cat

Age: 2-4

Pronouns: he/they/it/cat

Role: cat obsession

Fun fact: technically a factive of our cat, and is nonhuman (hes, surprise, a cat)

Emoji sign off: 🐈

Stella

Age: 12-19

Pronouns: they/she

Role: caretaker

Fun fact: used to be host

Emoji sign off: 🌸

Kevin

Age: 17-19

Pronouns: he/him

Role: logic & reasoning

Fun fact: he is one of our first alters but was actually discovered very recently. He is also asexual!

Emoji sign off: ⚗️

Mycena

Age: 15

Pronouns: they/them/xey/xem

Role: ???

Fun fact: they are nonhuman and xeir species is “cave creature”. Xey help us with our fear of caves by viewing them as beautiful passageways, so that’s nice!

Emoji sign off: 🍄

(We do have 2 more alters, but they’re children and we don’t want them online. Cat, however, is allowed to be online because he’s a cat and all they care about is cats, so we’re not concerned about his online presence. He also never fronts alone, so we’re able to make sure he’s safe online. We can’t say that much about the other two, so they’re not allowed online)

-All art belongs to the app “Pastel Friends”, it’s developer SeyeonSoft Co., Ltd., and the artists behind it-

[dazed-system]

Just got fake claimed

[dazed-system]

System flag!

Here’s my idea for a system flag! It can be used regardless of if you have DID or OSDD or not, any system can use it!

((Please no syscourse))

[dazed-system]

Btw when I picture cat as a human, he has a medium tanned skin tone and vitiligo, but that’s not us trying to claim that he/we have vitiligo or are a poc- we solely do this because it’s supposed to be a gray cat with some white spots! When turning him into a human, I imagine his white spots are vitiligo, and since gray is in between black and white, I wanted him to have a skin tone in between dark and pale. Hope that makes sense! -🌿

[dazed-system]

Your friendly reminder that being a system isn’t always sparkles and rainbows- it can be genuinely terrible sometimes!

Arguments within your head, dissociation during important times when you need to be out and focused, headaches from communication and switching, amnesia, hallucinations, and so much more.

Please stop romanticizing mental disorders

[themogaidragon]

Hi there could we get a OSDD/DID flag? It would make our day. Thank yyyoouuu

Yey !

There's already a lot of OSDD/DID flags (that you'll find here) but I'm happy to make one for you anyways.

I'm not a system so if there's something wrong with the flag/the meaning of the flag, etc... Let me know !

Flag meanings :

First stripe : the DID/OSDD community

Second stripe : multiple origins of systems

Third stripe : (mad) pride

Forth stripe : Allies and support

Last and fifth stripe : fighting against ableism

The central round : PTSD, trauma

The round at the right : the systems

The round at the left : the alters

The round at the bottom : dissociations

The round at the top : neurodivergency

[chaumas-deactivated20240115]

I love when hardcore Harry Potter fans try to insult people by calling them “muggle” and “mudblood”. not only is your vitriol toothless and comical, it’s also establishing you as one of the bad guys…?

[ruffboi-mags]

[dazed-system]

I called my brother a glip glop one time and he punched me in the stomach

[dazed-system]

revamping our account lmao -Blaise

[theweirdwideweb]

[quasi-normalcy]

Spread this around; remind the world that for every Nazi, there’s an entire train full of sensible people capable of basic moral behaviour. 

[gay-mychemicalromance-disaster]

Remember, hand sanitizer removes sharpie, and good hearted people remove hate

[a-humble-waffle]

hand sanitizer removes sharpie, and good hearted people remove hate

[onecrazylife]

Hand sanitazer removes sharpie; good hearted people remove hate💯💯💯

[pspspspskitty]

romanticization of mental illnesses

i know that many may not agree with the things that are told in this small rant of mine but its okay, i respect that.

i feel like mental health awareness is turning into romanticization of it. especially on tiktok. ofc not everyone is being weird but majority is, and its scary. they think having anorexia is cool, because they think of a hospitalised skinny girl dancing w a feeding tube. they think having ocd is washing your hands twice. they think schizophrenia is a handsome dude drawing his cool hallucinations.

let me tell you, its not. this is WHY people die. people cannot handle the pain, its hard. you will judge when someone asks if you're proud of them for showering, but you say you are 'bipolar' because you're more energetic than usual?

also, i don't think 'wanting trauma' is one of the a signs of mental illness. its just you thinking its cool and wanting it. i've seen hundreds of subliminals on youtube about getting eds, did, anxiety, etc. this is sick and disgusting. my mental illness is not your aesthetic.

these people will actually invalidate those who are actually struggling too, its gross

[dazed-system]

Might start calling us the cone head system -🌿

[dazed-system]

There might be more alters than we thought

Confirmed(???) number is 4, but now it’s feeling more like 6

“Sam” might be actually two people- a “modern slang/joking/chill teenager” Sam and a more “literal/robot/Spock/logical” Sam. This obviously isn’t confirmed though

Also, “The child” might be two different children- one who experiences the world to try to make up for lost time, and the one who actually experienced the trauma and is holding onto that. Again, this isn’t confirmed

If my Sam theories are correct, I definitely feel more like the logical one right now. I’ll do some thinking about it tomorrow but Im able to think more clearly when im talking it through out loud with my mother, and unfortunately I will be on a plane flight tomorrow so (switch) Im not gonna be able to talk to my mom until I land :///

Also I put “(switch)” because I quickly went from logical to the “other” Sam, so I decided to put it in to show the contrast in the speech lmao

-🌿??

[dazed-system]

A lot of people with did struggle with gender identity! Once I learned this, it was a huge eye opener. I’m a male alter in the same body as some female alters, so I’ve questioned my gender identity a l o t within the past few years. Sera feels pretty when she sees makeup filters on TikTok, but I get gender dysphoria from those. It only started making sense when I learned that it was two different people thinking two different things within the same head

-🌿

[dazed-system]

I wnna cry inmiss bubby HES pretyy pretty boy :) 🐈

[dazed-system]

If cat was a human, they would be around the ages 2-4 based on their needs, priorities, behavior, and maturity, but since it’s just a concept, he’s ageless

Also something I wanted to add is that if I use different pronouns for alters than what is in their intros, please know that I’m using them because they feel right in the moment!! The intro pronouns only exist so outside folks can get the gist of how to refer to each alter

-🌿

[dazed-system]

Realistically, people will fake DID. No one is saying that doesn’t happen.

But it’s not your place to decide who is faking and who isn’t.

And also, just because someone could be faking, doesnt mean that they are

-🌿

[mrgloverman]

Just a reminder to all systems that denial is part of the disorder. It's a covert disorder that is meant to keep you from knowing about your trauma. So having a hard time coming to terms with the fact that you are a system is hard for almost everyone. You are valid and no one can take that away from you. Denial is a coping mechanism and it's hard to stop.