Deer Sys Blog

Blog owned by a system(bodily 17)

[dazzledolls3]

We low-key deleted tumblr because it was taking up too much space and it’s not necessarily an app we want to keep or use anymore. But, we just downloaded it on our phone instead of our usual device because tumblr doesn’t have anything really worth the loss of storage.

We won’t be on tumblr often anymore because of the loss of interest for the app but it’ll still be used as an online diary from time to time.

We will probably still reblog and post every now and then though or probably just lurk around our feed.

So, yeah, we didn’t die.

-Head Deer(aka host, aka D🦌)

[dazzledolls3]

I think people get these two things mixed up:

Liking older guys

Liking pr3ds

____________ Now, why is it that I say this?

Sometimes, when looking at posts on tumblr, I spot girls around my age and a bit older saying things like “I wish I had an older man to treat me like a baby and act like my daddy. I’m looking for a daddy to praise my princess parts.” Honey, you’re catering to pr3ds.”

VS

“Oh, I like guys older than me due to father issues and because of the way that girls my age are treated by boys. I don’t want to be treated like a child but a woman who he’s took interest in. I don’t want to be preyed on and touched 24/7 in those kind of ways, just handled with care and kindness by a guy who has experience. I don’t want to dress in a child-like way and act like a child everytime I’m with him. I wanted to be treated like a woman, not as a child who completely relies on him for everything. If I’m little while with him, then he can take on the fatherly role, not for a k!nk, but because he knows I need that attention. Not because of his age, but because he’s experienced and has a matured mindset.”

[littlestdespair]

Sofia the first agere moodboard

DNI IF NSFW

[dazzledolls3]

I be wantin the text u Whimsy but I be rememberin if u wanted the talk to me u woulda texted me already then I be thinkin shit was fake whole time cause how the hell u forget bout me that quick y‘know? Less yeen never feel nothin inna first place— honestly ion think I’d be surprised if it wassa act whole time cuz een tho I was bein real yeen text me not once less I texted u so ain’t no way you felt nothin for me

[dazzledolls3]

I remember when I had an obsession with Vi and Kaitlyn from Arcane, lol! I was a butch/stud at the time and I adored hyper-femme/femme girls. I remember doing pushups to at night to try and gain some muscle because this femme I liked said she had a crush on a butch she saw on TikTok and she liked how strong she was. Mind you, this was way before I realized I was lowkey trans back then. I was looking at straps and everything to wear 24/7 and I hated when she’d call me handsome and etc because I told her I didn’t like being called beautiful and bro lowkey so many girls were calling me daddy, I was wild. 💀

[dazzledolls3]

I don’t know..sometimes I just wake up and look in the mirror and I can’t tell who or what I’m looking at, it always feels like something’s staring at me, like it wants to eat up everything that I’m made of. It’s such an odd feeling, an odd thing, I can’t really explain it. Looking in the mirror has turned into both an obstacle and obsession, like I must find out what’s lurking behind the mirror, what it is. My mind is most definitely playing tricks on me but I want to know what’s lurking behind there. When I stare for too long, it begins to talk to me and control my face and body in the mirror and outside of it. My eyes tend to widen and I can’t control it, it’s like I’m being sucked into an inanimate object. It feels real, but I’m always told it’s not. Even while typing this I feel like something is trying to literally tear apart from me, it’s so odd.

[m00wd]

A person raised in love and another raised in survival, will never see the world the same way.

—M00wd

[dazzledolls3]

A person raised in both love and survival will always see the world in two perspectives.

[dazzledolls3]

School is starting up again soon and I’m so excited! Summer break has lowkey been so boring so our days have consisted of packing orders, shipping orders, and doom scrolling. We also recently had an evaluation for a diagnosis(won’t name) so yeah, that’s nice! We’ve purchased Ollie’s signature glasses so the body looks more similar to him when he fronts! We’ve also got loads of Kandi bracelets we plan on buying with some of the characters we love so when we front we’ll have a way of identification for the outside world! 👯

-Life update

[dazzledolls3]

I’m excited to announce that we’ve been selling items and have made lots of money so far. This money will go to our savings for college and help buy a MacBook! The job we applied for hasn’t contacted us back yet. So, in the meantime, we plan on continuing with our small business to save up! Life has been really busy lately with orders and no one told me I’d have to purchase boxes 24/7. 😭😭😭

-Life update

[selfindulgentmoodboards]

Elmo moodboard!

[dazzledolls3]

Leave those behind whom do not better themselves because you too will be affected and will be on the same level for many years to come.

Success is not always guaranteed but is always a possibility.

Friends are those who show up for you even when you don’t show up for yourself.

Those who are meant to be in your life will come, do not chase people or ask people to do things the next person will do.

Do not tire yourself thinking restlessly about what you could’ve done and instead think about what you will do in the future.

Look ahead because what’s behind you is already said and done.

People’s intentions are alway crystal clear when you pay attention to the signs.

Never feel the need to text someone first or remind them that you’re waiting for a message, they’ve already shown you how important you are to them.

[dazzledolls3]

Maturing is realizing you do not need social interactions to succeed like they tell you. Go into your own world and leave the world behind and see what you can create and build.

[dazzledolls3]

Lowkey, we’ve been finding the cutest things on Depop for Ollie recently and for the littles.

Also, I’m very excited to announce I’m soon to be a busy woman, hehe! I’m finally getting my first job! Which is great, because I’ll be able to get me and the others lots of cute pacifiers, stuffies, clothes, shoes, and etc. It’s really so excited to be heading in the direction to financial independence, look at me go! 🎉🎉🎉

Everything is going very well for me and I couldn’t be happier. I’m slowly learning to do things for me and not put limitations onto myself. I’m learning to say “I can do it!”.

I’m excited to soon rid myself of this app and move on from this online diary in the future, knowing that me and my alters are going to look back on this and know we’ve come so far.

This is only the start to what I’ll achieve!

[dazzledolls3]

A blog named “0ldscorpioguy”(the O is zero) is a r@pe kink and ddlg kink page and of course its owned by an old man. I sent the pr3dator a message and a couple minutes after I sent it, he blocked me. It’s so funny that he was bothered enough to block me, lol! SHOUTOUT TO ALL THE PR3DATORS WHO GET NO BITCHES, ONLY TEXT ONLINE BECAUSE NOBODY WANNA DATE THEIR PUSSY ASSES, CAN’T SHOW THEIR DAMN FACE, AND IN GENERAL PUSSIES!!! DON’T GO TO JAIL BECAUSE WE ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENS IN THERE!!! 😂😂😂

[storytimetiger]

🌱🍃🐅Jungle/tiger cub moodboard! 🐯🌴🌿

None of the images belong to me! All found on Pinterest. Credit isn’t necessary but appreciated! <3 🐯

[dazzledolls3]

I remember the night and days, Amber. I know I never texted you back but I want you to know that you left an imprint on me, a powerful mark. I never thought that I was good enough to be your friend so I didn’t call you after I got out. After you left the hospital, I felt as though there was a piece of me missing. When we were in the hospital together we had each other, being left alone there was something I didn’t think would happen because I thought we’d be released together. So many things had happened after you left, I can’t say. My stay had to be extended a couple of days, haha…We stuck together till the very end, until you had to go. Going in there, I never expected to have bonded with someone like I did you, it was real, it was genuine, and unexpected. I love you, Amber, my friend. ❤️

[perma-kiddo]