If you stumble across this blog, hello. I am Nyx, a headmate in a closeted endogenic system (for that reason exactly (this does mean I can not follow back, I am sorry)), I use he/void/they/null pronouns in that order of preference.
This is my blog and will mainly have things that I am interested in on it. I will sometimes let the host and possibly other headmates use it for sharing plural related things that they are unable to else where.
My current interests are: Dandy's World (Roblox), Psychology, Tarot (cards), and Plurality.
if you believe yourself to be plural without trauma, i don't care.
if you believe yourself to be plural without having a CDD, i don't care.
however, the terms "endogenic" and "willogenic" are fundamentally claiming to be a part of a group that they simply are not. there is no traumaless "version" of being a system. if you don't have a CDD, stop calling yourself a system. your parts are not "alters". these terms describe symptoms of a clinical condition. if you do not have said condition, you do not get to claim those terms for yourself.
make new terms to describe your experiences. a lot of endos seem to be a part of the MOGAI/LIOM community, which makes it baffling to me that some of them want to cling to the system label so badly.
i think there is a future where all forms of plurality can be accepted and we can all hold hands. it is not my (or anyone else's) place to dictate others' experiences. however, it is 100% my place as a pwDID to say that we cannot be using the same terms to describe our vastly different experiences. because no, being a non-traumagenic plural is nothing like having a CDD and it never will be.
edit; changed OSDDID to CDD to refer to all disordered, traumagenic plurality, as i believe anyone who falls under this label can call themself a system if they so choose
Spent three days on this and I'm so so so proud of it!!! I had fun for the entire process, which isn't common when I draw I usually have some tedious task that makes it drag a little but this one was fun from start to finish! Let me know what you think about it!
👑 Personality: Gentle, kind but willing to speak her mind if needed. Shy, tends to not get jokes. Would rather be out in the fields with the flowers. Enjoys building cute little cottages in Minecraft.
👑 Likes: Sheep, flowers, helping others, playing Minecraft, building in Minecraft
👑 Dislikes: Bug haters
👑 Personality: Chaotic, playful. All he's concerned about is having fun and causing trouble! Probably playing Minecraft's creative mode and doing the silliest things, like exploding the world into smithereens, or just harassing villagers.
👑 Likes: Minecraft Creative Mode, causing problems, being chaotic, having fun, nightime
👑 Dislikes: Boring people, people who don't like his troublemaking ways, people who don't know how to have fun
👑 System Roles: Minecraftxenorole, Builder, Artisan, Artist
👑 Kins: Axolotlkin, Minecraft Axolotlkin, Godkin, Deitykin
👑 Emojis: 🪐💫💦🩷
👑 Personality: You'd expect him to be an innocent little axolotl. But no, they're a god. Its role in life is to cause chaos and create. Axo creates headmates for both the subsystem and system as a whole. Also likes creating art. Treasures godhood and the color pink. Probably building massive worlds in Minecraft to make in the headspace to put his creations in!
👑 Likes: Creating art, creating headmates, godhood, the color pink.
👑 Dislikes: Those who don't see axolotl as a god.
👑 Personality: Surprisingly sweet and kind! Means no harm unless you hurt someone that is close to her. Very sweet, though. Loves gifting flowers and little trinkets to those he loves! Collects cats in Minecraft and builds little houses for them all.
👑 Likes: Trinkets, flowers, kindness, cats, the color red
👑 Dislikes: Mean people. >:(
random question, is there anybody out there that thinks of our system when they think of willogenic systems (or even endo systems at all)
We’ve had a handful of people tell us we were a big influence in their willoing or acceptance journey and it just had us wondering if we’re like, an even semi-notable system within the endo/willo community..? or is that just a unique few people kinda thing?
probably gonna cross post this question on tiktok because we’re really curious, it doesn’t matter much to us either way but we love the idea of being like, a helpful person to people?? like somebody people think of positively??
