Hi, it's Ellie

@dearfallgirl on threads https://linktr.ee/dearfallgirl

[gayhockeyshow]

“You feel it too, don’t you?” Shane is the bravest boy in the world

[russianblush]

Best Lead Performer, Drama Series is....Hudson Williams!

[thisfeebleheart]

Great pass. Great goal.

[russianblush]

Best Lead Performer, Drama Series is....Hudson Williams!

[cecoeur]

And the Canadian Screen Award goes to ... - Hudson Williams, Best Lead Performer Drama Series -

[rainbow-femme]

They move in together full time and Ilya notices that Anya acts differently with Shane than she does with him, more quiet and less playful, and he worries that means she doesn’t like Shane or is jealous, so he hires a dog trainer to come over and see if there’s anything they need to do to help

After a while of talking about how Anya acts the trainer says there’s nothing to worry about, Anya likes Shane just fine, it’s just that she sees him as the boss and is acting accordingly

And Ilya is like. But. I’m the one who adopted her? And raised her before Shane got here?? And the trainer is just like yeah well she sees you more like an equal. And Ilya is like WAIT she thinks Shane is in charge of both of us?? And the trainer is just like well do you interact in a way that would make her think that?

Ilya’s life flashes before his eyes as he thinks of all the times Shane has come over with a snack for Ilya and a treat for Anya, or all the times Shane has announced they’re all going for an after dinner walk, or pets Ilya’s hair and tells him he did a good job at practice, or the fact that he uses the same warning tone with Anya when she misbehaves as he does with Ilya when he’s causing problems on purpose

Shane comes home to Ilya with his face in his hands going oh god I’m not Anya’s dad I’m her brother and she thinks we’re both your pets. And Shane just goes. What.

[lesbianrozanov]

toddler shane refusing to talk after his hockey team lose a game. yuna & david are trying to be encouraging like “bud!! you played so good!!” and shane is ignoring them while climbing into his car seat where he’s going to angrily drink his juice box and then chew on the straw.

[softshane]

nothing is hotter to ilya rozanov than shane driving, one hand on the steering wheel, the other resting on ilya‘s knee

[hangthehierophant]

I just think Ilya should grind his clothed dick against Shane’s face until he comes

[bugslibraryy]

Ilya getting all kiss drunk after making out with Shane for ages. Like curled up on the couch, Shane in his lap, thick blanket wrapped around them because it’s winter and the house is cold but they are so warm pressed together. They both been too sleepy to take it any further- it’s late after a game that ran into overtime, that they both came out of bruised. Shane’s hands have been in Ilya’s hair the whole time, combing through the curls, playing with them, scratching at his scalp the back of his neck and Ilya feels hypnotised, dazed from exhaustion and Shane’s hot pretty mouth and he could die right now and he’d go happily. Ilya’s hands are everywhere, all over Shane’s back and ass and shoulders an up the front of his shirt and over his jaw and his ears, thumbs rubbing his pretty earlobes and he’s so hard but content to do nothing about it really, can feel Shane’s own hardness pressed to him and he he’s so comfortable and his arms are heavy with exhaustion but he can’t keep his hands off Shane, wanting to feel him.

Shane pulls back properly for the first time in ages and Ilya whines a little, eyes still closed chin tilted up mouth searching for Shane’s blindly, leaning in in and he only gets air and he lets out another soft needy sound and Shane’s hands slide down from his hair to cup his face and Ilya looks drunk, swaying a little into Shane’s touch and his hair is fucked, curls frizzy and crazy from Shane’s fingers and his mouth is literally swollen, lips shiny with spit an his perfect cupids bow a little puffy. His fingers are gripping at Shane’s hips pulling him in in and Shane laughs, sways forward and presses his nose to Ilya’s cheek and soothes a hand over the back of his head and Ilya is kiss kiss kiss at Shane’s jaw and ear and wherever he can reach and mumbling come back in Russian and Shane grins because he can understand it without thought and Ilya is nuzzling their faces together into his mouth finds his way back to Shane’s and kisses him like it’s been weeks not seconds. Shane hums and tries to pull back again only for Ilya to wrap his arm round Shane’s shoulders, press him closer to him, other hand coming to his face, holding his jaw so he can push his tongue into his mouth and kiss him wet and filthy. Shane shivers because it’s so much and so fucking good and Ilyas moans into his mouth and Shane manages to mumble “we should go to bed” between slick hot kisses and Ilya says “okay” but keeps kissing kissing kissing Shane. They pull apart when Ilya literally is almost lulled half to sleep by the rhythmic pull of their lips and Shane is literally dragging Ilya to their room, Ilya wrapped around him from behind like he is trying to merge their bodies, kissing all up and down Shane’s neck, shoulders the back of his head.

[bugslibraryy]

Ok WAIT WAIT guys im back with more thoughts™️ blame my shift being more chill than I expected. But oKAY listen Ilya is going out to drinks with some of guys from Boston who are visiting and Shane isn’t tagging along because his social battery is 0 and also like wants Ilya to have his guy time without Shane- whatever. Anyway so Ilya is dressed nicely- some slacks and a fitted tshirt that makes his arms looks huge and it’s really not Shane’s fault that their goodbye kiss kinda turned into a goodbye makeout by the door and it’s only when Ilya’s hand slips down the back of Shane’s sweatpants that Shane pulls back and is like Ilya you need to go.

Ilya is just eyes closed kissing and nuzzling at the side of Shane’s face, down his neck and he’s all like go where and Shane is like Ilya, and tugs at the back of his neck a little bit then Ilya’s using his fingers on Shane’s chin to bring his mouth back to kiss and kisses him so soundly that Shane goes a little fuzzy bit after a few long seconds he pulls back and theirs literal spit between their mouths and Ilya leans after him whining and pecking at Shane’s mouth and Shane is laughing like Ilya your uber is definitely there you need to goo and Ilya is just kissing at Shane’s chin mumbling I’m sure the guys will be in Ottawa another time and his hands are all over Shane’s ass and Shane and he’s sucking Shane’s earlobe into his mouth and Shane tugs his hair and is like Ilya. You need to go. And Ilya shakes his head and is like no I will tell them ball and chain needs me. No fun for me. Must stay home with the wife. That makes Shane smack Ilya’s side because he knows Shane likes that and that gets Ilya back at Shane’s mouth more kisses but then realises he’s been duped and he pulls back like no. Okay- Ilya you need to go we can fool around when you get home and Ilya is breathing against his mouth and is like okay just one more and his voice is all low and his sex voice and Shane is like Jesus Christ.

So he literally puts his hand over Ilya’s mouth and pulls back and Ilya blinks his eyes open like a sad puppy and Shane is like Ilya you are leaving right now to go see your friends who came here to see you and Ilya sighs like he’s been shot in the chest because surely no one suffers like he suffers, pretty Shane Hollander in sweatpants and one of Ilya jumpers and his stupid white socks telling Ilya he has to leave him and not be attached to his mouth for the next like four hours minimum. Shane gets a little frown on his face and is like Ilya. In a bitchy little tone and Ilya loves him so fucking badly. Ilya nods and kisses Shane’s palm before he pulls his hand away and is like fine. And then Shane has a pretty little happy smile and says “I love you” and gives Ilya’s one more peck before he pushes him out the door and Ilya has to press his head to the closed room and take like 10 deep breaths of the cold air to try and get rid of his hard on and collect himself.

He texts shane like 4hrs later “I’m coming to get you” and Shane just texts back a picture of him in bed with the caption “night” and Ilya is going to fuck him uuuup when he gets home. He sends him about sixteen heart emojis and tips the uber driver to get him home as fast as possible.

[mina-logan]

Some art about coffee and certainly nothing else

[batsnacks]

Kiss kiss fall in love

[yeuziu]

"All I want is you, it's always you"

[shanehollandered]

dedicated team effort

[punksalmons]

[gaynehollander]

At some point after the cottage but before the public outing TMZ does an article on “Ilya Rozanov’s most high-profile hookups” which is essentially just a list of Instagram models with paparazzi shots and blurry cellphone pics of Ilya at the club. Shane scrolls through it, absolutely seething, because he is Ilya’s most high-profile hookup - maybe not by their metric, which seems to be Instagram followers, but Shane hasn’t heard about a single one of these women, apart from Svetlana whom he wouldn’t have recognised if not for Ilya talking about her. The guys are talking about it in the locker room, as if Ilya’s a legend for getting with all of these supposedly very desirable women (although that is decidedly not the way the guys phrase it) and Shane is absolutely furious because he can’t tell anyone that none of these women got to keep him. He is the only one who’s gotten to call Ilya his. He is the only person Ilya’s been in love with.

Anyway, after the next Boston/Montreal game Ilya shows up to practice genuinely looking like he’s been mauled. His entire body is covered in hickeys and bruises that look suspiciously like bite marks - his neck is basically covered in purpling marks with a fair few centred on his chest but a couple of the bruises trail further down, one on his pubic bone, a couple on his thighs, and the darkest one on his hip, a large circle of clear teeth marks - not only that but his back has been practically scratched to ribbons. Ilya is basically a walking sign spelling out “TAKEN - BACK OFF” and when the gossip of Ilya Rozanov apparently having been locked down by a wild animal reaches the Montreal locker room Shane can’t help the proud little smile that blooms on his face because, yes, that’s his man.

[todoga]

Lil illustration for a wonderful fic Change your win conditions