do you like hurting other people?

I'm a demonkin!!! 27 yrs old he/they Taurus....

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Me watching my housemates suffer!!! X3 (I am getting pleasure out of it. They're mean asf and insult my appearance and yell at me.)

[demon-irl]

I officially hate everyone I live with. Is time to burn house down yet?

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Hey, Angel Dust fictionkin here, with the upcoming season 3 and the reveal of Arackniss, I just wanna say, PLEASE DON'T SHIP ME WITH HIM.... HE'S MY BROTHER, YA SICK FREAKS...

seriously don't, I might just kms (/hj), it would disturb me soooo bad.

[demon-irl]

Dude I traumadumped so fucking hard now I gotta puke and am nauseous asf and even my friend is sad and cried a little

[demon-irl]

I made us both so sad....ugh.......poured my heart out abt my mum's murder n how I wanna hunt the guy down and k-word him, said idc if I go to prison coz I'd be martyring for the person who brought me into the world.......

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It's OK tho he said I did him a favor bcuz he hasn't cried in years n he's glad he has confirmed he can still cry, even more relieved he still can for others/in empathy, he says.

[demon-irl]

Dude I traumadumped so fucking hard now I gotta puke and am nauseous asf and even my friend is sad and cried a little

[demon-irl]

I made us both so sad....ugh.......poured my heart out abt my mum's murder n how I wanna hunt the guy down and k-word him, said idc if I go to prison coz I'd be martyring for the person who brought me into the world.......

[demon-irl]

Dude I traumadumped so fucking hard now I gotta puke and am nauseous asf and even my friend is sad and cried a little

[demon-irl]

Rejoining the RQ community while remaining HEAVILY anti-c bcuz as an objectum techum vampiric fictosexual possibly trace (but probs not) that LITERALLY came dangerously close to falling in love w/ his mom during his drug addiction days bcuz of how much she cared for me & how many times she saved my life???

It would be fucking hypocritical of me not to.

Please forgive me.

🖤🖤🖤

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ALSO I KNOW I USED TO SAY A LOTTA SHIT ABT TRANSABLED PPL BCUZ AS A CISAUTSTIC AND CISSCHIZOPHRENIC AND CISBIPOLAR IT USED TO PISS ME OFF???? ?????????

But I'm over it now because it turns out I'm an imagian/tulpa system 😭😭😭 which is pretty damn close to being transDID, if not counting as a fully/succesfully transitioned transabled DIDer 😭😭😭 OOP-

Y'ALL I'M SO SORRY AND SO EMBARRASSED ABT THE WAY I ACTED

[demon-irl]

Rejoining the RQ community while remaining HEAVILY anti-c bcuz as an objectum techum vampiric fictosexual possibly trace (but probs not) that LITERALLY came dangerously close to falling in love w/ his mom during his drug addiction days bcuz of how much she cared for me & how many times she saved my life???

It would be fucking hypocritical of me not to.

Please forgive me.

🖤🖤🖤

[demon-irl]

Tip for ghoulkins; eat pork liverwurst!!! Tastes like very sweet pork, just like human flesh AND can be eaten raw.

(I personally like frying mine tho...)

[demon-irl]

I am sorry to my younger self for having so much internalized misandry

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So fucking grateful I get homicidal and not suicidal becuz everyone here (at da mental health residential facility) bullies tf outta me

[demon-irl]

Last night I flipped the staff off and said "fuck your group I'm going to bed" because i was going thru nicotine withdrawal and they refused to give me MY OWN CIGARETTES I PAID FOR even tho smoking is allowed in the house

Today I heard him on the phone calling me a "wicked man"

But I'm trans so I took it as a compliment???????? Like the whole "wicked" part was just completely ineffective and went over my head because FINALLY someone SEES ME AS MY GENDER!!!

Being trans is weird lmao??? ????? Coz normally that would make me feel bad and maybe even a little shameful......

[demon-irl]

🎶oh, he's sweet but a psycho. A left, but he's right, tho.🎶

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Haiiiii I'm Angel Dust ^_^ LOOKING FOR ALASTORS, SIR PENTIOUSES, NIFFTYS, HUSKSES, CHARLIES, VAGGIS, ETC.

Really source-calling for ANYONE but the Vees. The ones I listed are the ones I feel the most closest too. I GUESSSS maybe I'll talk to Adams and Lutes and other exorcists too, maybe even Vel if she's really fucking sorry for allowing and laughing at my source trauma/past life abuse.

OH AND CHERRY YOU BITCH I LOVE YOUUU HOW COULD I FORGET??? GURL MESSAGE ME I MISS U 😭😭😭🖤🖤🖤

Idk who else I forgot to mention??? ...hm,..egg Bois mayeb???? Psspsppspspspspspsps c'mere ya goobers ,, sorry I forgot to interact/bond w/ u in source.,,,,.and Lucy ur a chill guy too LOLL yeah ofc Char's dad is welcome,,, Baxter hiii u too ur welcome to talk too :333

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Yes, I have memories of being Angel. No, I have no memories of the trauma by the Vees. Yes, my trauma by the Vees STILL AFFECTS me. No, I don't feel comfortable interacting with Vals, or Voxs, and even Vel is on ✨️thin ice✨️ bcuz of how she allowed it to happen and laughed and was amused by my abuse.

YOU DON'T NEED MEMORIES OF SOURCE TRAUMA FOR IT TO AFFECT YOU...

[demon-irl]

I have a headcanon that Angel Dust always wakes up depressed & has a hard time getting out of bed. Because of the lyric in Poison "wish I had something to live for tomorrow" and because I'm an Angel Dust fictionkin and that's how I am.

I wake up depressed, can't get up for hours after waking up, and doesn't function until I have nicotine and caffeine in my system. I think it's related to my kintype.