biggest shoutout and most love to people still recovering from and processing exomemories and trauma. you deserve the space to cope with those feelings. dont let anyone tell you it doesnt matter if it matters to you.

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biggest shoutout and most love to people still recovering from and processing exomemories and trauma. you deserve the space to cope with those feelings. dont let anyone tell you it doesnt matter if it matters to you.
wow so it turns out that watching the scene that our introject has trauma of was a bad idea
I know it’s like source trauma and can be treated seriously but I personal think the visceral reaction I have to seeing the RPD at anytime is funny as hell
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Trauma holder culture is freaking out because you drove by a cop on your way home and you still thought they where after you cuz of your source
Fictive culture is having an otherwise 'perceived /canon' villain from a certain source, just for everyone who's ignorant and uneducated enough to assume that you're now completely armed with 300 bombs set for detonation at the hint of a sneeze, and you're going to take everyone with you because you're now suddenly dangerous.
It's only irony, though, when that alter ends up being your Gatekeeper / persecutor all in one. Yes, sometimes..... he's a tyrant and really ..... really set in his ways because he is like his source in a lot of ways too, but ultimately, once accepting him and his role, he's also been a saving grace to my fragile and damaged system. He has established order, and not a tyrannical order, either. Just order. "Villain" introjects are not always bad alters, but as alters, they are also formed for a reason.
But anyway, just me and my introject and 300 ticking time bombs exist and get ready to blast everyone to smithereens. Mind your business. jk.
*I bite my tongue until I cannot speak.
*I break my bones until I cannot heal.
*Yet it persists. Every. Fucking. Time.
*"Proceed" "Proceed "Proceed"
TW BLOOD & IMPLIED CANNIBALISM