cumming is great, not cumming is better!

44m reluctantly in the dumpster fire that is the US. 18+ MDNI. at all. get out! formerly denialdaddy757. born to be a queanbull.

[desperatelybegging]

Master's chaste dolly

[winter-seance]

The Mighty Boosh (2004-07) 2.05 The Legend of Old Gregg

[desperatelybegging]

Master's pumped, denied girl

[secretlytranced]

Woke up in the middle of the night soaked and desperately horny i couldn't get back to sleep so I rubbed and rubbed until my mind went empty and it felt so good to just edge and my empty mind started chanting and brainwashing me to edge and obey edge and obey be a good girl obedience is pleasure service is purpose I exist to serve and obey...

[goodgirlness]

I literally googled "edging benefits for women" this morning. Apparently it's great for your pelvic floor, libido, and bodily awareness 💕🌸

I think it also makes you prettier. Pretty girls are good girls, and good girls edge!

[lustingnerdydoll]

Watching other girls cum while I can’t is a special kind of pain

Hearing about others touch themselves while I’m not allowed is unfair

I’m a dripping wet mess at the thought of someone getting off to it while I stay denied

Make it worse for me?

[praiusultsch]

I'd love to make it worse but I'm currently averaging just over an orgasm a month so far this year. Admittedly they all came within 24 hour of each other several weeks ago, but still a very high average for me. I do not expect it to last. But I've been touching a lot this week, especially yesterday. There's a swollen mess between my legs that is begging for my attention.

My kind of denial rarely places restrictions on touching. Touching encouraged. Orgasms earned.

But if you can't touch? Well, just think about everyone else touching, its delicious.

[lustingnerdydoll]

Oh I’m soo jealous you had orgasms and you’re able to touch!

I’m going to squirm and think about 🥺

Thank you

[annabellesdesires]

Soooooo jealous of this too, I haven't had a single orgasm this year and I'm very much not allowed to touch without permission. The mess between my legs has been begging for attention too but I'm not allowed to go anywhere near it.

Knowing that other girls get to touch and cum all the time is such a mindfuck. I love it and hate it at the same time. @praiusultsch I hope you enjoy what @lustingnerdydoll and I can't have 😖

[lustingnerdydoll]

You hit the sentiment perfectly ! @annabellesdesires

[praiusultsch]

Aren't I a lucky moo in comparison to these two denied, touch free objects.

But here's the secret. No touch is a hard limit for me. No touch is what I was like before I was like this. Denial through neglect. No touch, no sex, no affection, no desire. No energy, no interests, no desire to do anything other than wallow in the miasma of my own misery.

I rarely orgasm, I touch as much as I can get away with. I am addicted to it. But it feels so good, and much more importantly, it keeps the black dog of depression at bay.

This denied, edged version of me is literally the right version of me.

I won't say the normal version because I'm well aware I'm not normal and denial makes me do far from normal things.

But I am the right version of me.

Those no touch girls have just read this.

I've been touching the whole time.

[pennymra]

edging with my windows wide open in a foreign country

[pennymra]

trip no. 2 edging next to an open window ❤️

[brunos-costa]

Fantasie...🥀

[missfullerfigurex2]

Feed

[the-denial-diaries]

Being so conditioned that you thank them for having an orgasm while you stay aching and denied.

[praiusultsch]

Even better, you discovered denial when you're more experienced and still beautiful. Your confidence, your understanding of yourself, your experience to recognize your limits. You've developed yourself emotionally and mentally to show yourself the respect, and occasional disrespect, you deserve. That's worth more than the total silicon and precious gemstones in a lifetime. You've found what you need when it was needed. 💜

Aww, that's very sweet. And I think you're right, I did find it when I needed it.

I don't think I'll ever stop needing it at this point.

[sillylittleparadox]

I love that denial makes the whole body desperately sexual. When the cunt is not used, you come up with other creative ways to ease the growing need inside you. You discover your tits and nipples again and how pulling and twisting them is satisfying the tingling sensation. You clench your pelvic muscles to get some release and sometimes it might even give in. The edge becomes more attainable through that feeling of his ownership and your detachement from your own body. It's so easy to tip your head into subspace. And even a small command will let you enter the cloudy mind bliss.

Then you rediscover your throat and your oral fixation begins to bloom. Suddenly stuffing your throat with anything is some kind of magical gate to a not far away edge. You need to stuff a hole afterall and it is Sir's favorite. He is gonna praise you and your efforts, you put into replacing your cunt with your perfectly tight throat. The thought of losing that pesky gag reflex, becomes an everyday occurance, making it easier to open your mouth and drool while clenching the muscles around the forbidden area.

Lastly you rediscover your asshole. The one that's always clenching tightly and you get this pulling urge to have something inside to clench around. Just to have some kind of relief that something can be stuck inside you afterall. Unconsciously or very consciously training yourself to become a denied fuckface toy that might only get to have objects enter in your new found holes. With no reason to ever use that useless cunt ever again. Your only relief will be to get an orgasm from abuse in your throat, if you even are able to succeed. While forbidden to come or locked in a chastity belt - doesn't really matter - clenching around a butt plug of his choosing, dripping desperately on your dignity while pleasing him.

[praiusultsch]

This is all true and accurate. But you don't need a Sir or any other persuasion of dominant for this to happen physically. Psychologically, I'm sure it is more intense, more rewarding to have a dominant while playing this game but it is not a requirement. This is a single player game too.

Dare I say you can even be dominant and play this game with yourself.

Although that does make you mooooo in the long term, somewhat undermining your dominant credentials.

[builtforhispleasure]

outfit of the day 🥰

[praiusultsch]

Oh to have discovered denial when I was this young and beautiful 🥰

[mizzyjulie-2ndcumming]

Same! I did it sometimes but just for a day or a few hours. Nothing like i do now. Ah if only

[deep-eatingcock-s]

[unklepudden-deactivated20260312]

[sfw-littlemisslatex]

I’ve been edging my brains out all morning I’m soaked now

[sillylittleparadox]

First Sir took my orgasms away cause "good girls don't come alone". Then he took the right to touch my cunt cause I can edge by playing with my breasts and throat. After he took away my right to touch my cunt, breasts and throat cause I can edge by humping air with piss in my mouth. Now I hump air every morning and hope for any privilege to touch his property.

[the-denial-diaries]

How denied are you?

It’s not enough to just ache. When you’re at the point where your clit is swollen and never stops throbbing, maybe then? Or, when you start to drip through your chastity belt after you’ve been mindlessly edged?

Perhaps it’s when you beg to ruin your own orgasm? When you beg to feel the ceaseless twitching of your clit as you rip your hands away from what could have been a very satisfying release?

Or, is it when you’re so denied that you beg to stay denied? Beg to never be allowed to cum again, to only exist in a needy, desperate, and malleable state so that you can be the best little fuck toy for your owner?

Or, maybe it’s when you’re so denied that you not only beg to give up all orgasms, you also beg to never be allowed to touch yourself freely? Beg to never be allowed to experience any pleasure for the sake of it and only when it amuses others?

So, how denied are you, really?