the best way to see my art

my insta was @despair_sauce until they deleted all my shit. not interacting with the fandom sorry she/her 19 yrs old DNI under 16, proship, kyman

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new pmv is up!

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drawing based off these oil paintings by Matteo Moni

redrawn as butters and cartman, my little lamb and my little wolf

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what were you made for?

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updated ref sheets i made for butters and cartman. debating whether i wanna do this for rest of the main 4, but it’d take a lot of extra work. anyway these are super useful!

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I LOVE YOUR BUTTMAN INTERPRETATIONS AND I LOVE ALL OF YOUR ANIMATIONS FOR THEM, I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU HAVE AN ACCOUNT ON TUMBLR, EHXHDHSHXJS

Okay, a very simple ask: Buttman headcanons? (。・ω・。)

it feels like a simple ask but it’s so hard to pinpoint a good one! i have millions. one thing ive recently been messing with is this idea that butters and cartman are more physically affectionate in private and that butters encourages cartman to be more vulnerable with him when no one is around. i feel like we see remnants of that in the show already though, like when butters holds cartman’s hand to comfort him when he’s at his house or visiting him in the hospital, stuff like that!

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monster design i created for butters and cartman, meant to resemble their dynamic and struggles with trauma and control. ask me anything about their design if you’re curious! i was inspired by media like silent hill, binding of isaac, and specifically that one rick n morty episode where they had marriage counseling that could turn perceptions into real physical beings (such as monsters!)

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buttman dump

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south park au where professor chaos is an actual mad scientist kid who built awesom-o to be his first best friend.

though a fault in his own programming caused awesom-os positive, overconfident traits to multiply rapidly, turning him into an abrasive asshole alter ego. he can be reset to default settings with the press of a button, but professor chaos finds himself getting attached to the personality that eventually surfaces from his robot.

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don’t you wanna start makin’ some real f*ckin’ money?

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there’s still so many variants left for me to draw. this was originally made for valentine’s day! i have a short speed-paint up on my youtube if you’re interested go check it out! :D

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i don’t really like drawing them older but i still made designs since im not that happy with other interpretations floating around out there lol! i have some drawing ideas planned with them in the future but it’s for narrative writing, that’s mostly why i ended up caving and making some designs :3

if you have any questions about the designs let me know

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another random dump

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TW: sensitive themes, csa, sh

two boys against the world

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dump of works

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fun stuff from saucetober! i did this last year, you can find all the drawings on my instagram despairsauced in a highlight, but a lot of them i don’t care much for! 31 drawings is a lot!

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an angel and a fallen angel