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I’m not sure if this will be helpful to anyone, but you literally do not have to be a good writer to write and post fan fiction. Yes you will naturally get better at writing and finding your voice the more you do it but you do not have to be or become a professional level writer to enjoy writing and sharing fics. It’s common to hear people praise fic writers by saying their work is better than published books, and while I think this comes from a good place, that’s not the norm or expectation. There is also a sentiment that fic writing is “good practice” for becoming a better writer or doing something else later, but if fic is the only creative writing you ever do that is literally okay. Your technical skill does not mean you cannot have fun and build community with your writing, or that other people cannot love and find meaning in your work.
Fanfiction is a hobby. You are not obliged to improve at a hobby. You are not obliged to monetise a hobby. You - the hobbiest - are not obliged to be on par with professionals.
Turn your back on the insidious whispers of the capitalism mindset and return to posting fics that make you happy and are tagged "srry if thsi is confusing its 3am n i'm high".
#how long have we been holding on to this one?
i’ve had this queued for 365 days
Am I crazy for wanting it all to just crash and burn already instead of the slow ongoing decay playing out right in front of our eyes because we as a species can hardly agree on anything to fix it 
I feel sorry for the old man, but it was stealing. There is no apparently about it. Water is not free, it’s not a right to have it, and people pay must pay for it. If a government gives a thing to you like utilities, its still not free because they take it from somewhere else, like in taxes.
my friend visiting my house: hey i’m thirsty can i get a glass of water
me:
Nestle isn’t gonna fuck you
Also water IS a human right, it’s classified as one by the UN the only country that really disagrees with this is the United States
I know this post is a few years old, but I stumbled on it and I just want to also point out… Even aside from water being free or not, even aside from water being a human right,
the old man wasn’t stealing.
He was using a neighbor’s water, that the neighbor pays for, with the neighbor’s permission. Nothing was stolen. The old man just wasn’t the one paying. If someone comes to my house and I let them charge their phone while they’re there, are they STEALING electricity because I’m the one who pays the electric bill? If I take someone out to dinner, are they STEALING their meal if I pay for both of us? Get fucked.
I hope that person has become a better kinder person since 2021, but I"m not holding my breath.
No Questions Asked
A/N: This man does things to me
Pairing: Nightcrawler X Reader
Summery: Reader is a black market doctor who rescues Nightcrawler.
TW: blood, medical themes, violence mentioned, blood transfusion, black market themes
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Ch:1 - Right at Your Feet
Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6
You wrapped the wound in clean bandages and moved on without hesitation, already gathering the bloodied gauze.
“That’s all done,” you said flatly, tossing the stained pads into a small plastic bag.
“Thanks, doc,” the heavyset man muttered, jaw tight as he took the bottle of pain meds from your hand. “What do I owe ya?”
You turned to him, resting a hand on your hip. “How much do you have on you?”
“I think… ‘bout three fifty?”
You nodded once. “Just pay me a hundred.” You grabbed another bottle and pressed it into his palm. “Antibiotics. Not strong ones so take two a day with food. You’ll be fine. If not, text the number.”
He gave a quick nod, handed you the hundred and left as unsteadily as he’d arrived.
Once he was gone, you cleaned in silence. The sharp scent of antiseptic mixed with the lingering metallic tang of blood as you wiped down every surface. When you were done, you tossed the bag into a metal drum and lit it.
The gauze caught quickly.
Flames curled and crackled, swallowing the evidence whole.
It wasn’t easy being a doctor.
It was even harder being one without a license, running on whatever people could afford to give you.
Sometimes it was loose cash. Sometimes a few hundred. Occasionally more.
But mostly, it was need.
You didn’t ask questions. You didn’t turn people away.
You just helped.
And lately… that meant mutants.
The ones who couldn’t hide what they were had it the worst. Turned away from cafés, stores…hospitals. As much as politicians liked to pretend things had changed, reality hadn’t caught up.
It never did.
It was the reason you lost everything.
The reason no hospital would touch your name now.
You exhaled slowly, the heat of the fire brushing against your face as the memories threatened to surface.
“Not now,” you muttered under your breath.
You had work to do. The fire cracked softly behind you, low and controlled. The abandoned hospital settled into its usual silence, distant city noise bleeding faintly through rusted walls, the hum of old wiring overhead.
You cleaned as best you could. An abandoned hospital wasn’t even close to being the appropriate place to treat patients, but it was what you had to work with; a filthy old 100 year old hospital, cleaning supplies and whatever medical supplies you could get on the black market.
You heaved a little, your back had begun hurting from all the work but now your area was cleaner than before, less chaotic.
Manageable.
Now—
A sharp crack split the air.
Not loud. Not like a gunshot. Distant but sudden and alarming. It happened again. Closer. Stranger.
Like space itself folding in on itself.
You froze. What the fuck is that?
The next second, it came again. BAMF.
A burst of thick, violet-black smoke exploded into existence a few feet away, you yelped as the sudden smell of sulfur hitting your nose was hard enough to make you flinch.
And then something fell out of it.
A body hit the filthy broken tiled ground with a sickening weight.
You were moving before your brain caught up.
“Hey! Hey!” you snapped, dropping to your knees beside him, hands already searching for wounds out of instinct. “Can you hear me?”
No response.
Your eyes scanned quickly, and then stilled.
Blue skin.
Dark hair.
A tail.
Your breath hitched, but only for a fraction of a second.
Mutant that is Badly injured. That’s all that mattered.
“Alright,” you muttered under your breath, already shifting into focus. “Stay awake… or don’t, I guess, just don’t die.”
Blood.
Your hands pressed down instinctively, trying to locate the worst of it. His clothes were torn, soaked through. Bullet wounds—multiple. Some clean, some not. And cuts… deep ones.
“Jesus…”
You glanced behind you at the half-cleaned station, then back at him.
No time.
“Okay, okay,” you grabbed his arm to throw it over your shoulders, bracing your feet against the floor before lifting. “You are way heavier than you look, you know that?”
You dragged him across the room toward the metal slab, your makeshift operating table, his body leaving a faint smear of blood behind. The sulfur smell still clung to the air, mixing unpleasantly with blood and smoke.
“Not the weirdest thing I’ve dealt with,” you continued under your breath, more for yourself than him. “Definitely top five, though.”
You heaved him up onto the slab with effort, your muscles protesting as you adjusted him flat.
For a moment, you paused.
Really looked at him.
Even unconscious, his face was… soft. Not what you expected. No tension, no aggression—just pain, dulled by whatever had pushed him this far.
Your gaze flicked briefly to his tail where it lay limp against the metal.
Then you shook your head.
“Focus.”
Gloves. Gauze. Tools.
You moved fast.
Cutting fabric away. Cleaning wounds. Assessing damage.
“Whoever did this to you…” you muttered, grabbing forceps, “really didn’t want you walking away.” A moment passed. “…Shame on them.”
The abandoned hospital fell into a different kind of silence.
Not calm. Focused. Sharp. You felt your mind heavily fall into the zone and your body followed, instinct kicking in.
Your hands moved fast, cutting away what remained of his clothes. Fabric peeled back easily, too easily, sticking where blood had already begun to dry.
“Alright…” you exhaled, scanning quickly. “Let’s see what we’re dealing with.”
Gunshot wounds. At least three. One clean through the side. One lodged in deep, judging by the swelling and the way the blood refused to slow.
And another.
You pressed gently. He didn’t react.
“Yeah… you’re not staying alive for long if I leave that in.”
You reached for your supplies, laying everything out in practiced order. Forceps. Sutures. Gauze. Saline.
No assistant. No backup.
Just you.
“Lucky you landed somewhere useful,” you huffed as you poured antiseptic over the worst of the wounds.
His body reacted instantly. A sharp inhale, barely conscious, but there.
“Yeah, I know,” you said, not slowing. “It’s gonna hurt.”
His head shifted weakly against the slab, a faint sound slipping past his lips, something strained, unfamiliar. “Bitte…”
Not English.
You paused for half a second.
“…German?”
No time to think about it.
You braced one hand against his side, the other guiding the forceps in carefully.
“Don’t wake up,” you warned under your breath. “I really don’t need you moving right now.”
Metal met resistance. You adjusted, jaw tightening. “Come on…” A small shift. A precise angle. Then—
There!
You pulled the bullet free with a soft metallic clink as it dropped into the tray beside you.
Blood followed.
A lot of it. Too much of it.
“Mother-.”
Your hand pressed down immediately, grabbing gauze and applying pressure. It soaked through faster than you liked.
It’s too fast. Fuck, fuck, fuck!
You reached for more without hesitation, layering it, pressing harder this time.
“Stay with me,” you muttered, more instinct than intention. “You’ve made it this far, don’t get dramatic on me now.”
His breathing was shallow.
Uneven.
Not enough. It’s not enough.
You worked quickly, stitching where you could, closing what needed closing—but the blood loss was already catching up.
You could see it. You knew that if he didn’t get more blood now, he was going to die.
“Yeah… no,” you said under your breath as you quickly stitched up the wound and stepped back just enough to think. “That’s not gonna cut it.”
You moved quickly, sprinting to the space on the other side of the room, dropping to one knee beside a worn cooler tucked beneath the table. You flipped it open.
Inside, neatly packed and labeled, were blood bags.
Your blood.
You grabbed one. Then another. Better safe than sorry. By the time you returned, his skin looked worse.
Fainter.
You didn’t hesitate.
“Alright,” you muttered, already setting up the line. “You don’t get to die on my table. Not tonight.”
The needle slid in smoothly, your hands steady despite everything.
You hooked the line, lifted the bag, and watched for the flow. “Come on,” you grunted, massaging the blood bag with controlled urgency. Waiting for the blood to run down the tube. “Come on.”
Dark red threading its way down, steady and vital, making its way inside your patient.
You let out a breath you had a bad habit of holding when too focused.
“Good,” you heaved, the adrenaline slowly leaving your system, rendering your frame shaky.
You adjusted the line, securing it to a wall by a rusted nail hanging out of it before returning to his wounds, finishing what you started. Stitch by stitch. Clean. Precise.
The bleeding slowed.
Then steadied.
Then, finally, stopped fighting you.
Time blurred.
Minutes. Maybe longer.
By the time you stepped back, your shoulders ached and your hands were stained red to the wrists. The worst of it was over, his color (or whatever) seemed to be returning.
He was still breathing. Barely, but just enough.
You glanced at the blood bag. Half empty. “Guess you owe me more than a hundred,” you murmured dryly.
You stayed still, watching until the blood bag ran out and then replaced it with a new one. It was done. Now to clean any evidence.
Carefully, you removed your gloves, tossing them aside before dragging a hand down your face, only succeeding in smearing more blood across your skin.
You didn’t notice nor did you care. Instead, you pulled the chair closer and sat.
Watched. Waited. Because now?
Now it was up to him.
No Questions Asked
A/N: I am very tired, I am really proud of this and I really hope ya'll enjoy. If there is any grammatical errors, that's not my problem :3 I would really like to thank @dezzydynamite for helping me as my beta reader and editor. If the format is different from the first chapter, it's bc the 2nd chapter is being posted on my new laptop rather than my phone so let me know if it looks weird
Also, I found some really cute dividers so I'm gonna use them ehehe. ENJOY!!!
Pairing: Nightcrawler X Reader / Kurt Wagner X Reader
Summery: Kurt Wagner wakes up and meets the person who saved his life, something is blooming...
TW: blood, blood mentioned, medical themes, violence mentioned, blood transfusion mentioned, bible mentioned
Word count: 1,772
Part 1, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6
Ch: 2 - The Iron Debt
Kurt POV
His head pulsed along with his heartbeat painfully, as he slowly began to feel his body again. Scheiße. He tried to swallow and tasted metallic tang. He lulled his head to the side and then grunted as the pain threaded all through his limbs. He felt as if he was hit by a truck.
A dull heavy ache spread across Kurt’s body, sharper in places he didn’t dare move. He could feel his chest rising and falling with each careful inhale, the air in his lungs catching halfway as something pulled tightly along his side.
He ignored it as best he could and just continued to breathe through it. He’s alive.
Memories flickered and flashed behind his eyelids. Gunfire, shouting, the sharp sting of impact…He was caught off guard, he didn’t see his attackers as threats before. It was only a stake out, he was tasked to follow a person of interest to the X Men… He should have been more careful, but how could he have known civilians would have been armed to the teeth?
As the memories came flooding back to him. They spotted him in the alleyway. Normally he would have just bamfed out of there but…they were faster. How? One stabbed his shoulder, screaming prayers from the Bible. Schändlich. He needed to move, he could still be in danger. I have to get back, he thought as his hands made contact with the surface beneath him. A table. A cold, metal table. His brow furrowed.
Kurt carefully opened his aching eyes, a flickering yellow light greeting him unpleasantly. While his vision adjusted, slightly blurred around the edges, he slowly looked around. He turned to his right and his heart stopped, breath catching as the movement tugged painfully at his torso. Panic slowly and painfully rising.
A woman sat beside him. Rusted steel chair with one leg crossed loosely over the other while gently cradling a book in her hands. Her attention was fixed on the page she was on. Her hair was tied back loosely and heavy bags under her eyes.
But what really caught his eye wasn’t the book or how she seemed minutes away from collapsing. No. It was the blood.
Coating along her sleeves, stained across her hands and a faint smear on her cheek. His breath hitched. “Fräulein,” he grunted, his voice was rough, strained from disuse and dehydration. She was hurt! He had to help, he had to-
She didn’t look up. “Don’t move.”
“Nein, you're hurt.”
Her eyes lifted from her page to him, sharp and assessing. Was she in shock? Maybe she was. Her exhaustion really showed through. He tried to sit up. She needs help-
Pain shot through his entire body instantly, white-hot and unforgiving. His body protested hard, muscles tightening under the strain. “Scheiße.” He took a few deep breaths before sitting up anyway, one hand bracing weakly against the slab while his tail thumped weakly against the cold slab. “You’re bleeding-”
“I said don’t move.” The words had cut through his panic. She wasn’t loud or harsh, she was authoritative.
Kurt froze mid motion, breath uneven as the pain caught up with him. Slowly, reluctantly, he eased back down, his body and tail now trembling faintly from the effort. His sudden adrenalin debilitating just as quick as it filled his system, making him realise he was in more pain than he had realised.
The woman closed the book with a soft thud and set it gently down by her feet. “It’s not my blood,” she sighed, leaning forward slightly, elbows resting on her knees. “It’s yours.”
A pause.
Kurt blinked. “Ah.” His gaze dropped briefly to her hands, then down at himself, taking in his naked torso wrapped in layers and layers of bandages. “You…treated me.”
“Yes.” Her tone was now simple, quiet…tired. Kurt noted she didn’t brag about her efforts, no hint of pride. Just truthful.
Then a thought occurred to him. He was half naked…half exposed to this woman. He looked at her and studied her, really looked at her this time. There was no fear in her expression. No disgust. Nothing that suggested she saw him as a demon or a monster. She just looked at him like…well, like a patient. That was…not an experience he was used to, especially from those like him.
Something in his chest swirled with warmth. “You didn’t have to,” he said quietly.
She huffed a faint breath through her nose, leaning back again. “Yeah, I did.”
Kurt’s brow furrowed slightly. “Why?”
The woman paused. Not long, but enough to matter. “Because you needed it.” A statement filled with such certainty.
Kurt felt a soft, unfamiliar warmth settle in his chest once again, something not quite relief, something deeper. “Then I am…in your debt,” he breathed, his tail swaying slightly.
“I wouldn’t quite call it a debt, but you do owe me.” She gestured towards the wall where an empty blood bag hung on a rusted nail, the line stained with crimson drops. “The blood came directly from me.”
Kurt's eyes widened, his tail twitching sharply against the metal. "That... seems significantly more than a standard debt."
She shrugged, almost nonchalant, though her tired eyes lingered on his for a beat too long. "Yes, well... you looked like you were going to die. I didn't have a lot of options."
Kurt let out a soft breath, almost a laugh, though the vibration made his bandaged ribs ache. "I am fortunate, then, that you are so... resourceful."
Silence settled between them, heavy with the smell of old iron and antiseptic, before the woman stood up. She held her frame with a rigid, practiced sturdiness, but Kurt caught the slight sway as she stepped toward him to check the sutures. He kept his eyes on her, studying the exhaustion etched into her face with quiet curiosity.
"You are a doctor," he stated after a moment.
She froze. It was only for a second—a hitch in the rhythm of her hands as she reached for his bandages—but he saw it.
"Something like that," she muttered, her focus returning to the stitches. Her movements were clinical, but there was a slight tremor in her fingers that hadn't been there before.
Kurt watched her, his yellow eyes tracking the way she held her breath as she leaned over him. He could smell the iron on her—not just his blood, but the faint, sharp scent of her own exhaustion.
"You are shaking, meine Liebe," Kurt said, his voice dropping to a low, soothing hum. It was the tone he used for frightened performers back in the circus, or for teammates mid-panic.
She didn't look up, but her jaw tightened. "I’m fine. Just...a caffeine crash."
Seeing the slight tremors within her movements, he didn’t believe that for a second. However, her unwillingness to stop wasn’t allowing him to delve deeper. He couldn’t be so direct, but he had to know the extent of her exhaustion. “How long was I unconscious?”
She began redoing a bandage on his calf where he could see a cut had been stitched up. “About a day and half,” she stated.
His tail stilled, his eyes widened. “Have you been awake this entire time, meine Liebe?”
She paused for a moment before continuing to check his other wounds. “I had to make sure you stayed alive.” She reached for a roll of fresh gauze on the tray, but her depth perception betrayed her. Her hand swiped empty air, and she stumbled forward, her hip catching the edge of the metal table with a dull thud.
Kurt reacted instinctively. Despite the white-hot flare of agony in his side, he shifted, his three-fingered hand shooting out to catch her forearm. His grip was surprisingly strong for a man who had been close to death less than 40 hours ago.
"Sit," he commanded. It wasn't an aggressive shout; it was the firm, worried directive of a man who knew exactly what it felt like to push a body past its breaking point.
She looked at his hand on her arm—blue, scarred, and steady—then up at his face.
"I have to... I have to finish the dressing," she murmured, but her eyes were losing their focus, the pupils blown wide from the anemia.
"The dressing is fine. The patient is alive," Kurt insisted, his thumb grazing her skin in a small, comforting circle. "The doctor, however, is turning the color of a winter cloud. Please. Before you are on the floor."
She stared at him for a long beat, the silence of the warehouse pressing in around them. Finally, the "rigid sturdiness" snapped. She sank back into the rusted chair, her head dropping into her blood-stained hands.
"Just a minute," she croaked into her palms. "I just need a minute."
Kurt let his hand fall back to the table, but he didn't take his eyes off her. His tail crept across the cold surface, the spade-like tip hovering near her knee—not touching, but close enough to offer a sense of presence.
"Take ten," he whispered. "I am not going anywhere." She didn’t look up and it seemed for a moment she wasn’t going to. He dropped his voice to an almost desperate whisper. “Bitte, meine Leibe.”
Her eyes finally met his, and seeing her eyes practically glazed over already he hoped she would listen. The thought of her collapsing from sheer exhaustion made his heart sink. After a moment or two, she finally whispered, “Fine. Just a ten minute nap.”
Kurt gave her a broad grin, his fangs finally peeking out in a way that was more charming than predatory. "That is fine with me, Liebe."
She moved the chair so she was sat right next to the slab, resting her head on her crossed arms just inches from his shoulder. "If you move, I'll wake up. So don't."
He huffed a strained laugh before finally letting his own heavy eyelids drop. As the silence of the old hospital settled around them, she surprised him by murmuring her name into the crook of her elbow.
Another swirl of warmth bloomed in his chest, deeper than the blood she’d given him. "Danke for telling me. It is a beautiful name, mein hübsches Mädchen. I am Kurt."
"It's nice to meet you, Kurt," she whispered, her voice already trailing off into sleep.
Soon, the only sound in the room was the rhythmic, twin cadence of their breathing. Kurt’s tail gave one last, lazy twitch before settling softly against the metal table, though the end of tail curled around the leg of her chair, and after just mere moments they were both asleep.
No Questions Asked
A/N: This took me longer to finish, work has been insane and I was preoccupied. If there are grammatical errors, please let me know or not, I can't tell you what to do :P Thank you again to @dezzydynamite for being my beta reader and editor, I love you <3
Please enjoy!
Pairing: Kurt Wagner X fem!Reader / Nightcrawler X fem!Reader
Summery: Reader promised to sleep, she did not sleep. She has nothing left to give and Kurt has to help somehow.
TW: blood mentioned, depictions of self-destructive behaviour, depictions of childhood trauma (If there are any other TW's I need to add please feel free to PM me and I will add them)
Word count: 1,520
Part 1, Part 2, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6
Ch: 3 - Physician, Heal Thyself
Kurt POV
The echoes and remnants of his dreams faded slowly as he returned in slow waves of grey light and the rhythmic, distant drip-drip-drip of a leaky pipe.
He was alone.
The spot on the metal slab where she had rested her head was cold. Kurt shifted, his muscles groaning in protest, but the "white-hot" agony of the night before had settled into a heavy, manageable throb. He was healing—partly due to his own resilient physiology, and partly due to the life-force currently circulating through his veins. Her life-force.
Kurt’s attention zeroed into the ebbing awareness of having someone else’s blood keeping him alive. Someone he barely knew and yet, he owes every thanks he could muster for saving his life. But there was something he didn’t quite understand.
How it was her blood that brought him back from the cliff edge of oblivion, rooting him to life in the face of death. She didn’t seem to possess any outward significations of being mutant, but he knew better than ever passing judgement on figurative books. So he couldn’t help the swell of hope in his aching muscles at the thought that this stranger, this exhausted and kind doctor, might be like him in some way.
“Gnädiger Herr oben, danke für eine weitere Chance zu leben.”
He flexed his hands, feet, and legs to make sure they were working as they should, taking the chance to look around the room… only to find the doctor was nowhere in sight. His stomach dropped with worry. He sat up slowly, his tail bracing against the table to steady his trembling frame. The abandoned hospital was silent, save for a low murmur of voices drifting through a propped-open door at the far end of the floor.
Curious and worried, Kurt slid off the table, his bare feet silent on the cold concrete. He felt exposed, his blue skin stark against the industrial shadows, but he followed the hushed sounds. He stopped at the heavy steel doorframe, opting to remain shrouded in the darkness. Just beyond the door’s gap, maybe three yards away..
He saw her.
The flickering yellow light bathed her tired frame. She had taken off her blood-stained doctor's coat which was hung unceremoniously on a broken wheelchair but the clothes had not been changed, his blood splatters still littering her shirt, pants, and sneakers. Her hair was a mess, and her skin looked paper-thin, almost translucent under the light.
She was kneeling in front of a little girl, maybe five or six years old, sitting on an old crate. The little girl looked like any other little girl, dark hair tied with a ribbon, a sweet little dress and big eyes watching as the doctor checked the small obsidian crystals protruding from the girl's elbows, shoulders and her temples. A mother stood over them, her own skin a pale, shimmering pink, her hands trembling as she watched.
"It's just a bit of inflammation, sweetheart," the doctor murmured. Her voice was a ghostly rasp, worn down to nothing, but it remained steady. Kurt watched as she gave the little girl a reassuring smile. "The skin is still adjusting to the new growth. I’m going to give you an ointment that will stop the itching, okay?"
The little girl nodded, sad and lost in thought for a moment before she whispered with a scared, trembling voice. “Does…does this mean I’m a monster, Miss?”
The question slammed into Kurt’s chest with terrifying recognition. Memory echoed and rushed at once of his childhood, his own tiny scared voice asking the same question. Tears welled up in his eyes without permission, quickly wiping them with the back of his hand. He wanted to march over there and declare with his circus trained gusto that this little girl isn't a monster, she’s much more than that. However, before Kurt could even take a step, his doctor was already on it. “Of course not, sweetheart,” she assured with no hesitation, gently rubbing some cream or ointment on the base of the gems. “It makes you rare. The rarest gem amongst gems.”
Kurt’s eyes widened at his doctor’s declaration, his cheeks felt warm and his heart was—
Badum. Badum. Badum.
Kurt watched from the shadows, his heart hammering against his ribs but also, his heart aching. He saw the way his doctor’s hand shook as she reached for a jar of salve. He saw the way she had to blink several times just to focus on the label.
She hadn't slept. Again. At least, she didn’t get the sleep she needed to. After giving him her blood, after hours of surgery, she was still standing. Still giving. “Still burning,” he thought quietly.
The mother handed her a crumpled ten-dollar bill and a small bag of apples. It was clearly all she had. The Reader hesitated, then tucked the money into her pocket with a tired nod. "Get her some water. Plenty of it. Come back in a week."
As the mother and daughter shuffled toward the back exit, his doctor didn't move. She stayed kneeling on the floor, her forehead dropping against the edge of the wooden crate. Her breath came in shallow, ragged hitches.
She looked less like a doctor and more like a candle burned down to the very last bit of wick.
Kurt stepped out of the shadows, his tail twitching with a mixture of awe and sharp, stinging worry. "You told me you did not fall," he said softly, his voice echoing in the hollow space.
She didn't jump. She didn't even look up. She just let out a long, shaky exhale. "I'm busy, Kurt. Go back to sleep."
"You are not busy," Kurt countered, moving closer, his steps careful. "You are disappearing."
She didn't move. She stayed hunched over the wooden crate, her fingers white-knuckled as she gripped the rough grain. "I told you to stay on the table," she repeated, her voice so thin it was almost crystalline. "Doctor's orders."
"And who orders the doctor?" Kurt asked, his voice low and rich with a concern that seemed to vibrate in the small room. He moved closer, the shadow of his tail trailing behind him like a silent guardian. "You are swaying, meine Liebling. Even the stones of this building have more life in them than you do right now."
She finally lifted her head, her eyes bloodshot and unfocused. "I have... three more patients coming. A boy with a fever. An old man who..." She blinked, a long, slow shutter of her eyelids that lasted a second too long. "I have to stay awake."
"No," Kurt said firmly, now standing only a foot away. The smell of sulfur from his skin mingled with the antiseptic on hers. "You have given until there is nothing left. You gave me your blood. You gave that child your comfort. What is left for yourself?"
She tried to stand. She pushed off the crate, her jaw set in that same "rigid sturdiness" Kurt had admired before. "I am the only one they have, Kurt. If I sleep, they die. If I'm tired, they don't get medicine. That’s the deal."
"It is a deal with the grave," Kurt countered, his yellow eyes flashing with a sudden, sharp intensity, deeper primal senses screaming at him that something other than sheer exhaustion was wrong. Her intermingled life-force surged in him at full attention.
She took one step toward a broken supply cabinet—and the world tilted for one.
Kurt saw the light leave her eyes before her knees even buckled. The "Doctor" was gone, replaced by a woman who had finally, utterly, run out of time.
"Vorsicht!" Kurt lunged.
Despite the flare of agony in his side, his reflexes were pure instinct. He caught her mid-air, his blue arms wrapping around her waist and shoulders. She was terrifyingly light, her head lolling against his chest as her breathing turned into shallow, rapid hitches.
He lowered her gently to the floor, cradling her head against his lap. Her skin was cold, dangerously so.
"You foolish, beautiful woman," he whispered, his thumb brushing a stray hair from her forehead.
He looked around the crumbling abandoned hospital. The rusted nails, the blood-stained gauze, the bag of apples left by a desperate mother. This wasn't a clinic; it was a tomb. And she was killing herself trying to keep the doors open.
He couldn’t do this alone, he realised. He didn’t know if he was still being hunted by those manic people, he was also still very injured and exhausted himself.
His gaze flicked to the shadows in the corner of the room where his torn suit lay. In a hidden seam, there was an emergency transponder, a direct line to a mansion in Westchester.
He had wanted to keep this place a secret. He had wanted to protect her from the chaos of his life. But as he felt her pulse flutter weakly against his palm, Kurt knew he had no choice.
He reached for the device.
"Forgive me," he murmured to her sleeping form. "But you are going to have to share your sanctuary, Leibling."
No Questions Asked
A/N: Soooooooo, I'm not even kidding when I say that I have been through it. I got an awful chest infection/migraine, I got fired from my job, my grandfather on my dads side which no one liked bc he was just mean all the time died, and my doctor thinks I need to get back on antidepressants. It's been a wild ride and I'm here for the character development <3 So please enjoy! As always, thank you @dezzydynamite for being my best moral support and helping me through this. I love you <3
Pairing: Kurt Wagner X fem!reader / Nightcrawler X fem!reader
Summery: Kurt has called in reinforcements, Reader is barely hanging on.
TW: mention of blood, stitches, medical themes, mentions of abuse of power in a hospital setting. If there are any other TW's to add please let me know.
Word count: 2,143
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 5, Part 6
Ch. 4 - No Species Clause
Kurt POV
The "ping" of the X-Men transponder felt like a betrayal in the silence of the broken down hospital. Kurt held the device in one hand, the other still cradling the doctor’s head against his knee. He hated how loud the small device sounded, a beacon cutting through the shadows she had worked so hard to maintain. He could feel the pain in his body pulsing rapidly through his body, his tail twitching with every wince. He could not help her in his current condition, but he knew his friends could.
It didn't take long. When you are a teleporter on the brink of death, the Blackbird moves fast.
The roar of the jet was muffled by the building's thick concrete walls, but the sudden, localized gale of wind spoke of a precision landing nearby. A moment later, the heavy bay doors at the far end of the building groaned, then shrieked as they were forced open.
"Kurt?"
The voice was like velvet and thunder. Ororo.
Kurt didn't have the strength to call out, so he did the only thing he could—he let a small, controlled BAMF of violet smoke rise from his fingertips. A signal fire.
Steps echoed across the concrete—heavy, rhythmic, and purposeful. Storm moved at the lead, her white cape shimmering like a ghost in the dim light, but it was the man behind her who Kurt truly felt. Logan. He was already sniffing the air, his brow furrowed in a mask of grim concentration.
"He's over here," Logan grunted, his voice a low growl. "Smells like sulfur... and a hell of a lot of blood."
They rounded the corner into the makeshift clinic and stopped dead.
Storm’s hand went to her chest. She saw Kurt, blue and battered, sitting on the floor, but more importantly, she saw the woman in his arms. The human woman whose sleeves were crusted with mutant blood.
"Kurt, my friend," Storm breathed, kneeling beside them instantly. Her eyes scanned the room, the rusted nails, the apple sitting isolated on the dusty, broken tiled floor, the blood bags. "Is this where you’ve been? What is this place?"
"A sanctuary," Kurt whispered, his voice cracking. He looked down at the doctor. "And this is the woman who is killing herself to keep it that way. Please... Ororo. She gave me her own blood. She has not slept in two days. She is... she is empty."
Logan stepped forward, his eyes narrow as he took in the medical equipment. He leaned down, sniffing the woman’s hair, then the bandage on Kurt's side.
"She did this?" Logan asked, gesturing to the clean, professional stitching on Kurt's torso peeking out from his bandages which had moved when Kurt lunged to catch her. "Alone? In this dump?"
"She is a doctor," Kurt defended her, his grip tightening slightly as if he expected them to take her away. "A great one."
"She’s anemic as hell," Logan muttered, reaching out to check her pulse with a surprisingly gentle touch of his thick fingers. "Heart’s racin’ just to keep up. She needs a real hospital, Kurt."
"No!" Kurt’s tail lashed out, nearly hitting Logan’s arm. "No hospitals. I…I don’t know her full story, but I know we cannot take her to a real hospital. She cannot go. That is why she is here."
Storm looked at the doctor’s pale, sweat-slicked face and then at the scattered files of mutant patients. A look of profound sadness and respect crossed her features. She understood.
"Then we will bring the hospital to her," Storm said firmly. Kurt heaved a sigh of relief as she tapped her comms. "Beast, prep the med-bay. And tell Jean to get a high-protein IV and a sedative ready. We are bringing home two heroes tonight."
~L a t e r~
Your POV
The first thing that hit you was the smell.
It wasn't the smell of damp concrete, rust, or the sharp, lingering sting of sulfur. It was clean. Terrifyingly clean. The air tasted of citric air freshener and expensive filtration, a sterilized scent so sharp it felt like a cold blade in your lungs. Too familiar.
Your body felt weightless yet too heavy to lift. You realise with unfiltered guilt that you’re sleeping. Time to get up. You opened your eyes slowly, but the ceiling above you wasn't the familiar, peeling rafters of the old abandoned hospital. It was a smooth, pale grey, illuminated by soft, recessed lighting that didn't flicker.
Eyes widened when you realised you’re not in a familiar place, and unfamiliar usually leads to unsafe. Images of blue curly hair and yellow eyes flashed through your mind and you began to panic. "Kurt!" you gasped, your voice more of a dry, panicked croak.
You tried to bolt upright, but a wave of vertigo hit you so hard your vision swam, and you slumped back into the pillows. Only then did you notice the weight in your arm and the steady, rhythmic click-hiss of an IV pump.
"Easy, Doctor. You’ve had a very long forty-eight hours."
The voice was calm, cultured, and entirely unfamiliar. You turned your head sharply. Sitting in a chair beside your bed was a large man, (beast? Creature?) covered in thick, indigo fur, wearing a lab coat and a pair of spectacles perched on the end of a very feline nose.
You didn't scream. You had spent too long treating mutants to be afraid of fur, but your heart hammered against your ribs for a different reason.
"My clinic," you breathed, your eyes darting around the high-tech med-bay. "Where am I? Where is my patient? The blue man—Kurt?"
"Kurt is two doors down, sleeping off a very successful recovery," the blue man said, offering a gentle, fanged smile. "I am Dr. Hank McCoy. You are in the medical wing of the Xavier Institute."
You didn't look relieved. If anything, you felt a cold spike of horror. You began fumbling at the tape securing the IV in your arm, your movements clumsy and frantic. "No. No, no, no. I have to go."
"I strongly advise against that," Hank urged, standing up to stay your hand. "Your iron levels were low enough to be clinically fascinating, and your blood pressure—"
"I don't care about my blood pressure!" you snapped, your authoritative doctor voice returning, though it was underlined by a tremor of pure panic. "I had a boy coming in at ten. A fever. He's a porcupine-type, his quills get infected if the fever spikes too high. And an old man... he needs his heart meds. They’re going to show up to a locked door."
You finally ripped the tape back with a wince, your eyes filling with frustrated tears as you looked at the door. "They don't go to hospitals. They won't go to the ER. If I'm not there, they just sit in the alley and wait until it's too late. I have to get back. Now."
"You can't even stand," a new voice interrupted.
Logan leaned against the doorframe, his arms crossed over his chest. He looked out of place in the pristine lab, like a jagged rock in a clear pond. "And don't worry about the Porcupine Kid. We sent a team."
You froze, your hand hovering over the IV line, your heart mid-thud. "What?"
"Kurt gave us the addresses from your files," Logan grunted. "Storm and a few of the others went back. They’re bringing 'em here, or getting 'em what they need. Nobody’s sittin’ in an alley today, Doc."
You sank back into the pillows, the breath leaving you in a long, shaky shudder. The realization that you weren't the only line of defense anymore was almost as overwhelming as the exhaustion.
"You... you went back for them?" you whispered.
"Kurt wouldn't let us leave 'em behind," Logan said, his eyes softening just a fraction. "He said you’d kill him if we did."
The weight of the IV and the sheer, physical gravity of your exhaustion finally won the battle. You sank back into the pillows, your hand falling away from the tape as Hank’s steady, blue hand moved to tuck the blanket back around you.
"Sleep is the only prescription you cannot argue with, Doctor," Hank murmured, his voice as soothing as a sedative.
You closed your eyes, but you didn't drift off. Not yet. The silence was broken by the sound of a rough cough. You cracked one eye open to see Logan leaning against the far wall, a cigar held between his teeth, though he didn't light it, seemingly out of respect for the oxygen tanks in the room.
"So," Logan grunted, his eyes fixed on you with a piercing, predatory intensity that felt like he was reading your very soul. "Kurt says you’re a 'saint.' Storm says you’re a hero. Me? I’m just wondering why a woman with hands that steady is cutting people open in a shithole with rusted nails for IV poles."
You let out a dry, mirthless laugh that turned into a cough. "I had a career once," you whispered, the memories feeling like they belonged to a different person. "Second-year resident at St. Jude’s. It was the kind of hospital where the floors shone so bright you could see your own future in them. Prestige. High success rates. The 'crown jewel' of the city."
Hank paused, his ears twitching as he sat back down. He was listening with the rapt attention of someone who had seen the inside of those gleaming halls and knew the rot hidden in the corners.
"But the success rates were a lie," you continued, your gaze drifting to the sterile ceiling. "They were high because the board only wanted 'sure things.' Whenever a mutant came through those ER doors, the atmosphere changed. It turned cold. I watched senior surgeons, men and women I used to look up to, walk past stretchers because they 'didn't specialize in non-human physiology.' Or worse, they’d treat them, but without anesthesia, or they’d use the bare minimum of supplies. They treated their wounds like they were fixing a broken machine, not a living soul."
Logan’s jaw tightened, a low, guttural growl vibrating in his chest. His claws didn't come out, but you heard the faint snikt of his muscles tensing.
"So I took them," you said, your voice gaining a jagged edge of iron. "All of them. If a patient had scales, or extra limbs, or skin that glowed, they went to my floor. I stayed late. I used the 'good' supplies. I treated them like they were worth the air they breathed."
You turned your head to look at Hank. The blue-furred doctor was perfectly still, his spectacles reflecting the light, his expression one of profound, mournful recognition.
"The board called me in," you muttered, the memory of that mahogany-paneled room still making your blood boil. "The top brass. They told me I needed to 'adapt to the work culture.' They said my department was dragging down the 'aesthetic' of the hospital. They told me to stop prioritizing 'those people' or find a new line of work."
"And you told 'em where to shove it," Logan filled in, a grim, knowing smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
"I told them my oath didn't have a species clause," you countered. "I kept treating them. Right up until security threw me out. They didn't just fire me. They blacklisted me. They made sure no hospital in the country would touch me. They wanted to make an example out of the woman who chose 'monsters' over a paycheck."
Silence followed. It was a heavy, thick silence that felt like the air before a storm.
Logan walked over to the side of your bed, his presence looming and solid. He looked down at your trembling hands, then at the IV line delivering the strength you had literally given away to save one of his own.
"Seems to me," Logan said, his voice dropping to a gravelly rasp of genuine respect, "that they were right about one thing. You didn't fit their culture." He leaned in closer. "But you fit ours just fine, Doc."
Hank reached out, gently patting your hand with a paw that was surprisingly soft. "To be blacklisted by such an institution is perhaps the greatest credential you could have ever earned, my dear. You didn't lose your career. You simply found your true practice."
You felt a lump form in your throat, a mix of relief and a grief you hadn't let yourself feel for years. For the first time since the "BAMF" shook your warehouse, you felt like you could actually breathe.
"Sleep," Hank urged. "When you wake up, Kurt will be waiting. And I suspect he’s going to want to personally thank the woman who told the world to go to hell just so he could have a chance to live."
No Questions Asked
A/N: Come get ya'lls juice! Thank you to my girl Dezzy for hyping me up, LOVE YOU!
Pairing: Kurt Wagner X fem!Reader / Nightcrawler X fem!Reader
Summery: You have awoken in your room, finally feeling like a living being again and not a walking zombie. Kurt decides to pay you a visit in your room.
TW: Reader wakes to someone in her room. (If there are any TW's that I have missed, please let me know.
Word count: 1,706 words
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 6
Ch. 5 - Bridges in the Dark
Your POV
The sleep that followed was the deepest you had known in years. There were no sirens, no dripping pipes, and no half-conscious fear of a police raid. There were no nightmares. When you finally drifted back to the surface, the room was bathed in the soft, amber glow of a setting sun peeking through the near blackout curtains.
You didn't move at first. You just listened to the steady, healthy thrum of your own heart. For the first time in a long time, it didn't feel like a struggling engine. You just stayed still on the plush mattress, the blanket exposing your bare legs to the cool air. Dr McCoy has insisted you get comfortable so Storm had brought you a pair of cotton pajamas from her closet, which were much to lose to your malnourished frame but were the comfiest shit you’ve ever worn in a very long time so you didn’t mind.
"You are awake."
The voice was soft in the air. You turned your head slowly. Kurt was sitting in a chair pulled close to your bedside. He wasn't the grey (grey/blue?), trembling ghost from the abandoned hospital. His blue skin was vibrant, almost velvet-like in the evening light, and he was dressed in a soft, dark red sweater that made him look humanly comfortable and black pants.
He looked healthy. He looked whole. And he was looking at you with an expression so tender it made your breath catch.
"Kurt," you whispered. Your voice was stronger now, less like sandpaper. You could definitely hear the difference. “You’re here?”
"I am here, Liebe." He leaned forward, resting his three-fingered hands on the edge of your mattress. He hesitated, then slowly reached out, his thumb grazing the back of your hand. "Hank says you will recover quickly, but he is still grumbling about the 'state of your iron.' I believe he has met his match in stubbornness."
You managed a small, tired smile, but it faded as the memory of the broken down hospital, and the transponder, came back to you. You definitely had feelings about it. You had spent years cultivating trust with your patients, turning a broken down place into your clinic and home. You didn’t have anywhere else to go. But, Kurt was right. You were killing yourself, shaving off pieces of you to give to others without letting yourself heal or rest. You looked around the pristine room, the feeling of displacement settling in your chest.
"You called them," you whispered. It wasn't an accusation, but it held the weight of the life you had lost. The life you had gotten so used to.
Kurt’s glowing yellow eyes dipped, his tail twitching nervously behind him. "I did. I saw you falling, and I realized that I could not be the reason the world lost a light like yours. I knew what it would cost you, Leibling. I knew it meant your secret was no longer yours to keep."
He looked up, his expression earnest and pained. "I am sorry for breaking your sanctuary, mein Leibe. I know how hard you fought to keep those people safe in the dark. I felt... like a thief, stealing your peace to save your life."
You looked at him, really looked at him, and saw the genuine guilt etched into his face. He felt responsible for the fact that you could never go back to your quiet, invisible life.
"Kurt," your voice steady as you felt your eyes and heart soften. "My 'sanctuary' had a hole in the roof and a rusted nail for an IV pole. I was a second-year resident who became a ghost because I wouldn't stop caring." You reached out, placing your hand over his. "You didn't break my sanctuary. You just reminded me that a doctor can’t save everyone if she’s the one running herself into the ground."
A small, relieved huff of a laugh escaped him. He interlaced his fingers with yours. They were warm. He murmured your name and you were surprised by how your heart rattled against your ribcage when he did, a slight heat settling on your face.
"Even so," he murmured, "I owe you a debt that blood alone cannot pay. You chose me when the world told you to look away. You are a very brave woman, Leibling."
For a moment, the high-tech mansion faded away. It was just the two of you again, connected by the pulse you shared.
"So," you began, trying to lighten the heavy air. "What happens now? Does the 'Blackbird' do house calls for porcupine-mutants with fevers?"
Kurt grinned, his fangs peeking out in that way you were starting to find familiar. "Actually, Logan and Ororo have already discussed it. They want to turn your old building into a legitimate clinic. New roof, real equipment, and X-Men security. They want you to keep doing exactly what you were doing... but this time, you will have a team."
You stared at Kurt, your hand going cold in his. The relief you had felt seconds ago evaporated, replaced by the sharp, stinging skepticism of a woman who had been burned by "the system" far too many times.
"A clinic?" you repeated, your voice climbing an octave. "Kurt, do you have any idea what you’re talking about? You don't just 'turn an abandoned hospital' into a clinic. There are zoning laws, building permits, sanitation codes. You need a DEA license just to stock the heavy-duty stuff."
You pulled your hand back, gesturing vaguely to the room around you.
"And the cost? I was charging ten dollars and a bag of apples. A single MRI machine costs more than that old dilapidated building is worth. Who is paying for the electricity? The insurance? The salaries?"
Kurt opened his mouth to speak, but you were on a roll now, the years of frustration and "survival mode" pouring out of you. Your nervous system is on fire.
"And then there's the biggest problem," you groaned, your voice dropping to a harsh whisper. "Me. I am on a federal blacklist. My NPI number is flagged. If I so much as sign a prescription pad in a 'legitimate' building, the medical board will have the sirens at the door in twenty minutes. You can’t just wish away a career-ending move like the one I made."
Kurt didn't look discouraged. He waited for the storm to pass, his expression patient and deeply grounded and a patient smile. He watched you heave a heavy sigh, like you were trying to breathe out the weight on your heart. A weight you had carried alone for years.
"You think like a woman who has had to fight for every inch of ground," he said softly. "And you are right to be wary, mein Leibling. But you are forgetting who we are."
He stood up and walked to the window, pulling back the heavy curtain to reveal the sprawling, manicured grounds of the estate which basked in the amber glow of the sunset.
"Charles Xavier has resources that go far beyond money," Kurt explained, looking back at you with a knowing grin. "He has friends in high places, some who owe him their lives. Manche schulden ihm noch mehr. And he has others who... shall we say, are very good at making certain digital files 'disappear' or 'evolve.' If the world needs a doctor who sees those it chooses to ignore, the Professor will ensure that doctor has the credentials she needs to do so."
He moved back to your side, his tail curling around the leg of your bed, taking your hand once again.
"As for the cost? This school is built on the idea of sanctuary. We do not want your clinic to be a business. We want it to be an extension of this house. The X-Men will provide the equipment and the supplies. You provide the heart and the hands."
You looked at him, feeling a strange, dizzying sense of vertigo. It was the "culture shock" Logan had hinted at. For years, you had been an island. Vast yet alone. Now, a continent was reaching out to you.
"You’re serious," you breathed, the reality sinking in. "You want me to be the bridge."
"I want you to be exactly who you are," Kurt corrected. "A doctor who does not see a species clause, schatz. Only this time, you will not have to bleed yourself dry just to keep the lights on."
You looked down at your hands, scarred from years of working in the cold, but steady. The idea of having real surgical lights, a clean floor, and a pharmacy that didn't rely on expired samples, or dodgy deals in a dark back alley... it felt like a dream you were afraid to wake up from. Maybe more like a nightmare you were waking up from.
"It’s going to be a lot of work," you murmured, already mentally organizing the building's floor plan. "We’ll need a proper decontamination zone if we're going to treat the patients. And a separate wing for the kids with sensory issues..."
Kurt’s smile widened, a flash of white fangs and pure joy. "I believe Dr. McCoy has already started a list. He is quite excited to have a colleague who is as 'stubbornly principled' as himself."
You looked into Kurt’s excited yellow eyes, trying to ignore the way his thumb rubbed gentle circles on your hand and also tried to ignore the way your stomach seemed to be filled with butterflies before you finally smiled back at him. “Okay. Let’s do this.”
~T h e n e x t d a y~
Returning to the building was like walking back into a dream that had been color-corrected.
You expected the familiar chill, the smell of damp concrete, and the oppressive silence of a place where people came to hide, to heal with what little they had. Instead, as the X-Men’s transport van pulled up to the curb, you heard the rhythmic thud-thud of a hammer and the low rumble of a heavy-duty generator.
You stepped out of the van, leaning slightly on your cane, a concession to Hank’s insistence that your "iron levels" were still not up to his standards.
"Careful, Doc," Logan grunted, stepping out behind you. He was carrying a crate of surgical lighting as if it weighed no more than a six-pack of beer. "Th’place is still a bit of a hazard, but we’re clearin’ out the rot."
You stood in the doorway, breathless. The "shithole" was transformed.
Storm was standing near the center of the floor, her eyes glowing a faint, ethereal white as she directed a localized draft of air to whisk away decades of industrial dust through the newly repaired skylights. But it was the man on the scaffolding who caught your eye.
Kurt was there, his tail wrapped securely around a steel beam as he used a high-powered industrial cleaner on the upper walls. He moved with a grace that was hypnotic, a blur of indigo fur and focused intent.
When he spotted you, he didn't just climb down. He let go, a violet cloud of smoke swallowing him for a split second before he reappeared on the concrete floor just inches from you, startling you as you giggled.
"Willkommen zu Hause," he declared excitedly, his glowing yellow eyes bright. "Welcome home."
"Kurt," you breathed, looking around. "You’ve been here all morning?"
"Since the sun rose," he admitted, wiping a smudge of grease from his cheek. "I wanted to make sure the floor where you... where we were... was the first to be scrubbed clean. I did not want you to walk back into a memory of blood, mein Schatz."
The sincerity in his voice sent a small, warm shiver through you. It wasn't just about the building; he was trying to curate the world so it was softer for you. That is the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me.
"Thank you," you whispered, a warm blush gracing your cheeks.
He offered his arm to you, a gentlemanly gesture that felt strangely right in the middle of a construction zone. You took it, and as you walked through the skeletal remains of your old life, the gesture didn't feel grand or cinematic at all. It felt like so much more, you felt seen in a way you never thought you ever would again.
"I have something for you," Kurt announced suddenly, leading you toward the back corner where your old "office", a desk made of crates, had once stood.
In its place was a sturdy, reclaimed oak desk. It was old but polished to a deep shine. On top of it sat a small, glass vase with a single, blue-tinted orchid.
"Where did you get an orchid at six in the morning?" you asked, a blooming warmth settling in your chest as you carefully stroked the petals.
"I may have taken a very quick trip to a florist in Munich," he admitted with a playful wink. "The air is better there this time of year."
He turned to face you, his expression shifting from playful to something more grounded. "I know this is overwhelming. To go from being a ghost to being the center of so much attention. If it ever becomes too loud, tell me. We can... BAMF... disappear to the roof for a moment of silence. I am a very good listener, and I am even better at keeping the world away when you need to breathe."
You looked at the flower, then at the man, the "monster" you had bled for, who was now spending his energy making sure you had a desk and a moment to breathe. You realized then that the bond wasn't just about the blood transfusion anymore. It was about the fact that he was the only one who truly understood how much you had given up, and he was determined to give it all back, brick by brick.
"I think I’d like that," you murmured, your fingers brushing against his. "The roof. Eventually. But for now... I think I want to see where we’re putting the new pharmacy."
Kurt’s tail gave a happy, involuntary lash. "Follow me, Doctor. I believe Dr. McCoy has some very 'fascinating' ideas about refrigeration units."
You didn’t want to admit that you were more than eager to follow.