INDEFINITE HIATUS
(( yeah, so with the advent of another wave of people deciding to vilify me, I think I’ll just make it easier and go. see this as a hiatus without a definite end date. for my mental health and the amount of times I’ve considered harming myself from what happens here, I need this
my high school probably had less cliquey gossiping and tomfoolery than this TBH
i MAY choose to come back in the future, or just start up a new blog, but the fact remains that this has become a very uncomfortable place to do any rping presently, an THE community has become both very self affirming and toxic, which is an incredibly dangerous combination. so I may as well do the vast lot of you a favor and head out
i’ll just air out my dirty laundry here and tackle a few key points while I make my exit
for starters, not once have I attempted to “guilt trip” anyone for blocking me, rather I feel that this is a community where there are chockloads of people who interact with one another, like a big web. to have people you have issues with just makes things ugly, and all I’ve ever tried to do is sit those people down and discuss what the issues are and try to resolve them. if trying to diffuse tension and solve/discuss issues is wrong, then I’m not quite sure how the lot of you deal with real conflict, and bless you when you will have to
at the end of the day, people will do what they want to do, but I’ve just been trying to solve problems and have conversation about it in a diplomatic manner. it helps no one to have enemies here, since everyone p much interacts with everyone
either way, my sincere apologies to anyone that tav has gotten close with. i understand that this will probably be disruptive at an ic level, but you have a list of people to thank for this.
i’ll queue this for a few times during the week. for anyone interested, i’ll still be in messages throughout the next couple of days.
to those who have stuck with me, and spoken to me when things have been rough, i can’t begin to describe how thankful i am that you’ve been kind to me, and you’re all great people overall. i’d never want to hurt you in this manner (or anyone), but the fact remains that this community has a knack for witch hunts, and I refuse to play that game
to those who started this whole debacle, i hope you experience something close to this TO some degree, not because I wish you ill, but because this will probably teach you something about solving issues with people and being open & direct, and I genuinely believe that’s a trait many of you seem to have conveniently lost
but to everyone, I wish only positive things from the bottom of my heart. just try and remember we’re all people. no one wants to fight, no one wants to be upset. be kind, kindness is very rare nowadays. be well. goodbye, for now.))
