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[dillypillars]

kaya! 20 he/him | marzipan apologist

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please read my carrd before following <3

[dillypillars]

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[wilting-fl0wer]

Here's my contribution to the first day of exo week🫡

when the wormhole won't even let go of it's hold on you:

[begonia-shade]

Day 1 for exo week!! Glow / gardener <3 I made this whole thing super fast, but it was fun drawing masc Sol for the first time! I imagine he's explaining human concepts...

[unmotivatedsketch]

A day late but here is “What could have been” for day two of exoweek! It was crazy in the first play-through that Tammy dies so young and we get a glimpse of her through a vision, older, happy, and full of life.

[vonmurr]

[pechebeche]

iwatex is truly so rife with oc potential. you get to make THREE character designs and think abt ur oc's entire childhood...the dream

[papermunchughh]

Everynight I fall asleep looking mournfully into his eyes. "I can fix him." You can’t, not really. The kindest thing you can do for him is to be there. And then let him go.

"Promise me you won’t let me end up like that hopeye."

"If I’m trapped here… just let me go, okay?"

He compares himself to a hopeye slowly dying in a cage. Its so joever.

[dillypillars]

[Image description: A poster on a wall of an edited version of the "Let's take ibuprofen together" anime girl meme. It is made up of nine pieces of color printed copy paper taped together poorly. The anime girl's face is replaced with the face of Dys from the video game I Was A Teenage Exocolonist. The text has been changed to read "Let's become gardeners together". End image description.]

[anemones-loyalty]

i do also quite like tangent

[dillypillars]

posts that make me want to work on my old ocs again

[lavandulalurker]

Have y'all seen this bug boy in your game or is it just me??

Jokes aside, AAAAAAAAAAAAA it's finished!! I can sleep peacefully now. I've spent the last two weeks working my ass off to actually code this guy into the game to make fake screenshots... I took so many shortcuts, I'm not a programmer.

Unfortunately, I have zero intentions of making a whole mod for this guy, sorry! This project was mostly just for fun.

[whimsical-catacombs]

why are time loops always only like 1 day long?

the real horror is a months or years long time loop. no speedrunning your torture here. you have to sit with the consequences of your actions for a loooong time before the release of knowing the consequences and actions have been erased.

but oh, all the actions and consequences are gone. those relationships you built? empty. you can never build them again without the constant guilt of knowing that it's not as real the second, third, thirtieth time when you already know all their secrets and they none of yours.

but you can't hide. you can't isolate yourself because what if this is the time the loop breaks and then what? years gone by of missed chances with people who have changed you a thousand times and now circumstances have changed. you can never build back what was washed away by your own inaction. they'll never be able to meet you like they did the first time if you don't choose to meet them the first time every time

[jennaflare]

[dillypillars]

[Image description: A screenshot of an illustration from the game I Was A Teenage Exocolonist, depicting the scene when Vace and Rex are arguing. Vace, on the right, grabs the front of Rex's shirt and lifts him off the ground, snarling at him. Rex angrily resists, grabbing at Vace's arms. Textboxes from a meme have been edited on top of the illustration, so that it looks like Vace is saying "you should be addicted to shutting the fuck up" and Rex responding "You wanna fuck me so bad it makes you look stupid". End image description.

[penguin--person]

whats a better shipname for instance x flulu

flustance

instaflu

other (tell me!!)

Voting ended onDec 14, 2024

[sillypilled-friendcel]

you have to DIVORCE the most recent character in your camera role. how messy is it on a scale of 1 - 6?

1: completely amicable

2: almost entirely fine, one party is being kind of rude

3: one or both parties is being immature or petty

4: you're having pretty bad arguments. it's not pretty.

5: the legal battle is awful. people are getting hurt.

6: someone is dying in the fallout

im bald / nuance / etc

Voting ended onAug 16, 2024

[charl0ttan]

girl who has only the most normal relationship with time and memory and regret and grief

[rgbfall]

thinking about. anemone exocolonist. if you aren't friends with her and don't break her up with vace, she stops being a soldier and becomes essentially a house wife for him. they have kids which nem has been very clear she does not want. they stay together until nem comes out as an abuse victim.

do you think, when she stopped being a soldier, when she settled down and had kids, do you think her mother was happy?

was she glad that her daughter was following in her footsteps? that her baby wasn't risking her life for the colony anymore? did she even know what vace was like? she didn't spend any time in defense. nem didn't want her there. and when she was there vace was polite and courteous. anne probably assumes he's a lovely man.

anne got what she wanted. her little anemone grew up into someone just like her.