Ask/Side blog for my own Anxiety

"Why am I doing this." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Avatar image: Moved-to-working-anxiety Puppeteer irl pic ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Header image: Cryogenic-heat, used with permission.

[distinctiveanxiety]

Vent

I want to die. I want to just lay down and die. I'm trying so hard to not think about the talk my uncle and I had. He told me. I'm better off in a group home. Like my mother is. He told me that and it just. It hurts. So much. I'm constantly emotionally and mentally abused, I'm gaslighted and just. Invalidated everyday. Once mom dies there's nobody to protect me from them, nobody to stop them from doing whatever they want to do with me. I'll be completely defenseless. I'll be alone again. I don't want to go back. That place is cold. It's. I don't wanna go back I'll lose not only myself but every friend I made. Everything I've fought for will be gone. Noah, Shadow, my apartment, everything will be gone. I'm scared. I don't wanna go back. My uncle is forcing me to call him too, he told me he's not gonna bring me food unless I call him. I can't call him. I don't want to call him. I. I'm scared. I don't know what to do. I don't know who to turn to. I just don't know. I'm scared. Please. Please someone. Help me. Please help me, I'm so scared. I don't. Just. Someone please save me. I don't wanna be here anymore.

[psych2go]

Read More Here: 9 Unhealthy Behaviors Adults Have After Going Through  Childhood Trauma - Psych2Go

[anxietyproblem]

[illinicoise]

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

[spn-fandom-breathing-heavily]

not even risking that shit

[codyslipring-deactivated2015060]

scrolled past this, re-evaluated my life, then SCROOOLLLED back up and hit the damn reblog button. 

[isamaegreenleaf]

Last comment same thing. Sorry to the next person who sees this. I just can’t risk it. I have things I need to do before my life becomes hell. Lol

[nnfirnid]

man i fucking hate yall who tf put this up knowing damn well we all gonna reblog it im heated im really sick af bout this 

[modelinterrupted]

I don’t play that shit lol sorry

[latenightsugar]

WHyyyy

[badgyal-k-deactivated20190901]

Sorry everyone

[just-jay25]

If only if only the woodpecker sighs the bark on the tree was as soft as the sky why the wolf waits below hungry and lonely he cries to the moon if only if only

[kixgbear]

Shiddd

[angiebkxo-deactivated20180626]

this post followed me to Facebook and im sooo annoyed!

[manynamedshe]

It’s been a MINUTE since I’ve seen Madame Zeroni, fr fr

[glamhoeour-deactivated20251207]

I HATE TUMBLR FKKKK SAKES

LMAOOOO

[venusians]

Not tryna fuck up any of my planetary Returns~

[edge-of-great]

One time I didn’t and I was broke for like a month but the next time I seen it I rebloged it and a bitch just got 500 out the blue and a 20 gift card

[estradiol]

*parent voice* what do you mean you’re actually insecure about the features i’ve mercilessly teased you over for years? you feel things? lol ok

[distinctiveanxiety]

...

[famicom]

[distinctiveanxiety]

Cool.

[theselfcarelifestyle]

Remember that it’s natural to experience a heightened sense of mistrust and anxiety after a traumatic relationship or experience. You are not paranoid. This is a natural part of your journey and you will slowly learn to trust again.

[hetaces]

This post came across my dash and I had a Feeling so I made things.

top right corner is an aro flag redesign, middle left is a new lesbian flag

@biggest-gaudiest-patronuses

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

THEY’RE ALL SO BEAUTIFUL!!!

[teaparty-with-themis]

Found my new phone background 💖💜💙

[hetaces]

When I’m on a computer I can make some with phone background proportions if you’d like?

[fuckyeahasexual]

I can't vote because I can't get a ride and it's making me feel super horrible since people really want me to vote and I kinda wanna cry

Oh no! Do any of these help? (Text version here)

[bard-llama]

I also recommend calling your state party headquarters. I know in many states, the state democratic parties are organizing canvasses and rides to the polls. Alternatively, you can call the campaign headquarters for a candidate you’d like to vote for and see if they have a recommendation - many campaigns (at the state and federal level, at least), have volunteers offering constituents rides to the polls.

[fuckyeahasexual]

Thank you Voyager staff :)

[meradorm-archive-deactivated202]

You can use Paypal with Uber, if a couple of people need a ride I can send some money

[fuckyeahasexual]

At least three people in the comments said they’d reimbursed anyone who still can’t afford it or can’t find a campaign office who set anything up. If you’re legally allowed vote! Several states allow on-site registration even!

[distinctiveanxiety]

Welp there goes my good mood.

[grungegoths]

Seeing people dedicate entire discourse blogs to harass,bully and make fun of ace people in 2018

[distinctiveanxiety]

And this is why I never go outside or into politics.

[distinctiveanxiety]

Anyone have that feeling of being watched when you know there's nobody there? Me too.

[distinctiveanxiety]

"Promotion. I guess. Meh."