the world feels shattering, i couldn't think then i cannot still think now, my neurons have stopped firing, the moon has disappeared, the sky is dark, they are no more stars, the waves have returned back to the sea, the seas are calm, the light doesn't shine on the ocean anymore, the light has been swept by a huge dark hole, is it the same? my heart screams into an oblivion with each beat, yours and mine combined. maybe im drowning, i do not try to come to the shore, for if i do, you will be waiting there for me, and i cannot look into your eyes without wanting to kiss your face with no breath, without leaping into a hug of faith, i cannot take, i must be swept away into the sea, where the seas are calm and do not resist in a chaos of return, where the moon disappeared because darling you were the moon, the sunlight doesn't dance on the water anymore because it cannot compare with the cacophony of your eyes,the stars are not lit because you took away the light, maybe i am drowning, maybe i want to drown