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pup/he

[dosmuitos]

intro post wooh hoooo finally jesus fuck

we are the Paranormal Files or otherwise the Cosmocoza Divinity System. We prefer terms "society", "headmates" (or "parts") when referring to us, but we do not mind at all and do not expect you to refer to us like that all the time. Do not refer to us as "plural". We tolerate "multiple", and don't mind being referred to as "pwCDD". Best bet is to just refer to us with our system name or collective name (Dez/Juun/Buck)

We use I/we interchangeably, although we will use I/me more often (we are using we/us for the intro for consistency). When referring to us with pronouns, we don't mind you using any pronouns on us, although our "main" ones would be he, pup, and they.

We are (currently) a minor bodily, asian, and a (assumably) CDD system. We are suspected to be an OSDD1 system in specific. We are not diagnosed, but has been to therapy and counselling and has been suspected by professionals. We have also done extensive research (for roughly almost 6 years now?) on the matter to be able to make inferences.

We are professionally recognised and have been advised for medication for ADHD (although we are still not on to actually wait for a diagnosis for better confirmation to avoid anything negative). We have been suspected by professional and other neurodivergent people to have ASD, and also BPD. So, please interact with caution and/or care!

We won't usually showcase who's talking in our posts- or fronters, or whatever. We doubt it will affect any of your experiences on here.

There's a lot more to us that I won't share in this specific post. If it comes, it comes. This is purely a system introduction.

We do not really believe in a DNI list as for both parties, a block button works better in both favours, and we can go on with our day. However, we will still list our list and stances below for the sake of others curating their experiences on this app. That is not an invitation for harassment towards us or to "educate". We firmly believe in our stances, and if we were to ever change it, it will be on our own research and terms. Thank you.

we ask that people fitting these descriptions do NOT interact with us: transID, nontraumagenic "systems", polyminds, RPF (or any parasocial equivalent to real people), harmful paras, factkins, fakeclaiming, true crime community, radqueer, SH/ED blogs, Pro/Dark shippers.

"good faith labels", while we get SOME of it (those in the context of intersex terms like afab transwoman, amab transmasc, sapphillean, etc.), those that claim themself to be "lesbian boys" or "gay bisexual" (not to be confused with gay biROMANTIC, that is possible, or vice versa homoromantic bisexual), please do not interact with us. neutral on "closed symbols". closed culture do exist, but if it does, it would NOT be well known in the real world let alone social media. Japanese, Korean, Chinese, etc, are NOT closed. If it was, you would not be able to access mangas, anime, or anything in the language legally in general. A teenager using symbols to decorate their social media or using a name that they like and understood the meaning of is NOT cultural appropiation unless done EXPLICITLY to mock the culture. As an oppressed minority (yes hello, fully asian, again.), there are MUCH WORSE one can do out there that **we** have experienced partially of. this whole thing is GENUINELY watered down and has been a chronically online thing for so long it's disgusting how people, WHITE PEOPLE mind you, are gatekeeping others culture before going into public, asking around. Would it be weird if a white person use a Viet name in a non-standard context? Yeah, a little. Is it immoral or illegal?? NO! Please go touch grass.

If you wish for me to clarify about the DNI, please feel free to RESPECTFULLY in my asks. Stay anon if you need to (it's preferred actually). Again, that is not an invitation to "I don't get it, why [discourse rant]". It is ONLY an invitation to "Hey, I saw [dni] in your list, and if I [description], do i fit it?". If that's the case then I will happily clarify.

refer to this link for more about dni informations:

[anti-willo-hannibal]

Oh this is gold.

You are not a system. You are claiming to be one in a way that defies science. Using “system” in quotation marks is perfectly accurate.

You do not belong in system spaces because you are not a system. The word system is a CDD term. You do not have a CDD. This does not mean we are disgusted by you. Some people are, sure. I am. But that’s not because you claim to be endogenic, that’s because of my personality disorders and trauma giving me an aversion to people in general.

And I highly doubt most people are disgusted by you for claiming to be endogenic. Likely, it’ll be your actions. The endogenic “community” (if you can even call it that, as it started as a hate group) spreads blatant medical misinformation, not to mention, it furthers stigma and ableism. That’s what people are likely to be disgusted by, because being disgusted by bigotry is normal. Expected and respected, even. As it should be.

[anti-willo-hannibal]

I find this kind of mindset incredibly ugly.

You are saying that you want to run a hate campaign against trauma survivors. That you want people to be hateful and aggressive to trauma survivors.

You think it’s justified to be told to commit suicide just because we have a different opinion than you do? Trauma survivors are highly likely to be suicidal. This can and will cost someone their life. You are directly contributing to suicide rates by saying this, and I hope you know that and feel the full weight of this every day.

Hate, harassment and death threats are never okay. Not towards anti endos, not towards endos and pro endos, not towards radqueers, nobody.

This is truly a disgusting thing to say. I have no words for how absolutely vile this is. Get help. Speak to a therapist about this instead of spreading this vitriol on the internet. Diaries exist for a reason, invest in one.

[spacetransportationsystem]

endos grooming young systems to think they dont have trauma because they split an alter without major trauma happening right beforehand despite not needing significant trauma to split once youve developed a cdd

refusing to let you process trauma resulting in a strained mental health and extra roadblocks to recovery is dangerous especially in younger people. endos arent harmless. stop saying they are. endo neutral is also ableist

[antiendoventing]

I think some (keyword some) endo-neutrals are actually anti-endo but just don't wanna say that in fear of harassment. And honestly.. I don't entirely blame them. Endo-neus are always a group I interact with very cautiously cause a lot of them seem to just be pro-endos in disguise, but I've also literally seen blogs drop off the face of the internet overnight due to how heavily they get harassed for being open about being anti-endo

I think for some anti-endos the neutral label is just "safer", but it's hard to trust that any given endo-neu will have the random, slim chance of being on our side. It's kinda why a rule for me is "neutrals can interact only if they don't bring in syscourse/try to 'educate' me on endo systems". It's not the most efficient, but it's the best way I can think of to address such a huge grey area

That's fair, i'm sure there are some who either say they're pro-endo (but aren't actually pro-endo, and are just saying it because they're scared of getting harrassed), or say they're endo neutral and aren;t for the aforementioned reasons.

People are afraid to speak up against ableism, but i don't blame them for it, because endo's are so fucking predatory, and violent towards ANYONE who voices a modicum of disagreement (they're not beating the hate group allegations clearly).

Firecracker (she/her)

[anti-willo-l]

the way anons are treating sysfreak-official is disgusting rn. sophie in wonderland is sexualizing a whole community of pwcdds and pro endos are pressed abt sysfreak using plural tags once?

why is my dash full of anons from sysfreak about using plural tags to send the message that minors shouldnt be sexualized? why are they acting like vamp is the problem when sophie is making these posts? why is saying mentally ill children shouldnt be sexualized WORSE than saying all members of a community focused on disability are masochists?

if you're an endo reading this:

you need to rethink who you're supporting and harassing. if you'd rather confront someone over using a tag than confront another person for sexualizing disabled strangers, your perspective is severely fucked up and warped

[fiirstaid]

stop trying to convince pwdid/osdd that formed because of oea that they're willogenic

[antiwilloclergy]

hi tcc pls dni

[avi-mation]

Earth’s Scapegoat and her Sacrificial Lamb

[anti-willo-stu-macher]

hey uh... If you think DID or having a system is an identity please educate yourself and literally just shut the fuck up..?

It's not an identity... It's a mental disorder... You cannot chose to use the term "DID" or "OSDD" or "P-DID" or "System" to describe yourself... It's there and you cannot change it... You can't just say, like, "yeah, I identify as a system!" Cause that's saying "I don't know shit about DID, I heard about it through tiktok or tumblr and decided people in my head is cutesy and quirky!"

LITERALLY JUST LARP?? (And for you chronically online losers, larp actually means live action roleplay) IT'S NOT THAT HARD?? JOIN A DND CAMPAIGN?? ASK YOUR FRIENDS TO DO A FANDOM ROLEPLAY WITH YOU??

Genuinely it's not that hard. We larp sometimes because we're in a dnd campaign. That's how it works... Literally just ask your friends if they wanna do a fandom larp...

STOP FAKING SYSTEMHOOD IS ABLEIST AND HARMFUL GUHHHHH

And PLEASE stop using the term "larp" as a way to say someone is a poser... PLEASE JUST GO BACK TO USING LANGUAGE RIGHT IT'S NOT THAT HARD TO SAY POSER- 😭😭

[alphajn]

Little buggers

[pupabbot]

endogenic “systems” gross me out so bad and their existence is a mockery to everything i and everyone else who has this disorder was put through to develop it

[komaedespairs]

me & that one alter in cofront who’s a bit too Freaky™

[anti-proship-sans]

when i read through proshipper arguments, there's one thing that really pisses me off

"you mean DARKSHIPPING not PROSHIPPING!! proshipping just means anti-harrassment!!" (paraphrased)

and yes, on a base level -- they are right. if you look at their definitions, proshipping is different from darkshipping.

however.

definitions change over time, and i feel (emphasis on feel; this is just a hypothesis of mine) this is incredibly evident with the term "proshipping" as it is today as a whole.

its so hard to tell when someone means "proshipping" in an anti-harrassment way or a "i think romanticizing abusive/incestual/pedophilic ships is fun and okay :333" way. the line between darkshipping and proshipping has gotten so blurred from what i've observed.

which is a part of the reason i cannot support them. willingly aligning yourself w/ people who romanticize abusive ships -- even if that isn't the entirety of the community -- is not good, actually. sure, you could say the same about anti-proshippers and how they "align" themselves with ppl who actually DO harrass people. however, i feel like anti-proshippers do fairly well at condemning active harrassment from other antis when it comes to light. we sure as hell could be better, though. but of course, its much harder to do so than it seems.

[sysfreak-official]

get the FUCK out of the sysfreak tag if youre using it on posts sexualizing mentally ill minors. you know who you fucking are.

[blacksysculture]

Small PSA!

I’ve been made aware by an acquaintance of mine (not naming just to be safe, but they’re also currently inactive either way), that there are blogs who are going around targeting and harassing systems of color. They’ve also emphasized that this is especially happening to newer blogs, so if you’re just starting a poc centered blog, or have a blog that you’re open about your ethnicity for, please be careful! Here are the two blogs that they specifically named. BLOCK. DO NOT HARRASS. I’m sharing this so you all can BLOCK them, let’s all stay civil. If you know of any other blogs who are actively harrassing others, let me know!:

Sysmedsaresexist

Sophieinwonderland

Again, please don’t go harassing them. I’ve also heard a fair amount of tales about both of these blogs so just steer clear of them regardless.

On the topic of poc awareness, that same acquaintance has also made a masterlist of black resources! Give it a look over when you get the chance. You can tell they spent a shit ton of time on it, and I forever appreciate them for taking the time to make it <3

I’ll also be putting it in my pinned post so it’ll always be easily accessible.

Black Masterlist of resources

[blacksysculture]

Small PSA!

I’ve been made aware by an acquaintance of mine (not naming just to be safe, but they’re also currently inactive either way), that there are blogs who are going around targeting and harassing systems of color. They’ve also emphasized that this is especially happening to newer blogs, so if you’re just starting a poc centered blog, or have a blog that you’re open about your ethnicity for, please be careful! Here are the two blogs that they specifically named. BLOCK. DO NOT HARRASS. I’m sharing this so you all can BLOCK them, let’s all stay civil. If you know of any other blogs who are actively harrassing others, let me know!:

Sysmedsaresexist

Sophieinwonderland

Again, please don’t go harassing them. I’ve also heard a fair amount of tales about both of these blogs so just steer clear of them regardless.

On the topic of poc awareness, that same acquaintance has also made a masterlist of black resources! Give it a look over when you get the chance. You can tell they spent a shit ton of time on it, and I forever appreciate them for taking the time to make it <3

I’ll also be putting it in my pinned post so it’ll always be easily accessible.

Black Masterlist of resources