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Completed!!!!

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Spartan Race 2012 Tuxedo NY

This was one of the most exciting events I have ever been apart of.  We did a 4+ mile run up a mountain with 20 obstacles.  There were only two parts that were actually tough for me.  The mountain climb with a 40lb sandbag and the quarter mile mud crawl through sharp rocks and under barbed wire.  This was so much fun to be a part of.  I believe it was because of the people i was surrounded by.  My team was the biggest team in the event of 60+ spartans.  We wore either green shirts or bandanas around our necks.  Everyone was really chill, fun and supportive.  Most of us waited for eachother to finish certain obstacles so we can all go together.  This was just a great experience for me.   Training paid off, I could probably look a bit better without a shirt but I am fit enough to finish these races with minimum difficulty.  I'm also happy that I finished this race with my girlfriend.

And for those who say they can't do a race like this.  Its not about how physically strong you are, but on how mentally strong and willing you or to decide to finish.  Work, Sweat, Achieve.

:: pictures to be posted.

- Next Up: Warrior Dash - Windham, NY 8/11 

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Part Time Job!

I landed a part time job.  I get paid pretty well, but would be higher if it was in a higher facility.  Today I started my basic training and first day of orientation.  Got my picture taken for my ID card and took a CPR/AED and First Aid class.  Started at nine A.M. and ended around 4pm.  Not bad, and I get paid for sitting in these classes.  I learned a little bit about what my responsibilities and how the facility I will be working at is ran, and it seems like it will be a good start for me.  Get some experience under my belt and move from there.  This is only the beginning on my road to success.

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Job Searching.

Job Searching is doo doo.  I have a bachelors degree in a certain science.  I've had interviews with the place I want to work and that pays the best and now i'm just waiting for the call.  I interview pretty well, but now its just a patience game.  I want to wait but at the same time I am currently living at home with my parents.  I want to help around the house and make some money, so the dilemma i'm in is if I should grab a part time job in my "certain science" field.  I see a few and even asked a couple of my friends for help.  Welp, they say patience is a virtue.

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I hope this summer is going to be good as last summer :]

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ready for bed.

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The start of sleeving my left leg.

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Slept in all day... after a long....

day of studying and then a long night of drinking.  I didn't even want to drink that much last night.  I stopped by to get a beer, but then ended up having multiple shots of soju and jamo.  

So today, i wasn't hung over, just really tired.  So i just sat around watched football all day.  Wasn't productive at all, but atleast i'm well rested for the week.  So i'm hoping i can wake up in a few hours and head to the gym.  Then study all day... then go back to the gym.  LETS GET IT!

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Tonight...

Was an epic night... chillin at the local bar where i'm a frequent flyer.  Most people know me there and i know most the people that come by.  Its always a good time.  Spending time with people i like always puts a smile on my face.  Me and my boy are now the last ones left of our crew without girlfriends. (team forever alone)  Its not that we can't get girls.  We've both had numerous girlfriends, but it just so happens now all of our closest friends have girls now.  So we're the only ones left to live the single life.  It's hard times but it's also a learning experience.

btw: i'm still kind of tipsy from the night of drinking

i digress, but heres what happens.  Yes, i drank a bit too much at the bar and of course i get a text message which leads me to drunk text even more people because i just so happened to notice how awesome texting is when i am drunk.  It's an addiction.  So i go on and on. Texting girls, of course one of the girls i text is the one i like and the other million girls i text are just regular girls. 

So of course, the ones that text me back are the regulars.  Girls that actually give me the time of day, and flirt with me.  While the girl i like or "crushing" on right now doesnt reply to anything.   What i'm getting at is that why is it that the girl you're into, isn't into you. And the girls you aren't into are super into you.  It totally blows my mind, how sometime the world just isn't meant to go your way.  

And I'm at the bar, and one of the other girl's i'm chilling with is hammered and starts confessing her love for me.  Yeah i know, drunk talk are sober thoughts.... but this is a girl that went out with one of my new now good friends, and also has a history with one of my closer friends that i've known since birth.  And to be honest, i have few rules about girls, but one of the top rules is that "never do anything with a girl that has a history with one of your boys."  Its a bro code that i will never break.  I don't know whats wrong with with the world today, but as of right now.... atleast for my social/love life it isn't going to smoothly.

Brian -out- 

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I want to take a nice girl out on a really nice date.

a real date. Haven't done that one in a while.  Actually wine and dine a girl.  

But the problem is... i can't seem to find a girl worth the time.  Idk, if i'm being too picky or the girls i'm trying to talk to or talking to are the type of girl worthy of a relationship. 

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i totally forgot about this blog.

So heres an update: i got my leg sleeve tattoo started.

I met a few girls... one I am actually interested in.  She just got out of a break up... and i know if you want to get at a girl that just got out of a breakup you have to move quickly.  So i tried, i was very direct i wanted to see her get lunch.  Nothing too serious to scare her off and nothing too shy that she could possibly decline.  I invited her out a few times, she didnt give me a definite answer of a yes or no.  But i went anyways because it was to a starbucks to study.  She didnt show up.  I wasn't down or anything, but i did feel a bit empty?  I felt like i was being stood up without being stood up.  Idk if that makes sense but lets keep rolling.

Oh yeah you must be asking where did i meet her?  The answer is at my friends girlfriend's birthday get together in a bar.  (Yeah, you know i dont like picking up girls from bars anymore, dont judge me).  She looked super cute in a white tube top and a black cardigan on.  She has wavy black hair with fair skin and freckles.  And i was pretty sure i saw her eyeing me the whole time.  The downfall for me was... i just came from the gym, didnt expect anyone i wanted to actually meet be there.  So i did a little axe spray shower before i went.  I looked good but i definitely wasn't looking my best.  The eagles-bears game was on as well and a lot of my attention was on the TV's, yeah stupid move.  So actually, I didn't even meet her at the get together.  Right as when i was going to introduce myself, they were all saying bye to one another because this was a school night. 

So the next day, i did something i'm not too proud of.  I searched for pictures of the night before and hoping that she would be tagged in them.  Yes, I facebook stalked her without even finding out her name.  Super creepy. But i did find it, i sent her a little message introducing myself and she sent one back.  A few messages later i got her number and i thought i could get the ball rolling from there.  

She's one of those girls that doesn't text back quite often.  Well I lied, sometimes she does and other times it may take 12 hours to respond.  And I won't lie.  3/10 girls are like that for me and of the three, two of them usually don't escalate from the texting phase.

So, of course I flirted with her and was very direct as stated.  But no bite.  It's about time to move to the next one.  But for some reason, I don't want to stop trying.  Even though I see the Ex that she recently broke up with is writing on her FB wall again.  I just see very good qualities in her, and even if it doesn't escalate to a girlfriend/boyfriend status.  I want to get to know her.  Even if I fail to get the ultimate goal of a "relationship", I would love to have her as a friend, considering I need more friends that are girls nowadays.

So I sit here confused yet very clear.  Confused about continuing to pursue this girl, and very clear that I have other engagements I need to finish before I put 100% of myself into anything else.

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partying and freeloading. SUBSCrIBE to ME ON YOUTUBE PLEASE!

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Me and My brother in Europe!

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I've been

traveling all over europe with my family and it has been nothing but a pleasure having people that care about each other equally.  It truly has been a blessing to spend this much time with my brother and my parents because they have a busy work schedule and somehow all were able to take 3 weeks off at the same time.  They are always able to put a smile on my face.  We traveled to Spain, italy, greece and turkey.  Currently we are in portugal and taking in the sites.  <3

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Failed my board exam. I feel like i just went through an emotional breakup.

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"i miss you with all my heart, but i'd rather be alone."

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... feeling a bit depressed after opening the box where i keep all my ex's stuff.