Tongue-tied today, Expressive tomorrow

wanderer | empath | dreamer | moonchild

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Yes, I’m alive. Yet, I’m lost in pain.

Mae, lost in pain

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And I feel as though I’m fighting for a lost cause.

Mae, lost cause

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I wish it was that easy to love parts of me that no else would.

Mae, parts

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We took the plunge and yet, you let me drown.

Mae, plunge

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Why do you keep your love so hard to hold on to?

Mae, why so?

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I’d rather have you leave than make you stay for all the wrong reasons.

Mae, leave if you must

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And then, I realized that I was just in love with the idea of what could have been us.

Mae, idea of us

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I think I have grown immune to the pain of letting go.

Mae, immunity

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Sometimes, the very act of pretending hurts more than the actual pain.

Mae, pretend

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You need to believe in love even when it seems to be the hardest thing to find.

Mae, you need to

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Isn't it ironic how the world knows that I'm in love with you, except you.

Mae, you have no idea

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I will love with a love that is enough and more for the two of us.

Mae, for us

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I like how both of us are misfits who doesn’t need to conform on other people’s standard of love.

Mae, misfits

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Her mind was hardly ever silent.

Mae, inner chaos

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I was drowning and you just stared expecting me to learn how to swim.

Mae, drowned

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You can't love me. It was the truth and I knew that. But having you lay it out like that makes it more black and white that it already is.

Mae, black and white

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I’ve long stopped trying to make sense of this love.

Mae, no sense