btw happy pride month shifters, especially the ones who feels oppressed by etiquette (that is me)
I wish for every queer shifter and ally the best life and self identity <33 đłïžâđ
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btw happy pride month shifters, especially the ones who feels oppressed by etiquette (that is me)
I wish for every queer shifter and ally the best life and self identity <33 đłïžâđ
Shifting tag game !! â>
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Love Alarm, by @saintnyneve
ty for the tag -`âĄÂŽ- and ft my Mha dr!! LOT OF YAPPING BTW, i really need to shift omg
0:00 âą i wannabe me me me; what's one thing you love about yourself in your dr? if you were to go on a solo date, where would you take yourself?
Thatâs already a difficult one, growing up i had troubles loving anything about myself but since i decided to be a hero i realized how much i love my resilience. When things got hard, i never left what truly made me happy; dancing, going for a park stroll, learning guitar, following the ambition of becoming a hero. Those tiny things never left my soul. And if i were to go on a solo date i would take myself on a park after grabbing a drink, in complete silence to reconnect with what i though i lost but i can see in the sky
1:11 âą stars love to gossip; which two people would you love to see in a relationship? what do you like about them? will you try and get them together?
Now thatâs an easy one, Ojiro and Toru. Girlie pop been having a crush on him since they met, everytime we pass by 1B she NEEDS to have a tiny peek of him (yes in my dr heâs in 1-B) or randomly say âHELLO!!â. He doesnât seem to mind, iâd rather say heâs âright where he wants to beâ but we donât know much of each other so i canât say for sure. And thatâs why i would probably leave them alone on purpose but could do nothing more to get them together. + I feel like Toru needs that kind of calm energy Ojiro vibrates, and i feel like deep inside he might be just like her soo, they def look so cute together !
3:33 âą love is sour grapes; people we love all have some habits we don't like, what habit of your loved one(s) do you not like?
UhmâŠuhmmmmâŠ.its not like i have no idea but in my mind itâs not something i donât like about him but rather something i tolerate and i donât mind to do so. Sometimes Eiji (s/o reveal btw) can worry too much, he doesnât feel overly protective but it does make me feel like it might be my fault heâs feeling a certain way. I know itâs not like that, and i am 100% the same but i donât show it as much. It just means we had it hard and have hard times growing into an healthy environment or healthy mind, so i just see his part and understand him. In the end we always did that to each other <3
4:44 âą cooler than any movie or drama; which moment (s) in your dr feel like straight out of a movie/drama? do you have a lot of cliches in your dr?
Genuinely no idea for this one, i donât believe i have lot of cliches in my dr + i barley know anything iâm gonna do. Everything i say about my dr as of now are all things that i deeply feel like are real, my intuition just says âyeah thatâs rightâ and i put it into words. I guess the only drama moment i might have had is my quirk awakening while i battled a nomu
5:55 âą a look from three worlds; what kind of romantic love story do you have? slow burn or fast paced? if you don't have one, what is one physical thing that makes you stand out in a crowd?
SLOW BURN. But can you blame us? Everything that happens during the first year in UA makes it VERY HARD, we barely have time to recover from an attack and we have another one or and exam or simply personal worries. I donât feel like i couldâve concentrate on a love life in that situation, but because it was inevitable some things still happened before and after we knew about our feelings and it transformed into a slow burn
11:11 âą hundred percent attendance; who's someone who always shows up for you? someone you'd go to when you don't feel well?
Definitely Mina, everytime i think i need time alone she reminds me i donât and she makes it OUR time alone. Toru is the same but instead of directly coming to me she makes it an invisibile yet proper matter and makes sure i know i donât have to feel down alone. Plus we always show up for each others winning times âĄ
12:12 - they say it's as sweet as a candy, what is love? ; what does love mean to you?
Iâm skipping this question, because i feel like i still need to live something before i answer it. I donât want it to feel empty so i rather leave it blank till i have the best answer
THIS WAS AN HEALING TIME FOR ME, i love my dr sm lately iâm feeling so disconnected from both my realities yet so united to what i am and what i know. Thatâs a complicate use of words but i genuinely canât really describe how i feel
ANYWAY!! no pressure tags: @emisasakii @dia-shifts @lucylee-99 @ineshifts @smallbutcertain @everlastingwishh
âË⥠â Who's more likely?
Answer the questions below with your drself and another person from your dr!
Who's more likely to be good at acting?
Who's more likely to spend money on games?
Who's more likely to buy groceries that they have at home?
Who's more likely to win the lottery?
Who's more likely to have more than one group of friends?
Who's more likely to use sarcasm as humor?
Who's more likely to feed stray animals on the street?
Who's more likely to blow up the house?
Who's more likely to ragebait kids on games?
Who's more likely to buy merch?
Who's more likely to be worldwide famous?
Who's more likely to buy gifts for the other?
Who's more likely to embarrass themselves in public?
Who's more likely to trick rather than treat?
Who's more likely to believe in santa?
no pressure tags: @namiversee @drrreamingstate @ryanmirae @pweewee @ana-v0id @deadmanstomb @kxienverse @ineshifts @croqaderi @bloopiebooboobah @muerdida + anyone who wants to!!!! don't be shy guys we all shifters here!
THIS IS SO FUN, had a VERY bad day so iâm connecting with my dr. Iâm doing this with me and class 1A ! (MHA)
- Whoâs more likely to be good at acting? AOYAMA, no explanation needed
- Whoâs more likely to spend money on games? Kaminari, broâs the type to complain about having no money and then spending it on games
-Whoâs more likely to buy groceries that they have at home? Sato, man CANT run out of stuff to cook
- Whoâs more likely to win the lottery? ME!!, no context, i just know
- Whoâs more likely to have more than one group of friends? Me and Hitoshi, me because i love everyone and hitoshi because he gets dragged by everyone and he just accepts it
- Whoâs more likely to use sarcasm as humor? Sero and Tsuyu, my ragebaiting babes
- Whoâs more likely to feed stray animals on the streets? OCHAKO!! sheâs a sweetheart
- Whoâs more likely to blow up the house? Bakugo. Do i need to explain?
- Whoâs more likely to ragebait kids on games? Shoto, just trust me on this one.
- Whoâs more likely to buy merch? DEKU AND EIJIRO. Again, do i need to explain?
- Whoâs more likely to be worldwide famous? Kyoka, sheâs the coolest
- Whoâs more likely to buy gifts for the other? Yaomomo, sweetheart pt2
- Whoâs more likely to embarrass themselves in public? Honestly this oneâs hard but iâll go with Mineta, everything he does itâs embarassing imagine getting dragged in public by seroâs tape because youâre being an asshole
- Whoâs more likely to trick rather than treat? Sero, he does NOT play about being annoying
- Whoâs more likely to believe in santa? Me and Shoto, shoto would believe in it without caring and i would have my own very logical theory (i genuinely have one)
by @emisasakii (give me your response too if you want!)
no pressure tag; @saintnyneve @everlastingwishh and absolutely @dia-shifts because sheâs a pro at this things (iâm gonna do your games too, sooner or laterâŠ)
i need to shift to beastars so bad, i miss everything about it, i literally slurped the anime as soon as i started it and now iâm nostalgic oh goodness, i needed to tell this to someone so if any beastars shifters exists please follow me đđ
"Shifting is guaranteed, shifting is inevitable" is my favorite affirmation. Like, YES. I didnât shift last night? Thatâs okay, because shifting is inevitable and Iâll do it anyway.
HII IâVE BEEN SO INACTIVE OMG iâm so sorry for all my chats and i miss reading my moots postđđ Canât wait for summer holidays to come, btw iâm still always shifting.
Came here to drop some motivation bc it really feels like iâm dead + everyone needs some shifting boost!!
Shifting is inevitable, never forget that. Your higher self must have a reason for you to still ânot be shfitingâ the way you desire (bc we always shift.) and itâs okay to not know that reason. Youâre not waiting for the click, youâre embracing the present moment, embracing the full experience of living in every universe deep within you. Shifting found you for a reason âșâ§âË àœàœČââ±âàœàŸ Ëââ§âș
Every time I think I shifted to a parallel universe my mind convinces me itâs always been like this and I start doubting everything and it genuinely drives me insane help
Void state experience
(and how beautiful it is to be in one)
HII, Kiki here again to yap about my last craziest experience with shifting and the void state. Itâs everything iâve been thinking about because of how i perceived myself during that state.
it starts very boringly and simple:
- i go to sleep
- i get aware of whateverâs happening inside my head
- i get lucid in what probably started as a dream
-i get in the void state.
SoâŠhow does the void state feel like?
I canât recall very clearly everything that happened because this got place maybe two weeks ago or at least more than one, but i didnât have time to write about it as soon as it happened.
BUT i do remember VERY CLEARLY how the void state felt:
My body as if it didnât exists anymore (so i wasnât really feeling my body sleeping like i do during lucid dreams) and i was literally floating in the nothingness.
No directions, no imaginations, no ego, no time, literally the void.
And i do have to take the time mentioning that itâs just so beautiful being in a state where nothing matters.
For the very first moments i was very much in peace. That is until i realised the state i was in and i tried to lock in for shifting without forcing myself to and without making it a big deal. Because then the ego would kick in and the void would be âruinedâ. And i just KNOW something was changing, as i was probably affirming. I donât even know how to explain it but something was different since i intended to shift. I was still in the void and i believe maybe i was travelling in the void, or i most definitely was shifting. Shifting in an aware state perhaps.
And then i felt it again: THE FEAR. I was fearing shifting again while being in the best state to do it. I already mentioned this in another post but when iâm in the void state and I KNOW iâm shifting or i have ZERO DOUBTS that is happening, the ego just get inside and makes me afraid of the change.
To put it more simply: itâs as if iâm inside a plane and the plane finally started flying. Meaning it will get me where i want to. But as soon as it flies, as soon as i realise the plane will get me somewhere, i get scared. But Iâm mostly scared of flying, iâm not that much scared of where itâs heading to. Except in planes you canât control if youâre about to fly or not and in my experience i did, i controlled the âflyâ and just tried stopped it.
Of course i realised i was being afraid and to not let myself slip out of the void or at least lucid state i just started spinning to calm myselfâŠyes the very fun spinning most of us do when in the voidâŠI probably intended to shift again after that but couldnt feel the same thing as before. Until i fell asleep.
But i knew shifting doesnt need to be felt for me to know itâs happening, so i just let it go because itâs gonna happen anyway.
Damn i really do love this experience thoâŠwe really are NOT our bodies. Because suddenly i donât have an automatic persona on like the person i perceive myself as in this reality, or in any of my drs. Iâm just me, iâm just awareness. And even if i got scared in the end i think of this as a successful experience because it just made me realise yet again how much the 3d doesnt matter.
Hope this was helpful or motivational for anyone!!! Have a great day/night, iâll come back with more story times to engage ê©
WHEN THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN??? OMG?? 113 FOLLOWERS AND 2000 LIKES ON MY FAV POST đđđ Idk i feel so grateful even if itâs not much. I already talked about it sometime ago but iâm so happy to have this blog, itâs literally a personal diary for me and iâm so happy i reached other people to share this feeling with because when i feel down i can just interact with moots and shifters or simply re-read my own posts and be like âoh i wrote that??â ANYWAY ENOUGH YAPPING, i remembered i have a crazy void/almost shifting (if not SHIFTING itself) story that i completely forgot to talk about maybe i will when i have time ily
Reblog game!!
Rules - Answer the shifting themed question and then ask a new one for the next person to answer :)
First question:
What was your first dr and do you still shift there?
My answer: Golden Trio DR (yep, very basic), I have a very different version now (and it's not on top of the list)
Next question: What is the most niche DR you have? Maybe some interesting crossover or original DR?
@snowangelslibrary (I know you have a lot, so share some) @c0smologyshifts , @serenvious đ·
thank you for tagging me , love !!
answer : my royalty x superpower dr !!! itâs def my most niche dr , as i foresaw it through divine intervention ( a dream ) .
next question(s) : which reality do you currently shift to ? what is something you are looking forward to doing / seeing ?
đ·ïž : @fleurrdior , @littlsoleil , @thatmysticalshifter , @kuunio , @tadaffied , @wwaidyyjxco , @thecloverrpatch , @saintnyneve , @ohsxxnta , @miainbetween , @musefied .
thank you for tagging me pretty pretty!!
answer: my lovergirl dr!! it's basically my better cr but with significant childhood changes!! i'm looking forward to be a kid the proper way and travel a lot!!
next question: how would you describe yourself & your favorite person in your dr in three words?
no pressure tags : @linasdreamnotes , @maricorez , @tadaffied , @luxange , @staroftheseaa , @easyboyrecliner
Thanks smmm for the tag!!
Answer: My favorite person, of course, is my lovely s/o Regulus !! The three words I'd use to describe us is probably: elysian, tender, anddd star-crossed. (I tried to be creative with this one lol)
Question: What is your most favorite thing about your s/o?? Is there something they specifically do that you absolutley ADORE?
thank you for the tag junie <3
answer : honestly i think my favourite thing about hobie is just ... him being himself . which is like possibly the corniest answer ever ,,, but it's just him . hobie in his entirety is my favourite part of him . and yeah sure i love him he's kind , and how he treats others , and how he respects my boundaries and space and is just like . the sweetest person ever and is constantly telling me he loves me ( cos gods know i need the reassurance ) but at the end of the day , it's just him !
question ( s ) : what are some of your favourite things to do in your dr ? and who do you love to do it with ?
no pressure tags : @tadaffied @vampireprinceshifts @sireneptune @dizzydotcom ++ open !
Tysm 4 the tags Serena,Nyneve, Elie and Rowan !!
. âč Answer :
Exploring new places has always been a source of joy for me like in less eloquent terms, I feel this sort of exhilarating high whenever I come across unknown terrain like yay more areas to explore and record in my sparkly pink lace studded diary yippee!! And scrapbooking, I absolutely adore scrapbooking it just a great way for me to unwind after a busy day out in the open.
For both activities, bonus points if either Venti or Furina's doing them with me.
question : Do you have any special items or places that mean a lot to you, why and what significance does it hold in your life?
npt tags : @kuunio , @irregularrr7 , @myphilia , @fleurrdior , @gremlinsallaroundme , @easyboyrecliner , @wrensiastic , @dia-shifts, @dorothea-shifts , @ohsxxnta , @jigssawed + open tags !!
Ty for the tag!
I think a special item I have would be the necklace my grandmother gave me when I was born, I wear it all the time because it reminds me of her!
question: Is there something you are particularily excited to do when you get to you dr, what and why?
npt: @drrreamingstate + anyone who wants to
YAYAYAYA TY FOR THE TAG DEAR!!! Love the answer itâs so soft and sweet
Answer;
Something iâm probably the most excited to do in my dr is taking a big fat look at my bedroom and my sisterâs bedroom (which used to be mine when i was little). Why? Bc in this reality, at the big age of 18, i still donât have a personal bedroom. Not in a way âi share it with my sibilingâ, i literally never slept in a personal bedroom. I feel like this is very intimate but itâs weirdly the first thing i look up to when i shift, even if itâll not be weird since i always had it in my dr.
New question: Whatâs your favourite dr and why?If you donât have more than one: Whatâs your favourite thing about your dr and why?
no pressure tags: @ineshifts @smallbutcertain @saintnyneve @thecloverrpatch + anyone who wants to <3
Remember you already shifted, maybe you know you did maybe you donât, either way keep that in mind
how to train yourself out of âalmost, but not quiteâ in shifting.
so, if youâre someone who likes to shift while awake and you consistently find yourself at the phase where you know youâre shifting but reach a sort of blockade, this may help you.
first thing i want you to try is doing absolutely. nothing. when you reach that âthis is itâ moment, do not affirm. do not focus on your dr more. do not try to control your breathing.
when you do this, itâs just a form of micromanaging. micromanaging leads to observing which leads to you not letting go. in this zone, you want to let go of your control. i always say that surrendering is the last âstepâ when it comes to shifting and it is imperative that you learn it, so do nothing to the best of your ability.
second, i want you to acknowledge the moment. the state that youâre in. a simple acknowledgement. no extra excitement. no need to catastrophize the moment. just think âokay,â and move on.
when you get to this stage, itâs just your mind checking where you are. and you donât have to convince it of anything. you are allowed to just let that check pass over you.
now, this is the important part: the state that youâre in is either going to carry you into your dr or fade. and you have to allow your awareness that choice without trying to control it.
often times, we tense up in this pivotal moment because weâre scared of âlosing it.â but the thing thatâs so ironic about this state is that youâre almost guaranteed to âlose itâ if you try to control or navigate it. so the best way to pass this state and become fully aware of your dr is by facing the fear you have head on. itâs by letting go and saying âokay, iâm either gonna shift or this moment will pass but i refuse to get in my own way this time.â
as long as you continue to interfere in this state, you will never truly surrender to the shift.
you see, shifting is just like walking through a doorway. and youâve been treating the doorway like itâs fragile. like if you donât handle it perfectly, it disappears forever. and so, like clock work, whenever that pull moment happens, your mind goes into prevention mode to keep it stable. but prevention mode is just resistance disguised as management. and resistance is what keeps you here.
allowing yourself to remain neutral in this moment exposes your mindâand your nervous systemâto the idea that this fear isnât the end of the world. and once the fear of failing dissolves, the urgency dissolves. and once the urgency dissolves, the micromanaging dissolves. and once the micromanaging dissolves⊠youâll be able to shift without resistance.
in my opinion, itâs important to desensitize yourself to the fear of failure because !spoiler alert! this fear is the whole reason you even panic about âkeepingâ the pull/the symptoms in the first place! itâs the whole reason you tighten your grip. but through this small surrender exercise, you teach yourself that you are capable of handling âalmostâ and that you donât need to rescue yourself from the fear by self sabotaging the moment.
understand that the shifting doorway is not fragile. there is no correct way to handle it. and you donât need to intervene in the natural process in order to step through easily.
happy shifting. hope this helps.
not to be that person, but lucid dreaming has been proven by science. lets not go around and throw misinformation, mkay? :)
Hii!
i never said lucid dream isnt proven, i mean, everyone can do it and itâs common among people who get sleep paralysis. Which are all proven experiences.
I said it cant be FULLY EXPLAINED, science canât FULLY explain the human mind (like the dreams and the astral plane) or the energy particles that float in the space and might make all of our existence (its full of theories about it, but theories are just that. My point stands)
So i donât think iâm throwing misinformation, if i am iâd rather see actual evidence bc i, of course, can be wrong and iâd like to know more about it!!
HAPPY INTERNATIONAL WOMAN DAY, this day is so dear to me and I wish for every girl and woman out here to have the best day and year ever <33 You deserve it.
Hereâs your dose of mimosa from me:
And Happy shifting to everyone but, today, especially for women. Women who shifts to never feel discriminated and sexualised but to feel free, safe, and be yourselves đđ
Btw science canât even fully explain dreams/lucid dreams even tho everyone knows theyâre real, and people out here are always trying to say to us shifters âbut shifting isnt real bc science cant prove it đ„șđ„șâ
So go shift twin, it doesnât matter if you donât see it, donât feel it, donât âdo itâ, sometimes we feel like we canât dream but we always do it every single night. Shifting is the same, except you shift every single second .
(i love when i motivate both myself and the other people with these thoughts, i get so happy and excited idk i love existence so muchđ)
đ«§đ«§5° reasons to shift right nowđ«§đ«§
~to get you to stop scrolling and do it like you said you would / were thinking about~
my first shift??
- A very very long retell of what I believe to be my first shift.
It was 2021, and it had been a hot minute since I discovered shifting. To be honest, I was beyond âdelusionalâ than I am now. There were no doubts, only absolute confidence in KNOWING that I can be in another reality.
I was shifting to an early iteration of my main MHA DR, yes, very cringy, very me.
On this day, I vividly recall sleeping upside down on my bed. I was determined to try out the raven method once more. It was a late night, and I was filled with excitement, eager to see where the night would take me.
And to note, that was an era when I genuinely believed I required a method to shift. I thought I needed about 10 gallons of water to shift, or a clean room, or literally be in a good mood all day.
So, yeah, I had absolutely no idea about the hypnagogic state, the void state, or lucid dreaming. It was just me and my naĂŻve mind against the world.
Anywho, I donât recall much throughout the time I was doing my method, and the time I had induced dreaming, but I did.
My dream, which is a bit hazy now, still lingers in my memory. But only the final moments remain in my head.
I was running around a field with people I assumed were my CR siblings and cousins. Suddenly, I tripped and fell on the grass.
I recall looking to my side and seeing a full and clear dandelion. The only one in the entire field. Thatâs when I realized I was dreaming. I grasped the dandelion and stood up once more.
I held the dandelion in my hand, fully aware that I could do whatever I pleased in that moment. Suddenly, a switch flipped over me, and I finally uttered the words,
âOnce I blow this dandelion away, Iâm going to shift, and Iâll be in my DR.â
As soon as I blew air out to the flower, I looked up at my siblings and the field, and a darkness washed over me, as I seemingly hit the ground.
I jolted awake after a moment. and I was met with a ceiling of an oddly familiar room.
I turned to my left, and looked around my surroundings.
The room was adorned with a multitude of drawings, mannequins adorned with pins, and different colored cloths scattered across the drawers.
I looked down at where I was lying. It was a fuchsia chaise lounge chair.
And thatâs where it hit meâŠ
Iâm currently in my DR adoptive auntâs fashion design room.
Yes, my guardian was a renowned fashion designer in the hero industry. And yes, I wanted to be a model, aside from being a pro hero, thatâs what I had scripted LOL!
Anyway, I remember slowly climbing out of the chaise lounge and get up to snoop at my aunts desk. I eye the drawings of new clothing and costumes my aunt had made, the threads, needles, and undone sewings in her desk. I was really here, and I couldnât believe it.
My thoughts were interrupted by what seemed like hundreds of notifications I was receiving on my phone. In my head I told myself it was expected. After all, I WAS the niece of the most famous and influential fashion icon in Japan, wasnât I?
My thoughts also quickly went to UA High. I recall freaking out and checking the time but seeing that it wasnât too late to go to school yet. I would get ready as soon as possible AND FINALLY SEE CLASS 1A. I WAS GEEKING.
I turned around once again to see a mirror and took note of my reflection, which was surprisinglyâŠme??
Well, yes, me of course it was me. But CR me not DR. Though at the moment, it felt right, like everything fell into place perfectly. I grinned at my reflection before looking around again.
I then remembered my CR bestfriend.
She and I were obsessed with shifting during that time. We would plan group shifts and even script together. She would be so happy to hear about this. I told myself she would be the first to know after I went back.
My train of thoughts was interrupted again when I heard someone down the hall. I backed away from the door to see who it was. To this day, I still have no idea who I saw,,,it could have been a version of my CR dad, who was presumably looking for me, or it could have been my DR twin brother.
Either ways I was not about to check. I was still a bit shocked and scared about the whole ordeal, so I closed the door before backing away, plopping back into the chaise chair and laying down.
I sighed in contentment, realizing that I had actually shifted before I closed my eyes with a huge smile on my face.
Yeah biggest mistake EVER.
When I blinked my eyes open again, I found myself back in my CR, surrounded by the familiar ceiling of my bedroom and my bed. However, my heart was beating differently.
I kept my promise by jumping out of bed and immediately texting my best friend about the situation. I donât recall what she said, but I knew I had spilled EVERY SINGLE DETAIL. And I do remember her believing me and being so happy about it.
After some reflection and a few texts back, I realized that my shift wasnât exactly what I had intended it to be, which was to my Main MHA DR. It was sorta like an alternate reality. In this alternate reality, the house I was in was a blend of my old CR childhood home and the one I had scripted living in, in Japan.
So, I had shiftedâŠbut not reallyâŠ.? At the time I dismissed my doubts and was in a state of euphoria for the days following.
Though that didnât last for very long.
The months and years following that day I donât recall much. But what I do know is that i had attempted to replicate the same process and success and was never satisfied. Failure after failure resulted in growing resentment.
I had idealized the concept of what my first shift would be and feel like so much, that I had somehow gaslighted myself into believing that day wasnât even a shift. That it was all in my imagination, and that I was making stuff up. Shifting became something so unattainable to me, that I had stopped trying for a very long time.
I come here to tell my experience not to gain any kind of scrutiny, or to be accused of lying nor to be dismissed as an irrelevant story, though rather, as a form of validation towards myself.
I shift for me. I shift for the 12 year old girl who was ecstatic to find out she can conquer universes and live in wonderlands, something she had dreamed of since she could remember.
Iâm glad I found shifting, and iâm so glad im able to experience the hardships of it, and the exciting parts as well. Ive gotten at the point where I find joy in the process of getting to my DR now. Something that had me feeling desperate and sad.
Yes, sometimes I still feel a sense of desperation to get there, wanting and yearning to be with my friends, but I know these feelings and my work is not in vain.
I know that iâll shift. I know that I have.
Iâm here to say that you will get there. Thereâs no need to panic, no need to worry, and no need to feel hopeless.
You, cosmic being, are capable of everything you set your heart to. Shifting is inevitable, itâs always been. Since you were just a star in the universe, to when you first discovered you can triumph over realities.
Sometimes all we need is a little reminder.
You. WILL.
#i swear itâs worth reading all of that
why is it we can shift back easily but it's quite hard to shift from here
this is my understanding , i don't claim it to be true . I think it is like this : we are consciousness or emptiness or whatever , the awareness in each reality is the same , but each awareness has its own ego , and what's part of the ego is the subconscious , since the ego is different in every reality , the subconscious is also different in every reality . we are always able to shift as awareness but does your subconscious confirm that ? it's like : consciousness awareness of a certain reality the ego of the reality ( everything you are including the subconscious ) --------- and the subconscious ( in this reality at least ) works like this :
 subconscious absorbs like a sponge.
But here's what's missing:Â It absorbs everything, including your doubt.
When you say "I can shift," your subconscious hears:
The words "I can shift"
Plus the feeling behind them
Plus the unspoken "but I haven't yet"
Plus the history of all previous attempts
Plus your identity as "someone trying to shift"
It doesn't just absorb the words. It absorbs the whole transmission this subconscious in your dr is different even if it's not noticeable , it is completely different
___________________ so i think what is the real thing to work on is not the methods because all of them works , i had success rate of 99% with every method i tried , yes we don't need anything to shift because the "i" which is me is always capable , but the self that i attached to the real me is what needs to be worked on , notice : the self ( ego ) is attached to the "i" awareness the real you not the other way around , this is where inner work step in . so it is not about the subconscious only ,it is about everything about the you in whatever reality you are in . i don't know i hope that makes sense