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When the jealous competitive people around you always hide or throw away your things to passively impact your mood 😩

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People that know you struggle to self regulate will pick and prod at you just to watch you crumble because of them

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Is it weird my mom tries to walk around with no shirt on infront of my bf?

I personally have grown up with my mother doing stuff like this and yes it made me uncomfortable but she just joked about being a nudist

It bothered my older brother slightly but they just dismiss him because he is mentally unstable

From what I remember she would walk around naked use the bathroom and not close the door and even sometimes being nude to half while my god brother was next to her on the bed and he looked unbothered? She would just say it was her room so this is something we should expect even though a lot of the times her door would be wide open

I thought nothing more of it as she is the owner of the house and people told me the same thing

Fast forward my boyfriend moves in we had lived together with some roommates before it was not ideal but after situations involving my mother and brother forced me to realize I needed to leave we have been known to argue in the past due to me not liking the situation

And this carried on here so we’ve had our fights here and there definitely not neither of our best moments but one of them I called her while she was at work and she raced home and yelled at me and basically my bf tries to bust in the bathroom while I’m trying to calm down because ig he had to get ready for work (it was late so I thought he was already together). He pushes past me while I’m rinsing off my face and she’s yelling at me from downstairs I’m overwhelmed but I’m trying to talk to my little brother about how I called her for help but I really wanted her to send someone else because we also have a history of arguing and just a strained relationship of her being hostile and alienating me too

I repeatedly asked everyone to leave me alone and just let me breathe and listen to what happened I couldn’t tell her because my bf had pride my phone out my hand as he does in almost all of our arguments and proceeded to call her and only tell her his side and when she came in the house she said “you’re just like you brother you’re acting just like him” so atp in the bathroom I was done I asked my mother to listen to my side and she was now trying to fight me and calling her friends

And now somehow she was half naked with no pants trying to put pass my brother to fight me because I asked her to listen to my side and my bf was yelling at me to stop starting shit because I said I wouldn’t stop her from hitting me when he also knew she used to hit me and even throw cans and food at me when he’d visit when we were first starting to date

Away from the argument itself I felt irritated because I had been asking my mother to wear clothes around the house since she expected rent from me and my bf and stamps so I felt as though boundaries mattered too

As well as she had just got off of work and she was trying to jump on us half dressed because he wouldn’t let me calm down in the bathroom and deliberately following to say back handed things like “are you done yet”

The half dressed thing and a plethora of reasons is why I try to avoid her even with living with her but it definitely sealed the deal when I heard her laughing and mumbling after changing into a revealing fit not after my siblings dad got to the house but after seeing my bf and he replied something along the lines of “you’re half dressed around here “ he had also seemed bothered by her being in the bed around the god brother “cause he’s grown now”

We have nothing much of a relationship either but I don’t know

Now it’s thanksgiving and she’s running up on me no shirt infront of my bf because I asked her to tell my sister to not roll her eyes at me when I ask her to not snatch the tablet from my brother telling him “he’s so behind in school” it was mean my little brother has autism he is a bit behind in school but like any kid he excels in his own range of things and she was on her technology too

After I left the situation alone because she started throwing things my bf lingered and stayed behind even tho he wasn’t dressed and I’m a bit irritated but it was an uncomfortable situation but he urged me to talk to them about it even though every time I try to talk to my mother she tries to berate, belittle, and fight me?

Am I just reading into it?

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Working to give my mother my entire check

But I’d be lying if I said that’s all of my stress

Maybe for a relationship that took everything I never knew i had left

For people that couldn’t even give less of a fuck for how I feel?

When will I have something left for myself

And please I want that shit real

Not a fake ass what now ? Whats wrong?

Words chomped down and regurgitated into the same half ass song?

Are you okay with being used? Abused

I still ask you to listen and yet you keep asking what the fuck is wrong?

When will I be able to leave ?

A moment to fucking breathe ?

Am I allowed to have that? Fucking please?

But “what’s wrong “

You don’t care to know to comfort my woe

To lighten my load? Would be to ask to know

Not just to see why my clothes are dirty

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Acting weird about me having tumblr but you still have a corn obsession..shouldve known too invested in pointing out who's looking at me when someone else never had my attention..

Crying about what I'm wearing around people telling me to keep my coat on and only wanting me when I look a certain way should be the obvious sign with OnlyFans models that look nothing like me tho such a fucking cliche obsessed with staying with someone you don't even try to keep

I'm okay with breaking up because we aren't compatible but he wants me there for him disregarding my feelings

Words always so mix match because you're so afraid of being the real you

[nadin2003]

🕊 Nadin’s Hope: A Mother, A Memory, A Future

Hello, my name is Nadin. I’m from Gaza. I’m a graphic design graduate, a wife—and now, a mother.

I finished my design studies just before the war began. I had dreams of starting a small studio, of creating art that told stories. I used to think about colors and fonts and the future.

Then, the war came. And the future became something we tried to hold onto, moment by moment.

On October 22, 2023, I learned I was pregnant when a missile destroyed my husband’s family home, killing 25 members—his mother, siblings, nieces and nephews—entire branches of our family in seconds.

We were displaced twice. Everything was gone—home, safety, routine, rest.

A few weeks later, I gave birth to our daughter. There was no crib, no celebration—not even stillness. But she arrived, quietly and beautifully. In her eyes I saw something I hadn’t felt in weeks: life that still wanted to grow.

Now, our days are shaped by decisions that could dismantle the future we are trying to build together.

Today, Israel’s government is discussing plans for a full military occupation of the Gaza Strip, including Gaza City and southern regions. The stated aim: to eliminate Hamas and later hand governing control to allied Arab forces—not Israel—but with no clear path to peace or normalcy.

The humanitarian fallout is devastating. More than 61,000 Palestinians have died in this war; hunger and malnutrition are rising sharply. Hospitals in north Gaza have shut down, and 193 people have now died of starvation, nearly half of them children.

Aid remains blocked, water is scarce, and many risk dying of hunger or disease long before future promises arrive.

We Don’t Know What Comes Next There’s no clear path forward—only uncertainty for our daughter’s life and our ability to survive another day.

Nadin’s Hope: Rebuilding Life for a Mother and Child

My name is Nadin, and I’m a mother from Gaza.

How You Can Help I’m asking for support—not for comfort, but for survival:

Help us meet basic needs so we can breathe, heal, and preserve a world for our daughter.

Support us as I try to stand again on my own feet—even a glimmer of stability matters.

If you’ve read this far, thank you. If you can give—thank you. If you can’t—just sharing this post is a lifeline I will never forget.

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I don't like talking to people because I know they'll find something wrong with me because I'm filled with flaws

[cosettefauchelevente]

🥀🍂🍁 easy autumn recipes 🍁🍂🥀

beverages

butterbeer

caramel apple hocus latte

chai, cider and caramel fall drink

dates hot chocolate

deluxe hot chocolate with marshmallows

homemade hot chocolate

hot apple pie punch

lemon and ginger tea

moroccan style white hot chocolate

mulled apple juice

mulled tea

pumpkin juice

pumpkin nutella hot chocolate

pumpkin spice latte

desserts

apple and cinnamon loaf cake

apple crumble cake

apple hand pies

apple and honey challah

apple pancakes

apple turnovers

autumn cheesecake

butterbeer cupcakes

caramel apple bars

carrot cake balls

carrot and sultana cake with creamy orange frosting

chewy oat cookies

chocolate pistachio fudge

cinnamon roll pancakes

date and walnut cake

honey cake

maple sugar pie

mini apple and almond cakes

mushroom meringues

patterned pumpkin swiss roll

perfect apple pie

pryaniki

pumpkin spice cupcakes

pumpkin spice muffins with cream cheese filling

pumpkin spice scones

soft pumpkin cookies with cream cheese frosting

toffee apple muffins

vanilla and nutmeg baked rice pudding

dinners

aubergine and mozzarella bake

beef cheek and butternut squash broth in sourdough bread bowls

butternut squash curry with cauliflower rice

chicken, leek, and mushroom pies

coddle with pearl barley

irish stew

kiki's delivery service fish pie

lamb casserole with aubergine

leg of lamb m'hammar

mushroom omelette

one pot creamy mushroom pasta

pumpkin risotto

sausage and bean casserole

sicilian pasta with tomatoes, garlic, and almonds

spicy root and lentil casserole

stuffed eggplants

vegetable pizza

veggie pot pie

dips, preserves and sauces

apple and blackberry jam

apple sauce

aubergine hummus

bessara

blueberry butter

country apple sauce

date jam

jumbo chilli sauce

plum jam

soups

borlotti bean, tomato, and spinach soup

chicken and barley stew

chicken and brown rice soup

chicken soup

chicken wild rice soup

curried carrot soup

garlic broth

good vegetable soup

harira

hearty irish veg soup

hearty white bean soup

lentil, chickpea, and paprika soup

minestrone in minutes

pumpkin soup

potato leek soup

speedy seafood supper

stuffed pepper soup

sweet potato soup

starters, sides, etc

butternut squash, sage, and crème fraîche mash

champ

chinese dumplings with mushrooms and butternut squash

creole aubergines

colcannon

mhencha with spicy ground beef (you can get the kiri cheese from any middle-eastern run supermarket).

moroccan potato salad

mushroom hand pies

polish mushroom pasties

sweet potato wedges

tuna and beans

vegetable cigars

[sugar-n-spice]

Thank you! Im so excited to start cooking for autumn again

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I wish I never met you

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First I was afraid I was petrified

Giving so much love but no one fr by my side

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Just so hard being human and understanding humans ☺️

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Living with my parents(again) in my 20s(sadly ): the conversations only about your body and physical appearance doesn't end

Fun fact: did anyone else mom keep a lock on the fridge

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Nobody:

A bitch you only met once after you unfollow them: these hoes wanna be me so bad I started the wave the motion

Calm tf down Bethany you don't even have your own way of talking let alone someone copying off y'all hoes doing shit I did in middle school you are not the newest wave you couldnt even create a puddle

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The best morning cuddles consist of bf and fur baby, bf biggest spoon and baby cuddled up where he's comfy usually near my leg or face but he's momentarily banned from my face since he (my cat) likes to punch me in the face with his poo poo rakes to wake me up

[annebronte-deactivated20210628]

reblog if you wear glasses. too many mutuals don't know they have glasses wearers in their midsts

[sagasolejma]

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When ur being mean to me this is who you’re being mean to

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When did people become so lustful it’s not even just the men anymore I’ve received unsolicited dick pics in my youth and unsolicited chestical images with an unhealthy obsession and expectations to take on the role of their bf with no real connection in both situations (this is really about how they all want one thing the full will to talk about themselves and not have to care about my interests or see me as my own person)like girl I want the keys to ur car too I’m putting in more work than him now that I’m older the women atleast care about my age but it’s exhausting to try to make friends in my 20’s I approach people and they’re instantly weighing the pros and cons of diddling me and screwing me mentally like the lack of consent, accountability, and chalant behavior is still there just dressed pretty which is hilarious as a demisexual friends with women, nonbinary, and not men because I wrote them off long ago but I’ll have friends and they’ll tell me they can’t be my friend because they developed feelings for me out of boredom or asking about my bf like they just think I’m easy and cause they’re single I’ll drop everything and run away with them with no pre marital access to their bank accounts and any subscriptions services they have or something like in this economy I might need atleast a chicken and cow