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side account for endless iwtv/moon knight posting. I am cringe but I am free • 30, they/them, uk

[eab-art]

HELLO I'm eab, they/them, 30 y/o, and I'm an artist working in indie game dev!

I do draw fanart but I'm currently in endless crunch cycles and don't have much free time, please don't expect to see it often

This account started as a burner account to help me get over my fear of being cringe on main about the things I love, I will continue to post whatever the fuck I want ♥️

Currently watching iwtv s3/tvl, all spoilers will be tagged #tvl spoilers at least until the end of the season!

My current favourite things:

IWTV (specifically Armand, Daniel, and Devil's Minion)

Moon Knight (and tangentially any other Oscar Isaac content)

Wake Up Dead Man

Project Hail Mary

My top 4 on letterboxd are Inside Llewyn Davis, Alien, Call Me By Your Name, and Moon

Feel free to DM me to yap! Have fun out there let's get that bread

[theashesofthefirststar]

Underrated Devils Minions moment is Raglan telling Daniel he should use a different bowling ball(opposed to the bright orange ball he’s using that’s clearly a metaphor for Armand) (essentially telling Daniel he should re-think his relationship with Armand) and Daniel looking at Raglan like he’s shit on the bottom of his shoe.

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Armand laughing in 3x07

[vee-dmsr]

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[userarmand]

It's a title that he has given himself, or has been given to him, but he's never felt it. I don't think he's ever really wanted it or I don't think it gives him happiness. He would much rather have a maître in Louis and I think that goes back to his other previous partners […] or people that he's had in his life. But here that’s his cloak, that's his kind of mask. [At the] end of episode four [Louis] calls him Arun for the first time and for Armand in that moment that’s Louis seeing Armand for the child that he is, for the innocent that he is, and that’s what makes Armand melt […] That’s a sigh of relief that he doesn’t have to do this alone because he’s been doing this alone for so long, maintaining power, maintaining structure, maintaining the coven, and now Louis [has] said with that phrase, I can share that burden with you, even better I can take it from you, I can hold it. There are the sexual dynamics in that as well, and that’s the submissive elements to it. It’s protection and I feel that he kind of sees Louis as his protector, but it’s difficult because he wants to give that control but wants to also control Louis [...] but you can’t have both and that’s his downfall. | Assad Zaman

[fascinationstreetmp3]

Assad Zaman as Armand Interview with the Vampire — 3.07

[glowingpinkinthenightinmyroom]

people asking why armand did that. have u never not been loved. have u never wanted to be seen and whole and wanted and loved. louis called him the love of his life. and then thew him against a wall and spoke to him as if he was a dog and left him. that was enough for him. he wanted to be seen. he wanted, for once, to be a person and not a thing

[cargikins]

being a moon knight fan is so hard because every other month theres a new rumor that hes coming back to the MCU and never has it ever been true

[endiness]

"There's nothing more we can do here." "But be men!"

[thevampirecaspian]

[blueberry-matty]

bits from the first chapter of Hate and Ashbury that made me feel closer to danny...

[monsterfucker-molloy]

Armand’s beauty is directly proportional to how insane he’s acting

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Idk we obviously didn't get as MUCH Armand as I'd like this season but literally every scene he was in was an absolute banger that I could spend days analysing and unpacking, not a single wasted second. Extreme quality over quantity

[toxictoad]

Episode 6 Louis being the one to put pressure on Lestat over his relationship with Gabriella and episode 7 Louis silently watching Lestat push back "I am not fucking singing, you fucking monster!" at her... This is the best catharsis I have ever experienced. Louis is the reason he can see how fucking awful she is to him. Louis is the one who loves him the way he needs to be loved.

[tarmairons]

INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE (2022-) | S03E07

[professional-rat-eater]

Criticisms of the scene itself aside for a moment, I do think the Loumand scene communicates visually something very powerful about Armand.

There’s this sentiment about him I’ve been trying to express for a long time and there just haven’t been the words to encapsulate it but I think this scene does it.

I think this is what is like in Armand’s head. He says he feels like a room without wall, an infinite nothing but I think this scene and what he does to Louis is him on a regular basis. If you cut open his skull and immersed yourself inside, this is what it would be like. I think he’s endured so much unfathomable horror that has compounded over the years that he’s left as this: a severed head trapped in a sterile room where instead of air in the empty space, there is pure terror. There is such a hostility about his very existence, such a raw cruelty that he cannot hide because it is all he has ever known. He has been chopped up into pieces and had parts removed so many times over the years that he is now only a head, and he’s trapped in there, nerves and severed flesh and bone exposed to the drying air. You feel the tension of that room just from looking at it and that’s what I think it’s like to be him. You try to blend in, to be the charismatic coven master, to be the perfect partner, but it’s so much effort because you are constantly trying to fight your way out of this room. But the doors are locked, the windows shuttered and you cannot move no matter how hard you try.

And everyone knows. Everyone knows what you are. You told them, didn’t you? You showed them. That’s why you’re still in the room. That’s why no one has come to save you, even though they all know you’re in there. You haven’t given them a reason to want to.

I cannot imagine what it’s like to always feel this way. To never have your heart rate really slow, to never be able to let your guard down, to always be planning an escape even as you sink your slaws ever deeper into your latest companion. He’s a parasite who is also a flight risk. It’s no wonder he can never fully be trusted. He’s a living paradox and he knows it.

He tries to be Victor Frankenstein, to take back control, to inflict the mutilation on others so maybe they finally see him as a whole person, but he’s the creature’s head, no longer attached but still animated.

And he sees the pile of cadaver parts in the corner of his eye. He knows they came from all the people he used to be. He knows how many doctors have come in and out of this room and removed the pieces they wanted, before leaving and locking the door again. The remains of the corpses are always there, just out of view. He can’t turn his head enough to really see, but he knows they’re there.