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⭐ jace ⭐ 17, they/them ⭐ Certified Mango Gremlin

[eclecticbutch]

reinventing myself and starting fresh, mutuals message me for my new url if you want

[butchtj-deactivated20190316]

Do any other american high schoolers have intense survivor’s guilt and trauma with school shootings even though they weren’t at your school?

[butchtj-deactivated20190316]

Like. A laser tag place opened geared towards teenagers and it got no business, we tried to enjoy it but when someone pointed a laser machine gun at me and I instinctively dropped behind the nearest wall and reached to turn off my phone I cried, I wasn’t the only one. The announcements system turns on at an unexpected time and everyone holds their breath until they say something besides “locks, lights, out of sight,” nobody even jokingly pops chip bags anymore, a door slammed really loud during a class change and everyone dropped and ran. Everyone cries during drills, even the toughest ranch kids. Every drill comes with a full day of teachers crying and telling us that they love us all so much and will die for us, and every kid in every class looking around wondering who would I die for? Who would die for me? You walk to the bathroom and wonder every second if it happens right now, where will I go? You test supply closet doors to see which ones are unlocked, you memorize which furniture in the teachers’ lounge your English teacher says is light enough to barricade a door with. The fire alarm goes off and nobody moves, instead you wait for gunshots—it a trap? You stand with a group of freshmen and realize that you’re the oldest, you know you’ll have to die for them. You forget your ID tag and worry that now the police won’t be able to tell your parents if you’re safe, or not safe. Your stats teacher has a baseball bat by the door, your math teacher keeps a stapler under each desk to throw, your drama teacher asks who will be willing to stand by the non-locking door with the Shakespearean swords. Your yearbook teacher tells you don’t worry about breaking a camera because you heard about the kids who died holding them. You don’t use the bathroom during classes because you don’t want to be the only target to shoot at. You keep your phone on silent 24/7 because you worry the one time you forget will be when you get your whole US History class killed. You have a snap saved with your class schedule and school and full name to send in an instant to your internet friends so they know if you were on that wing, you have a note saved with the things you want your mom to know and the things you’re sorry for. At the age of 12 I was told I needed to know who I would die for and that it was okay if it was nobody, that was my decision to make. School shootings control us more than adults and non-Americans could possibly imagine and nobody moves to change anything unless we’re actively screaming for it. Have you considered we’re too scared?

[tehdoctah]

The absolute fuck. The fuck did I just read. This sounds like dystopian fiction. The fucking fuck.

[allthingshyper]

It isn’t. This is 100% the reality of all American children - not the ones that live in bad neighborhoods, not the ones that make bad choices, ALL OF THEM.

Welcome to America.

[kentuckyfriedbooks]

This reminds me of a discussion we had in one of my classes the other day-

My professor was describing how everyone from her generation had the same nightmare of a nuke going off. In they dream they all saw the same mushroom cloud and everything. She said that she didn’t think my generation had a dream like that; one that everyone shared and had

For a while none of us could disagree with her. Until this popped up. I raised my hand and mentioned that everyone I knew had an active shooter dream at one point or another. And Every. Single. Person. Nodded. All of us had that dream. All of us.

Pretty telling, huh?

[aristocrowcy]

The mere notion that highschool children might have survivor’s guilt is sickening

[9fh-moved]

all lgbt people have That mother mother song

[9fh-moved]

actually if ur lgbt rb this and tag the mother mother song u relate to most. i’m curious

[laslloronas]

Fuck t*ylor “hetero” swift shes just using gay and trans bodies to make herself interesting again

Instead of watching her lameass vid watch “I’m Gay” a short film about gay identity written, directed, choreographed by, and staring Eugene Lee Yang, a gay asian-american man

Also do urself a favor n watch his behind the scenes video as well

Also! Donate to the trevor project

[emlynns]

2018 taught me that a) it’s important to tell people you love them and b) there’s many different ways to say it

[biselfesteem]

yall white gays were against the pride flag with the black and brown stripes i aint forget

[heretic-knights]

They were fucking PISSED about it, and I haven’t forgotten either.

[katsa-the-graceling]

In case anyone wants it, I combined the OG pride colors (with the pink and turquoise) with the black and brown stripe bc I hadn’t seen it done and I wanted it.

[spacemancharisma]

okay look. corporations using pride and exploiting queer people as a means to make money? yes, very bad, disgusting. but also let’s not guilt each other for buying pride merch because like.. what else do you want me to do? buy a loom and make myself that $10 rainbow T-shirt from target?? people want to flag, thats their right and it’s their right to buy their flags from wherever they want. do we need to demonize corporations for using us? absolutely. do we need to demonize each other for,, purchasing goods and services???? fuck no.

[ingayderzim]

would y’all buy this on a t-shirt?

[trans-pickles]

i would buy this before buying water in a desert

[biphobicsasuke]

hey! since we’re very close to pride month, friendly reminder to use cishet instead of straight! let’s not forget about straight trans people!

[thoradvice]

this pride month please be aware of and lift up those often forgotten in our community. the disabled people, the plus-sized people, the people of colour, those in the closet, and anyone else left on the sidelines. pride is for all lgbt people, not just the photogenic out & proud white people.

[eclecticbutch]

hey kids reminder to take ur meds and set a daily alarm for them if you can

[starblaster]

i love other nonbinary people so much it’s unreal

[le-dreadmau5]

Ok so Dallas, Texas now has a Trans Pride Mural dedicated to Marsha P. Johnson and Sylvia Rivera and I’m living for it

[eclecticsart]

“phantasmal and resplendent”

[iobottle]

another little mermaid doodle from a while ago i fixed up today

[one-time-i-dreamt]

Music industry: saved

[boraboris-deactivated20200404]

ok new rule if you refer to envy fma with they/them pronouns you have to make one of the other characters nb. i suggest al or lan fan personally but anyone who isn’t like, a horrible person or homunculus is fine.