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happy tuesday and happy belated pride month <3 i bring offerings and one of my favorite frank ocean songs from the hellscape that was being queer in middle school!! all hail if it brings me to my knees
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The things I’m learning about the NTDP right now are incredibly fucking disturbing
No wonder Will is living life at the fullest. He was fucking traumatised and abused for years.
No wonder he wants to make the most of every hobby when his ‘individuality was broken down’ to create a ‘better team’. When he was referred to as a ‘product’. Not prospect, not player. Product.
No wonder he keeps everything private when the coaches kept tabs on every player’s dating life. No wonder he’s always on time and plans everything when ‘there would be consequences’ for being late to anything.
No wonder he loves to bake when the NTDP controlled every meal down to the MINUTE and measured their weight and body fat constantly. No FUCKING WONDER he likes restaurants when the NTDP caught two players eating a McFlurry and publicly humiliated and punished the whole team for it. When he was only allowed “16 grapes”, “10 fries”, “23 almonds”, “12 baby carrots” AS SNACKS ?????
No wonder he’s chronically online and calls his parents at any opportunity when the NTDP confiscated his phone every fucking day.
No wonder patriotism runs so rampant when they’re made to exhaust themselves in the name of America and tap their sticks after each anthem. They are a CULT. They’ve partnered with the MILITARY!!!! Their merch says DEFEND THE FLAG.
No wonder he’s building a life outside of hockey after playing for an organisation that forced him to change in the hallways because he hadn’t ‘earned the right to privacy’.
An organisation that employed coaches using military training techniques on 15 year old boys. One of those coaches who was then charged for the murder of a 16 year old boy.
An organisation with a secondary ice pad for the boys to keep skating while the Zamboni flooded the main rink. So they couldn’t even rest for 10 minutes. 2 hours with no breaks. And then gym. And then weights. And then fucking jiu jitsu.
An organisation that forces families to hand over guardianship and power of attorney the moment their children move in with a billet family.
The organisation that urges players to do online school so no reporters outside USA Hockey can get information out of them.
They make these teenagers run miles with logs the shoulders. They made them go through a 12 week program in just 6 weeks. The conditioning was described as ‘excruciating’.
An organisation with NO OFF DAYS. Coaches that admit to push them further than their limits, and when they’re exhausted, they keep pushing.
Years of his life Will himself describes as ‘army style’. Literally saying “at first I was like ‘get me out of this place’. The workouts were awful. 8 hours a day in the rink”. And Leno said “work outs that just don’t end. Going through Hell with them.”
No wonder he’s doing anything and everything when he wasn’t allowed out of the rink from sunrise to sunset. Even online school was at the rink.
He was in a fucking cult. And the only thing that saved him from the full scope of horrors was his family taking one look at that place and going “you’re not going alone”.
is anyone going to take one for the team and do this with mack
my equation for the curve of macklin celebrini’s ass.
x= 0.3 −0.512e^(y−4) +0.53e^[−((y−3)/1.5)^2] −0.08e^[−((y−1.5)/0.25)^2] +0.01e^[−((y−3)/0.2)^2] +0.7e^[−((y−0.55)/0.85)^2]
somehow survived the literal worst past few days of my life and logged back into tumblr and ao3 to see yet another omega mack video, an influx of delicious fanart, and twenty new fics in the tag….. life is worth it sometimes
i’m crazy btw
hes thinkin about bein lifted onto a kitchen countertop in wool socks and tiny cotton shorts by a strong sexy man with a masters degree and fresh basil plant to drown out that grating voice
genuine q to all my wm warriors how the fuck do you manage wips. i’ve got like five that are all at least 8k in but they’re such long ideas like…!! i want to finish and post something but i have the focus span of a goldfish…!!!
butch lesbian mack u are so dear to me <3
age old story i knowwww but for me it really is how they choose to make themselves a joined living, breathing organism.
it’s the way they chose to wear each other’s jerseys, the way they chose to post that edit reel, the way they chose to plaster themselves so close together on the ice, the way they chose to match for two halloweens in a row and a team christmas party, the way they chose to put their initials together for an account name like teenage girls giggling at a sleepover, the way they chose to be known as the unit they are.
the unique rightness of “willandmack” being said in the same breath doesn’t come from awestruck announcers or their pr managers’ keen eyes or the loving gaze of the thousands of fans they’ve accumulated. it comes from will and mack, two souls so closely intertwined that it’s impossible to discern where one ends and one starts, just the way they always intended.
that podcast clip of toff saying they need each other, that clip of colleen smith saying they never get sick of each other, rick celebrini saying will is his son’s release, will saying they just have fun and mack saying robyn is so happy for them to just be having fun, the sharks making sure everyone knows they’re lost without each other and have a connection incomparable to anything else :’)
my tweedledumb and tweedledumber <3 the way they always wanted
the holy trinity of Do They Know photos
whatever that means
Are there more BC line interview clips? They never really did media all at once. Will getting so mad when Lenny picks another man as the best dressed and at the MERE SUGGESTION he doesn’t keep his man fed like a good little housewife. He made SURE we know he’s responsible for that big buff build. Will making sure Lenny can see his answers and hiding them from Gabe lol. Ryan calling him Will like Will calls him Ry and then realizing he should stick to nicknames. Lenny’s reaction when Gabe doesn’t pick Will for best cook. Like, “thanks. You know I’m going home to get in trouble and you can’t even help me out a little bit?” Like what were they doing?! They had 2 years of media training lol.
i can't think of any more interviews of the trio in one room off the top of my head i fear everybody kept them separate 😭 for good reason!! but some foundational clips with them are:
this willgabe masterclass: iihf hockey u18 mens worlds reel
all three discuss their reasons for choosing bc, typical schedules etc: hockey east nhl prospects on campus
will talks briefly about his line following him to bc, typical days and routines: boston college campus tour
a bit more in depth interview of how all three see their chemistry on ice (will saying "lenny's always finding us and we can always find him," leno's "we're never satisfied," and and gabe's "will's really smart and ryan can do it all"...!!!): pre-nhl draft 2023 "best line in junior hockey"
i do think it's interesting to see the changes in the way they presented themselves in their pre bc/during early bc media; where most players seem to break away from their teamates in anticipating the draft, all the interviewers were focused on asking at least one question about their line LMAO and they were happy to provide.
there are a lot more wsh interviews (specifically because he got interviewed the most as a projected top 5 pick in '23 & after the draft in '24, but there are definitely gabe & ryan media that i've watched where they've been asked about each other) that mention their chemistry and meaningfulness to each other, they just require a bit more deep searching! (and more usa hockey insta jumpscares :/)
thinking abt ur wedding series again. love my willmack stupid and yearning gjfjgjfjfjfkg
willmack are SO stupid and SO yearning they're like my little court jesters amusing me every time i write them <3
i look back at homewrecker and i truly can't believe i only wrote that a couple months ago it feels like it's been years LMFAOO mwah i love u and ur fics and im so happy ur coming back to these!! 🤍
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i bet bill smith hockey accidentally refers to himself as the only man in the family like all the time