Meraki

-to do something with soul, creativity or love. To put something of yourself into your work ~21

[elegyofdionysus]

It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[elegyofdionysus]

On this bench

On this bench

In my favourite place

A place that is supposed to swallow me

I am alone

My favourite food in hand

Bite after bite

Thought after thought

I am still starving

[elegyofdionysus]

I am afraid I am far too demanding to be loved.

[elegyofdionysus]

I am deserving of other human beings caring about me. I am deserving of care.

[elegyofdionysus]

It’s heavy and it’s horrible, this need to be prettier and smarter and funnier and kinder than everyone just to ensure that he will want me. I’m so tired of wanting things, wanting him, wanting things from him. I wish I could kill the part of me that’s human.

[elegyofdionysus]

I don’t think I could have a superpowered partner/ significant other who has any sort of super perception, e.g. super hearing, super eyesight, super olfactory senses, mind reading, etc. I can’t bare anyone experiencing me in my entirety. The world has taught me to be ashamed of so many aspects of my humanity.

[balsamibrahim]

Hello everyone! 🌿

My name is Balsam, and I am a Palestinian girl living in Gaza. I’ve started this journey to share a part of my story and our hopes for a better future. Gaza faces many challenges, and I’m here to share the details of this life and ask for your continued support.

Every interaction or share from you will help me raise awareness about the situation here, and your voice could make a difference. Thank you in advance for your support, and I hope together we can make a positive impact. 💜

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[elegyofdionysus]

It's so weird. I can only be myself around people who don't know me.

[elegyofdionysus]

Me anytime I do something embarrassing and cringeworthy: *puts earpods in and blasts music* okay I just need to not be alone with my thoughts for the rest of the month. Easy.

[elegyofdionysus]

Soulmate AU's are weird. Not in the way of "you have a person meant for you and there are physical manifestations of that bond", no that part's fine. They're weird in that they're not weird enough.

If in this world people have their soulmates names written on their bodies and this has been going on for centuries then wouldn't it make sense that this society would have a culture of naming their kids weird ass names. So that their children can have the best chance at finding true love. Names like Jennifer-Green-eyes- ChamberlainRd-Chicago Jacobson or something like that, Jenny for short. Or maybe they would be named numbers because that is more unique. Or maybe their names would be gibberish like jskdiggdudgsj because that too is more unique. Or maybe it would impact naming differently but it would definitely have an impact. It would also have an impact on laws, on how people interact, on etiquette around giving and knowing people's names and personal information, on phonebooks, on the clothing people wear, etc.

I just feel like we're wasting potential by adhering to rules that clearly do not apply. It makes absolutely no sense for people to have regular ass names when a name is so significant in that society. I mean, yeah it would be weird for us reading it but it would make total sense for that world.

Stop being afraid. Take tropes as far as they can go. As far as they need to go. Stories would be so much more exciting if we stopped being so ethnocentric and unimaginative.

[ants-personal]

currently thinking about how for the past two seasons five was constantly fighting the timeline for his siblings. Stopping the apocalypse knowing the commission will make it so. Fighting to get them out of the 60s so he can make up for failing them twice last season.

He murders he scrapes by he deals with the handler and turns back time with bullets in his chest. And then we get to three and when its revealed they are destroying the world again and this time he cant stop it. He watches himself die in a bunker without his family. He decides to get a tattoo to complete the circle accepting his demise and feeling like he took his whole family with him.

[elegyofdionysus]

I know that Five from the comics is different to Five from the show. But I feel like the way people talk about Five from the show feels icky. Like they infantilize him so much and make him almost baby-ish but then also turn around and sexualise him. Like if you going to make him have a baby-ish personality in a teenagers body and then say or write sexual things about him........ I don't know, it feels weird man.

[elegyofdionysus]

Also, he is played by an eighteen-year-old. Weird man.....just weird.

[elegyofdionysus]

I know that Five from the comics is different to Five from the show. But I feel like the way people talk about Five from the show feels icky. Like they infantilize him so much and make him almost baby-ish but then also turn around and sexualise him. Like if you going to make him have a baby-ish personality in a teenagers body and then say or write sexual things about him........ I don't know, it feels weird man.

[fiveapocalypse]

*gets dragged into writing a ‘Five goes to school’ fic*

[elegyofdionysus]

*waits patiently for 'Five goes to school' fic because always wanted to read one but too lazy to write it*😌

[dumplingsjinson]

Hey, could you please do prompts for characters who are not together yet but act very domestic 🥰

List of “we’re not a couple, but we do like to act like we’re married” prompts

“There’s a fucking roach! Kill it!” Character A wails, standing on the couch, cowering with fear. “Calm down, it’s not going to hurt you,” Character B says, voice shaking with laughter at the look on Character A’s face, which earns them an ineffective glare. “Just do something about it and get it out of my sight!” 

“…McDonald’s is open at this time of night.” “I am not going to a McDonald’s drive-thru at this time of night again for the third night in a row, [name].” 

Feeding each other, even when they’re with their friends or family during meal times. 

“Here comes the airplane,” Character A sings, as they move the spoon closer to Character B’s mouth. “I’m not a kid anymore,” Character B grumbles, sniffling miserably; grabs a tissue to prepare for another sneeze incoming.

“Here, have some of these, and I will take those.” “There’s no need—” “It’s fine. I’m not a picky eater, unlike you.” 

“Honey, can you fetch me the remote?” Character A murmurs. “Of course, sugar buns,” Character B says, reaching over to the coffee table to grab the remote. “Honey? Sugar buns? What the fuck, am I missing something here?” Character C questions, confused, squished between the two of them. 

“Come here, let me share my jacket with you.” “I’m fine.” “You’re shivering, love. Stop being stubborn?” “…Fine.” 

“So what are we cooking today?” “Your favourite dish.” “…You butchered that shit so hard last time so I don’t know if I trust you on this.”

Nose nuzzles! For no reason! In front of other people!! And their friends going like, “Hello? The fuck is this?”

“Look, I’m telling you that’s where the car is parked.” “You’re wrong. The car’s parked over there. I was the one who parked it!” “Yeah, but you have a memory of a gold fish and every time you’re this sure about something, you’re wrong!” 

“What do you need from me right now?” “Aren’t you going to ask if I’m okay?” “Well, clearly you aren’t. So tell me, what do you need?” “…A hug.” “I can definitely do that.”

“You’re always taking care of me — let me take care of you this time.”

“I love you.” “I love me, too.” “Can you just tell me you love me for fucking once—”

Arguing over the dumbest shit and their friends teasing them for acting like an older-than-a-decade married couple.

“You’d be a great spouse.” “…You know what, propose to me right now and I’ll be yours for life.” “For real?” “Couldn’t be any more serious.” 

[scriptwriters-network]

“I do not over-intellectualise the production process. I try to keep it simple: Tell the d*mned story.”

— Tom Clancy

[elegyofdionysus]

God, needed to hear this.

[brainsanalysis-deactivated20210]

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