Fatherlessness as a sport

Majorly under construction, ignore the mess! Allen. He/him. 21. Perpetually struggling autistic.

[emailrulesposting]

Thought about how I'm a siblingless little brother this morning and it promptly ruined my whole day 🙏

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I fantasize about sincerity and someone being angry on my behalf the same way other people fantasize about threesomes and fucking in public

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Crying in the dark wishing someone would brush my teeth. Pray he doesn't notice

[grawly]

Funny Dog Eat A Pepsi

This Is So Funny Picture

[barapuppy]

i demand to see this funny dog eating pepsi picture

[grawly]

Funny Dog Eat A Pepsi

This Is So Funny Picture

[theswegcollective]

This So Funny Picture is Vintage. Pepsi Eat Pup Grew Up. Check Out This Hot Dog.

[grawly]

Funny Dog Eat A Pepsi

This Is So Funny Picture

[emailrulesposting]

I think, once in my life, someone said "Oh Allen..." in just the right tone and it took me places. It sits in the back of my mind. I've stripped it of all context by now, I just want it so badly. To be seen and understood. But I want it too badly to let it happen. I can't guarantee it will live up to or exceed what I've idealized it to be. Plus there's sooooooooo much pain involved, I just couldn't risk that

Granted, I did start typing this out in a friend's dms because I was waiting for my Instagram story to post. So! Take this with a grain of salt and appreciate my absurdity

[cordyce]

a dilf saying “sweetheart.” 73 dead. 246 injured.

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I want too much. Seriously I'm a selfish child and that's not even hyperbole. It is all so bad. I don't want anyone to know how bad it is so I bury it deep inside the earth and never go outside. At some point, I was something. Even now I'm just meandering along the keys looking for what I lost. The emptiness. The emptiness. The emptiness

I'm not sure if I've given up on being understood. Sure, it seems like it would put oxygen in my lungs and patch my soul but I've eaten nothing but fun dip for several meals in a row and it's nothing like I thought it would be

Even now I can't do anything but talk about myself. Typical! Most of this paragraph was deleted just as I started to type "I pray to God that these words will be deleted" so maybe he is really out there, watching me

[emailrulesposting]

Everything they told me I'd grow out of I didn't. What the fuck am I supposed to do now

[nichecoolgirl]

Packing up all my belongings (thinking of Kim Wexler) listening to The Subway on repeat (thinking of the mcwexler edit)

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I'm on migraine day 3 or 4 because I keep forgetting to take excedrin before 2 PM. Being neurodivergent is so odd

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I'm soooooooooo tired sleepy sleepy sleepy exhausted I keep falling back asleep

[emailrulesposting]

finally fucking scheduled a psychiatrist appointment and you tell me you think you're fucking dying GOD GOD GOD I want to cancel it so badly and just kms but I can'tttttt I have to live and take care of everything and be overwhelmed every minute of every day

[emailrulesposting]

why is it so hard to log out

[alexisinabottle]

#LMAO

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I betray myself over and over again, it's seriously difficult to watch

[knownhag]

From my bestie in Thailand. The second sign went up hours later

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I wish I could orphan a sideblog