i finished this running on nothing but spite

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i finished this running on nothing but spite
me when the character has a uniquely fucked mindset. me when the character's fundamental views of how the world works lead to them being hurt and/or hurting others and not seeing the problem with this. me when the character is a little freak who does weird shit because their beliefs, inspired entirely by their environment, are fuckeddddd
[said with so much adoration in my heart it physically hurts] why would they say that. what do they mean by that. why would they do this❤️ [also said while knowing exactly why they'd do this and, in fact, having done hours of analysis into why they'd do this]
[NSFW warning, but nothing graphic]
non-canon Tithenai Chronicles main character pairings that i've been thinking about, in no particular order:
caution: i am shameless and will make anything fuck, if you get upset hearing about non-canon ships, this isn't the post for you
Vel/Asrien — I'm thinking modern AU; I don't think they'd fuck or be into each other romantically, I DO think they'd get drunk and aggressively make out on the couch at a party. Cae is very into it, Naza is mostly indifferent. Vel and Asrien would definitely have a thing for convincing Cae and Naza to fuck them in the same room, just so Vel and Asri can compete— they will not, no matter how much Cae and Naza goad them, admit that maybe they are attracted to each other. (My babygirls are haters at heart and I respect it)
Tieren Halithar/Vel — this came to me in a glorious moment of depravity and i've been thinking a LOT about Halithar having his way with his son's new husband... I also enjoy the idea of Vel being betrothed to him instead, and Vel having an affair with Cae. I just see a lot of nasty potential in this, idk
[more under the cut, because this got long lol]
here's 250 words [under the cut] of Caethari using a ✨magical✨ vibrating dildo on Vel, because I have nasty thoughts about THAT paragraph in ASASE about how he want to "help Vel accept praise"
you can also read this on AO3 :)
Folks, you do not need an author’s permission to write fanfiction. You don’t need the author to validate your fic or headcanons. Stop trying to drag authors into fandom drama. It’s ridiculous and immature.
The point of fandom isn’t to be the most “correct.” The point is to connect and build a community, and have fun.
hey just to clear something up: it’s okay to want notes on your fics or your art or gifsets or character analyses or whatever you’ve put your time into and shared. it’s okay to want people to acknowledge your hard work, and if you post it on this site the only way you actually know people are enjoying it is if they interact with it. that doesn’t make you greedy or whatever. you can write/draw/etc something for yourself and also be upset if doesn’t do as well as you thought it would. i see so many people say, “I know I shouldn’t care about notes…” and that’s just not fair to yourself. this is a social media site. you’re not wrong for wanting the social part of it.
neither “that’s not canon” nor “fuck canon we made this all up” but a secret third thing (canon shouldn’t be taken as gospel but is useful as a reference point for building upon and recontextualizing characters and details. if you worship the source material as unchangeable then fandom in general probably isn’t for you. if you have complete disdain for the source material you would probably enjoy yourself more in a different fandom)
I must hear your thoughts on this:
Which ghoul is the most hung, and who is the best at taking their dick? Aka, who has the highest capacity for getting their hole used to hell and back.
Well, I suppose it depends what you mean by hung.
dark mode galaxy-themed ao3 site skin
Since the frog theme I made earlier was light mode, I decided to make a dark mode skin as well. This one is galaxy-themed and in shades of purple, pink, and blue.
You can get the code and instructions for how to use it here.
Bonus: I had some fun with the error messages too
people who quote lines in the fic comments go to heaven btw. if you care
and people who comment on old fics. you will also go to heaven
Mountain in rut and he can’t stop kissing and licking all Dew all over. He’s being such a good boy, so attentive to Dew, making him cum so many times but he’s so whiney and needy. He can’t stop begging to mount Dew, his cock is so swollen and leaking everywhere and he’s so desperate to fill Dew up and breed him. Until he remembers how much stronger he is than Dew and flip him over and forces his cock into him, filling up over and over again until Dew is leaking.
Phantom breeding kink?
"You wanna?" The questions is huffed out between Dew pushing into him, sliding out. The slow drag of it is delicious. He could enjoy this, not push his luck too much, but Swiss tells him things, secret things, and what would be the point of a well lit path of breadcrumbs if he's not meant to follow?
Dew hesitates. Aeon looks up at him with wide, innocent eyes- the devil's always good about convincing folks he doesn't exist, right? Isn't that the narrative that's pushed here? So- innocent, sweet. Asking in a softer voice, the one that always gets Swiss, the one that sounds like silk. He knows he can look like an angel, even with his legs over somebody's shoulders.
Dew adjusts, so he can bring a hand, wrap it around his throat- holding. Warning.
"Watch it," he says.
Breadcrumbs, though.
merry crimus have some swissdew forcedfem thoughts uwu
Dew dressing up in panties and stockings for Swiss all on his own for the first time. Comes out of the bathroom all swaying hips and flowing hair, but as confident as his walk may be his face shows reservation. Flushed with nerves.
There's a bralette that goes with this set and they both know it, but it's sitting in the bathroom sink because Dew couldn't stop shivering the second he saw himself in it. It's different when Swiss isn't making him do this, and he's not quite ready for that yet.
But Swiss stares anyway, eyes wide and fangs poking out when he smiles. Tells Dew how gorgeous he looks and loves the shy way he turns his head to the side. Just for a second.
Dew puts on a little show for him, touching his own chest and legs and starting to tent the front of those lacy red panties. Swiss keeps his legs crossed and his breathing even, but everything Dew does makes him ache. He's so graceful, so fluid in a way Swiss only sees behind closed doors. He wants to memorize every motion, every twirl and bend and flick of his hair.
Dew, though, takes his silence and focus as scrutiny, and some of his already shaky confidence falters. He stands a little ways from Swiss, crosses his arms over his chest.
"Is this...are you...should I be doing something else?"
Swiss frowns, Dew shrugs.
"I can't...tell if you like it," he mumbles, embarrassed. "Lemme - lemme go change -"
Swiss reaches out then, gets a large hand around Dew's wrist. Pulls him close until Dew's standing between his knees, until he can smell something sweeter than Dew's usual cologne. Perfume? It smells like summertime fruit and jasmine and it makes Swiss throb.
"Sweetheart," he coos, soft, "you have no idea how much I like this."
Swiss guides Dew's hand to his crotch and Dew sighs when he finds Swiss hot and so, so hard in his pants. His cheeks go even pinker and Swiss gives him a breathless little laugh.
"Look what you do to me, babygirl."
Dew sighs, shudders, and as he straddles his lap Swiss silently prays he doesn't spill in his pants.
As an SA survivor genuinely gonna need non-SA survivors specifically to shut up about the graveyard scene with Astarion not being consensual or about the drow brothel scene proving he can't actually consent and blah blah blah forcing Astarion into things and acting like healing is linear and he has no autonomy at all.
To say those things and accuse others of taking away his agency and crossing his boundaries because he couldn't possibly genuinely consent is in turn taking away his agency and disregarding his boundaries.
SA survivors are not fragile little things for you to infantilize and treat like glass and like you should never even talk about sex or imply that we can have sex again in front of us. Thank you for treating me like what I choose to consent to and my autonomy doesn't matter.
Astarion's arc is about him healing and sometimes having setbacks and him being confident and safe enough to say no but also confident and safe enough to say yes. And sometimes that yes really works for him (graveyard scene, something he initiates and makes sure pc is okay with as well). And sometimes it doesn't (the drow brothel scene where he clearly desires the capability to do it and wants to try and so he consents and even though it didn't work for him ultimately it's something he is capable of consenting to and wants to try. This is shown clearly by the fact that if his quest isn't completed he will say no. If he truly wasn't able to actually consent himself then he would've either said no or said yes both times, the fact that there is a difference depending on where he is in his story says a lot).
This also is applicable to him being polyam and people arguing on whether he's really comfortable with Halsin and if he's actually polyam. He is perfectly okay to say no to being polyam with other characters. He has no problem asking you to either be exclusive with him or to break up with him and be with another character if it's not Halsin. It's extremely likely that he's new to a polyam dynamic as he's also fairly new to having a genuine loving relationship in general. It's not that he minds being polyam or that it upsets him if tav/durge is with Halsin, it's likely just unfamiliar adding a new person when he's also kind of figuring out what he still wants with tav/durge and what they are.
Astarion can consent to things and does and will put a stop to things if his boundaries are crossed or he feels unsafe or uncomfortable. Yes, he has setbacks and things that still make him uncomfortable, but he will straight up leave if it goes too far for him. To imply he (and in turn other SA survivors) cannot consent because he has trauma and he's still healing just says you don't actually respect his autonomy. Him being able to say yes and that yes being respected and understood is just as important as him being able to say no.
Astarion's choices are all things he consents, even the very first sex scene with him. Are they all the healthiest choices? No. Are they all still things he himself consented to? Yes.
Fuck off and leave SA survivors and what we do with our bodies and our autonomy and our healing the fuck alone, the infantilization is fucking infuriating.
People worrying if their fic is too self indulgent like....... that is the point of fanfiction. You are supposed to indulge . Every fic is self indulgent
(bangs fist on table) i want him sweaty, whimpering, overstimulated, moaning, sniffling, twitching, squirming, whining, gasping, bucking his hips, drooling, begging (swipes papers onto the floor)
NOW
Kinktober 2023 Day 24
Prompt: Crossdressing
Pairing: Gale x Halsin
1497 Words
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