I'm trying very hard

Hi, I come from NZ 🇳🇿. You can call me Larina or Rin, or my username. I'm shorter than most fridges. I use she/her pronouns.

[luischocolatier]

COMMISSIONS OPEN!

Okay so… Adobe just did me really dirty and screwed me over in the payment. I want to get it sorted out but I’m gonna need a lot of money meanwhile so please, consider commissioning me!

Here are my rates:

A sketch starts at $5

A simple cel shaded character is $12     +$4 per extra character      +$2-$4 per extra detail      +$6 for detailed background

5 prop designs go for $8 if cel shaded     +$1 per extra prop

A minute of music (simple piano voicing) is $20     +$20 per minute if fully orchestrated

Also consider following me on my Patreon which I opened back on October 1st! You’re going to be able to see all the stuff I’m working on (execpt for secret projects) and sometimes you’ll also be able to decide what I work on next!!!

Here is the link!

Thank you so much for listening to me.

If you can’t commission me at least make sure to reblog and/or share! The more people that sees this the higher possibility I’ll get the money!

[tiktoksthataregood-ish]

[sexycraisinthanos]

[brucebocchi]

[thedunwichwhorer]

Go a little fart

[gizmoera-deactivated20240601]

be ded

Go a little fart

Dig a little dee

Reach a little

Catch the Cat

and pass it on

[moved--306389]

[ejacutastic]

drove past a hotel and they had a pretty big digital message board and I glanced over and almost had a fucking stroke while driving because it was just playing this gif

[ejacutastic]

I’M GOING TO LOSE IT IT WASN’T FOR MOTHER’S DAY THEY JUST HAVE THE FUCKING DANCING BABY 24/7

[khanooqa]

WE WENT??? ITS THERE???

[kaijuno]

Fredrik Knudsen’s series Down the Rabbit Hole is seriously one of my favorite series of all time. He covers just a menagerie of obscure topics ranging from the Collyer Brothers to Chris Chan to the bizarreness of YouTube Kids channels and nostalgic early 2000s events like what happened to Spoony and DarkSydePhil and stuff about how fucked up behind the scenes of Neopets was and weird scientific stuff like Time Cube and TempleOS. You should definitely check him out I’ve been a huge fan for like 3 years now and his content is so addicting 

[kaijuno]

Psst here’s an audio only reupload and if that gets taken down I have it saved to my computer

It was taken down by Osho, which is what Rajneeshpuram called himself towards the end of his life and is now the name of the cult

[serialreblogger]

My dash did a thing

[sartorialadventure]

Twitter thread

^Photographer: @lillianliuphotography Model: @theresafractale Make-up: @ladyfreakshow​ Hair: @iamdhair_stylist Designer: @lindafriesen.couture

^Photographer: @topheroriel Model: @micaburton

^Photographer: @agnieszka_lorek Model: @theresafractale Designer: @lorysunartistry

^Photographer: @maria_lipina Model: @normila17

^Photographer: @defotograafsanne Model: @modelsensi Make-up and costume: @candymakeupartist

^Photographer: @anniebertramphoto Model: @theresafractale Dress: @maria.heller.designs Earrings: @vespermoth Crown: @nomenjewelry

^Photographer: @thewitchinghourphotography Model: @tee.pimentel

^Photographer: @anniebertramphoto Model: @theresafractale Dress: @feuillemorte.costumery Halo: @mywitchery Earrings: @vespermoth

^Photographer: @simplysavannahart​ Model: @shiennegh Designer: @itisknown

^Photographer: @anniebertramphoto Model: @theresafractale Korset: @royalblack_couture Make-up: @isabellakiefer_makeupandhair

Keep reading

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

you hear about recovery not being linear (”there are ups and downs”), but actually it’s more like a game of wack-a-mole. this is not a bad thing

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

to extend the metaphor: when you’re at the beginning of your recover (less kindly known as rock bottom), you have a garden full of moles. you have a mole popping up every 5 seconds, and maybe it’s the same hyperactive mole, maybe it’s a bunch of moles taking turns, but whether they all look the same, you have a garden full of the fuzzy bastards. 

so you pick up a mallet and start hitting. maybe you’re bad at using the mallet, maybe you get better over time, but after a while you get tired, bc you’ve been at it for ages and a mole is still popping up every 5, 10 seconds. what you don’t realize is, you’ve actually nerfed a lot of the moles. it’s just now there’s more space for the other ones to come to the surface and start making noise. but if you keep. swinging. the mallet. eventually they’re gonna slow down. 

My recovery began when I started treating my depression & moved away from an abusive environment. It took a long time for me to realize I was recovering, bc as soon as one thing improved, another popped up. As my depression improved, I became more alert and active–and discovered that my brain fog & self-isolation had inadvertently been covering up my sensory issues. I had enough energy to start school again–and bc I wasn’t sleeping & lounging all day, I was suddenly aware of my concentration issues. One mole bites the dust, another pops up. 

but the secret is: there are a finite number of moles in the universe. 

4 years I’ve been wacking away at these fuckers with a mallet. I’ve taken turns wacking depression and its cronies suicidal ideation & self-harm, followed in succession by previous dormant crap related to anxiety, adhd, spd, c-ptsd, and other 👎 acronyms. And behold: progress. (Atm i’ve finally convinced the furry piece of shit called Executive Dysfunction to come out of the ground, which is exciting bc wrangling this bastard means finally getting to work on longterm personal projects again.)  Moles still pop up from time to time, but my life has a lot more space for me in it

the moral of this story is: if u hit a mole over the head for long and hard enough eventually it learns to mind its own beeswax. KEEP WACKING

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

WHAT DO YOU MEAN WACK ISN’T SPELLED THAT WAY????

[solena2]

Wack- weird, crazy, odd

Whack- to hit

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

well that’s wack 

[justcatposts]

That takedown 

(via)

[cherrylaruckus]

Bitch you thought

[napeedgesandhighcheekbonez1]

[westafricanbaby]

Awwwww😂😂😂

[blackwomenunited]

"Then how do you say aisle?" 😂😂🤣

[official-lucifers-child]

this cracked me up and their reactions to each other and then at the end they both are just laughing so hard oh my gods i love videos like this (there was a similar one with a bunch of dudes who all had a super duper strong boston accent trying to say a sentence like “aaron earned the iron urn” or something like that and all of the words sounded the same so they tried to say it so that all the words were distinct)

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

godDAMMIT tumblr

[sunkist-sunkisses-deactivated20]

What did tumblr do

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

there is sexy squidward bikini art in my inbox. both ass and titties are featured 

[cantaloupecrybaby-deactivated20]

How much to post it

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

i’m not posting squidward titties on my blog

[nothisgrill]

But… Squiddies

[sneakydetectivespiderman-deacti]

release the ✨s q u i d d i e s✨

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

you people should be ashamed

[tygersnake]

july.15.2020 | cute little animation I’m proud of |

[all-time-chemical-panic-boy-dea]

BOOST THIS I LOVE IT SO MUCH PLS BOOST

[spirallingintotheabyss]

It's amazing!!!

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

have you ever seen a belgian blue

Oh

Oh my

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

How is this a real animal

That ASS

[spookyvance]

You could say they're....beefed up

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

[kleeklutch]

[the-artchivist-deactivated20210]

This post keeps getting better and better.

[jabberwockypie]

“He started crying like a baby and begging me to let him stay saying “you’ll never find another man like me” and I told him that is the point of me leaving him”

That’s just the best response, truly. I hope Lynn and her son are happy.

[viejospellejos]

[rosslynpaladin]

Mood man. Peace out I’m going back home

[adnarimel]

[unyanizedcatboys]

[goldfeesh]

Look at all the stupid animals in our ocean

(Least stupid to stupidest)

Axolotl

Sunfish

Oarfish

Basking shark

Goblin shark

Bobbit worm

Tripod fish

Antarctic scale worm

[xiaq]

This man is the real MVP.

I follow him on Twitter. He’s made 3 other “batches” of these photos:

[el-shab-hussein]

The first batch kept getting recognized because the post got popular so he made more. Stay safe ladies!

[katsukizu]

King shit

[midnight-spectrum-again]