Well...
I suppose you all probably saw this coming, since a long time I dare say. I've finally come to the decision that I will be leaving this roleplay, this account and everything else having to do with this place. I apologize again, profusely, for my absence, for my waning muse and attention, for failing in my responsibility as an admin. But now I must leave, and, really, I will never forget about this place.
Never. It has been one of the greatest things I have ever done, joining Jeonjin, and meeting each and every one of you, those who have become a part of my life, even if it was just for a while. All the troubles, the fighting and all the great and wonderful things have all had an equal impact in my life, in my character. It truly has been great. I thank everyone for granting me the chance of living this experience with you, and so as life would have me move on, I will take this place with me in my heart.
To these few people, however, a last parting message:
- Juniel, little one, I've always admired you. You always seem to be studying, aren't you? Study hard and work for your dreams! You are one of the most lovely souls I have ever had the chance to meet. Your quirks are charming, and your beautiful poetic writing was what inspired me to become better everyday. I thank you for your messages, even when I was barely here. It meant so much to hear from you, to be able to talk to you even on occasions. You truly are beautiful to me. And I'll miss you greatly, this I am sure of.
- Chemi, my little burrito! Remember when that came up? I surely do! To you, thank you for being such a wondrous listener, and an excellent advice giver. I've always adored your energy, the cheerfulness in your words in your messages. And of course, your righteousness is something that ought to be recognized. Like Juniel, I may not have known you intimately, but I still valued you as one of my closest friends. Thank you for simply being present when even I needed to unload (which must have been troublesome, I can imagine). And your writing! The pure spunk of it, the incredible life in it had always hooked me in right from the beginning. Never change, alright? And I will miss you.
- Kyuhyun. Ah, I've had so many thoughts about you! But above all, what I felt the most for you was a profound, unshakable respect. Few were the times we spoke, and I must say that I should have heeded those subtle warnings. Getting intimately involved in roleplaying is one of my greatest blunders, and you yourself had mentioned a few things about it as well. I sympathize with you, in that aspect. Now, you seem to be a great person, and you so remind me of Chemi at times. (I secretly shipped you both, I am so sorry). Your writing was always so detailed, the stories in it are continuous to me. Everything you write is truly like a movie; so easy to picture and to portray. I could always dive into your character in your writing. It was wonderful, just like Juniel's and Chemi's.
I don't know what else to say. Writing was always an impersonal thing for me and having to portray what I feel now is truly a struggle, so forgive me for failing in emphasize how much you all mean to me. And those I was close to were very, very few, but it didn't mean that the rest did not affect me as well. You're all great, and I truly hope that none of you give up on writing. I wish to see all of you continue onward with pride. To the new ones, I apologize for not being able to interact with all of you enough.
I suppose this is all I have to say. Letting go has been a real battle throughout these months, and now the time has come. I'm sorry, you guys.
Farewell, and always remember that I loved each and every one of you in a unique way.











