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i am hiding somewhere far away. it is quiet here. u can join me if u want || vent sideblog/journal

[ext1ncti0n]

bro theres something wrong with me bro like seriously wrong like idek why im like this. the shame. like fuck bro

[ext1ncti0n]

ok like lowkey idk why i keep doing this to myself theres something wrong with me bro idk

[ext1ncti0n]

like i feel so gross and disgusting idk why i keep doing this man

[ext1ncti0n]

ok like lowkey idk why i keep doing this to myself theres something wrong with me bro idk

[batmanisagatewaydrug]

I do wish we could make it a little more socially acceptable to wander the streets at night weeping inconsolably I feel like that would have a great catharsis factor for a lot of people

[fairycosmos]

dj play a 6pm breeze in 2007

[ext1ncti0n]

genuinely the current state of trans health care for teenagers in australia is something that people need to be jailed over like its genuinely so disgusting and foul

[ext1ncti0n]

young man... i was once in your shoes.. i said i was down and out with the blues.. i felt no man cared if i were alive....

[ext1ncti0n]

young man, young man are you listening to me... young man, young man what do you wanna be... no man does it all by himself.....

[subwaybug]

❎ "my current mental state can cause me to be anxious, irrational, and overly reactive at times"

✅ "some sort of evil shadow self lurks within me that can only be defeated via battle of the mind combat"

[meanbuddhist]

what they don’t tell you is that it lives inside you until you let it out

[ext1ncti0n]

when care a goes missing, she goes missing forever. ughhh like whatever ok whatever

[caspercryptid]

I would actually go as far as to say that MOST abuse is unintentional. I think most people will go through their lives without ever experiencing intentional abuse. People are abusive because they're selfish, because they're stressed, because they care more about what society thinks they should do than the impacts of their actions on their children and partners, because they think what they're doing is correct, because they've made it make sense in their own heads, because they think they can fix their victims, they think they can fix their relationships, they think they can stop you from leaving, they think they can make you a better partner to them, they think that means you need to do what they want. We've sort of constructed mental illness in a way that doing this shit to other people counts as a form of mental illness because it is anti social behavior in the literal sense— it is behavior that causes social harm.

I don't say any of this to excuse it. I think everyone needs to be more aware of this because if you think abuse has to be intentional you will never realize you are capable of abusive behavior. You will never realize you are being shitty to the people you love, because YOU know what you mean, YOU know you don't mean any harm. But you're doing harm. You need to pay attention to the impact you have on other people, and you need to do it all the time, Especially when you feel least capable of doing so. Sorry! You live in a society. Get your head out of your ass.

[aqarititss]

[ext1ncti0n]

omfg genuinely i was starting to go fucking nuts waiting to be able to start testosterone the more i think about it the more im like holy shit like how is that legal that shit was torture i was fr genuinely going fucking nuts like no joke at all. and now that im like a year ish on t i can finally feel my brain turning back on like im finally starting to actually feel normal lowkey for the first time ever maybe.

[thesituation]

started dreaming of a better life for myself again and now i want it more than ever

[thesituation]

the idea of raising awareness for “men’s mental health” is so fucking ridiculous to me because it implies women get preferential treatment in any way shape or form when dealing with mental illness

[utopians]

duuuuuude you have GOT to come out tonight we're enacting cruelty upon those who have transgressed so badly that we can justify any act against them... and you KNOW we're interpreting our delight as moral righteousness... Yeah it's fucking crazyyyyyyy get an Uber