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Im ezra (țhey/them) 19 (and i never learned how to fkn read)

[ezratheidiot]

about me

Im ezra (they/them)

19 years old.

Cis men nd minors dni. There’s nothing explicit on my blog i just don’t like kids (yall stay safe tho)

Im a huge nerd, i like stranger things, Yellowjackets, fear street, nd science in general

I’m also gay af nd pathetic around women, although im not interested in dating rn i would love to make some more friends

[ezratheidiot]

one very specific thing that has been bothering me as a non binary person is how often my supposed “friends” misgender me and refuse to keep it secret. Ive been friends with this guy for 9 years now. Ive been out to him for 4 years and he still mis genders me. His sister told her (now ex) gf that im a guy. I’m no longer friends with him. they know im not in a space to be out publicly. So why does someone I’ve interacted with maybe 3 times call me ezra? Why did the friend group go completely silent when i brought it up? Why did one of them make an incredibly rude dig at me saying she’s “pretty sure everyone knows by now”

News flash fuck face. They’re not supposed to know! It’s not safe for them to know! Im so sick and tired of privileged and or cis motherfuckers trying to define my gender and experiences around it for me. and then im the one in the wrong here cuz i should have kept it secret? You should have respected me!

[outromoonyy]

Hc that Sirius stole a ring from the Black family vault before he ran away.

​It’s heavy, goblin-wrought platinum with a black stone. It’s old magic. It’s meant for the "consort of the heir."

​He carries it in his pocket for months. He tells himself he’s going to pawn it for firewhisky money.

​But he never does.

​On Remus’s 17th birthday, they are sitting quietly. Remus is picking at a new scar on his knuckle, looking at his own hands with that familiar self-loathing. He whispers that he hates them.

​Sirius watches him. He feels that surge of protective anger. He wants to prove Remus wrong. He digs into his pocket, pulls out the heavy ring, and holds it out. "Happy birthday, Moony," he says, trying to sound casual.

​Remus looks up, completely surprised by the sudden gift, but he tentatively reaches out and takes it.

​He puts it on his thumb because it’s too big for his finger. He smiles. "Thanks, Pads."

​Sirius watches the ancient Black family heirloom sitting on the hand of a half-blood werewolf. It’s the ultimate blasphemy against his parents.

​And Sirius feels a surge of dark, intense pride. He’s wearing my ring.

​He realizes he didn't steal it to sell it. He stole it to claim him.

[ezratheidiot]

hc that regulus noticed and didn’t say anything because wolfstar just fit together so perfectly. He also secretly cast a spell on it that made the ring invisible to anyone that would potentially be harmful to remus or sirius about it. Oh how his heart ached when he saw it disappear before his eyes

[ezratheidiot]

Hello, I apologize for the inconvenience.

I am not asking for a lot of money, I only need 70 euros to buy a medicine called Depalept to treat muscle spasms for my brother samer.

Vetted by @gazavetters #75

@hazemsuhail

https://gofund.me/46d684017

cant help rn but sharing this

sending love from across our planet. You can make it out

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

we gotta get back into revolving bookcases i'm begging

truly we allow the pinnacles of human achievement to wither and collapse into ashes in the wind

[ezratheidiot]

aziraphale

[ezratheidiot]

nothing worse than being a bleeding heart kinda person when literally nobody cares. My emotions are spilling out all over nd everyone is just ok with hurting me

[ezratheidiot]

Good omens season finale is making me think of when my ex broke up with me and said: maybe in another universe

so naturally i replied with: that’s not fair (her name) i wanted you in this one

so anyway

[voskhodart]

Turning heavenward.

[ezratheidiot]

Item: The Screen Rarity: ⏶ Common

Console or PC?

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console all the way. Can’t sneak a pc into class and social functions i don’t want to be at

[ezratheidiot]

Item: A Soft Pillow Rarity: ⏶ Common

What's your comfort game?

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idk what it’s called but it’s that game with the blocks at the top nd the moving block at the bottom, the one u have to move to get a ball to bounce back up to break the blocks at the top. Yk what i mean?

[ezratheidiot]

Item: The Bindle Rarity: ⏶ Common

What video game world would be your #1 travel destination?

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mario kart ig? (I don’t play video games)

[ezratheidiot]

Item: A Set of Dice Rarity: ⏶ Common

Do you consider yourself a lucky person when playing?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

idk bro but i like the level of silliness this game gives

[1nternetpuppy]

repost if you're a puppyboy who sleeps too much

[lamentelle]

can i go non-verbal and cling to your leg

[crippled-peeper]

I don’t think I should exist

[ezratheidiot]

WRONG

[ezratheidiot]

has anyone ever wanted to die but not in a “ima kill myself” way more in a “i wanna skip” way

like i wanna skip to the part where im in my 70’s and I’ve already lived and loved and im in retirement and Ive lived a beautiful life where i was cared for and i just die peacefully in my sleep on a sunny afternoon after it rained all day while my bookmark is still halfway in my book, staying there forever

like I want to live sure, but i still feel as if there’s parts of me that hurts too much for me to actually keep experiencing all of this

[aconstellationcollective]

dehumanization as horror is great and all but what about humanization as horror. Being forced into a role that was not made for you. Being forced to fulfill expectations that you can never achieve. Being made to exist in a society that so cruelly expects you to act in a way that is against your nature.