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Im ezra (țhey/them) 19 (and i never learned how to fkn read)

[ezratheidiot]

about me

Im ezra (they/them)

19 years old.

Cis men nd minors dni. There’s nothing explicit on my blog i just don’t like kids (yall stay safe tho)

Im a huge nerd, i like stranger things, Yellowjackets, fear street, nd science in general

I’m also gay af nd pathetic around women, although im not interested in dating rn i would love to make some more friends

[luxiomahariel]

is it a "womans space" or is it a reproductive health clinic?

is it a "womans space" or is it a domestic violence shelter?

is it a "womans space" or is it a queer pride event?

is it a "womans space" or do you just exclude people who arent women from spaces that they belong in because you think people who arent women are "evil"?

[hometoursandotherstuff]

How Tech People Think:

[modernbaseball]

[ezratheidiot]

most American writers need to shut up and go to ao3 or wattpad this is genuinely fucking fan fiction i am so sick and tired of the amount of bad writing that hits the shelves cuz yall like to think ur main characters in every other persons life

[cryptid-corpse]

They should invent a form of existence that isn't just an endless loop of waking up and feeling misunderstood and alone

[ezratheidiot]

different ways I would describe autistic loneliness

Those nightmares where you can run for as long as you want, as fast as you want, yet still stay in the exact same spot

the universe unraveling itself from under your feet

an invisible wall between you and the rest of the world (a but common ik but it gets the point across perfectly)

the idea that you are only liked or useful never loved

you hear the words, you notice the action, logically it makes sense for someone to love you, yet you don’t feel it

you dont love others in a way they understand

thinking in circles and going insane because you can argue your way out of almost everything but not this. Never this

being under cold, sharp water. The type that makes it seem like your own skin is stabbing you. You are deep enough for your ears to turn funny. Every sound is amplified but not the ones you make

hot humid carnival days where you feel more like a part of the place than someone experiencing it

a long string of dull misery

[obsidian-thing]

Imagine constantly dehumanizing neurodivergent people and then being surprised when they start to identify with something non human

[ezratheidiot]

important notice to every autistic person out there who wants more friends:

if they gossip nd judge other ppl they will do that to u

if they try to analyze someone to figure out “ what’s wrong w them” they will do that to u

if they make funny and witty comments about ppl they will do that to u

if they were a mean bitch once in their life i promise u it can and does resurface. doesn’t matter how often or how well but it will happen. and it’s probably gonna slap u in the face sometimes if u aren’t prepared for it. most genuinely kind ppl out there have been like that for a vast majority of their lives

[themanfromeire]

Remus Lupin looking all cool and mysterious reading a book in public, but really, he's stuck on his sudoku and trying not to throw the book across the street in anger

[ezratheidiot]

hes so me core for this

[vugust]

Reblog if you're a cuddler.

[satan-offical]

Right okay

[gelphienation]

like how every single autistic person seems to have some version of what I call the impermeable membrane which is like this sense of a veil or film or sheet of glass between you and the world. Like you can describe it to someone and they’ll be like oh yeah my impermeable membrane/sheet of glass. like people will talk about how autistics talk and move but I think a lot of autistic people have a shared visual language as well. or how autistic people have different relationships to gender the way queer people do. That gender is performed which takes agency and skill and creative choice. Even the concept that a lot of autistic people have interests that don’t match their aesthetic or aren’t limited to one subculture creates a unique type of cultural dissonance that would be a notable feature of any other artistic culture or movement. Like autism not just being something that acts upon you (as it’s described by everyone else) but something that’s expressed through you with agency and skill

[ezratheidiot]

The more active research i do on autism the more i understand how well it describes me tbh

[naughtyandnicerpmemes]

Reblog if you're bored and you want anons.

Or non-anons. Whatever works for you!

[chazchaschad]

I do not have a "side blog”, I do not “schedule posts”. I torture my followers with random bullshit and if that doesn’t work I KILL MYSELF

[hometownrockstar]

Hi! 👋😁 I'm nonbinary character from show 😏 I show up for 3 episodes in the entire season! everyone loves me for my confident attitude that has no depth behind it, and I get called they for 5 entire lines, and that's the extent of my identity being shown in the whole show! Isn't it cool how normalized being nonbinary is in this world, so much so that no characters ever have to be shown getting misgendered or questioning their gender, meaning everyone else gets to be assumed to be cis, except me, The Nonbinary One.

[karimm95-deactivated20250708]

Romanticize your coffee, your skincare, your slow mornings.

[ezratheidiot]

i draw hearts on my skin with my moisturiser, i take a picture of every sunrise im lucky enough to see, i drink my coffee while my dog eats breakfast, i make eyelash and 11:11 wishes for complete strangers, i leave loving messages on sticky notes inside my friends study notes, i am made of love and i will always have it because of that

[heathertrash10-blog]

Reblog if

It’s 104% okay to come to your DM and just say, “Hi, can we be friends?” And then start asking you random questions.