S W E A R I N G
today i woke up late my first thought was you and how its been months since we last talked
then i got really mad at myself of course because it seems i cant move the fuck on
i read some old texts butterflies appeared again i felt my cheeks flush i screamed after that
i hate it, i hate you, i hate me i hate the pain i put myself in
you are a constant on my mind no matter what i do i swear i tried to rip your image of my brain but it keeps showing up again and again and again and again
and i’ve tried to hate you for how you made me feel that day but i always end up blaming my stupid self
i know if the world was ending id find myself at your house knocking on your door just to see you one last time
but you don’t give a fuck i am painly aware of that or else you would’ve called, showed you did care, you never did
i hate it, i hate you, i hate me i hate the pain i put myself in
you are a constant on my mind no matter what i do i swear i tried to rip your image of my brain but it keeps showing up again and again and again and again











