IDK anymore

I think this is a little of everything :)

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i could go on and on about mcd zane’s characterization for HOURS dude i’m so fr. cause like i firmly believe that mcd is the type of media that allows fans to interpret any character however they want because canon is weird and full of plot holes- BUT! personally i could never see mcd zane as anything but a villain. like that man was a FREAK. he slaughtered whole ass villages and hurt literal CHILDREN for fun like cmon guys. and like ik some people aren’t fans of mcd aaron so they kinda ignore his character and stuff but if you do pay attention to his backstory you would really understand why diaries zane is such a horrible person. like he slaughtered the dude’s entire village! you can hate aaron all you want but that was so fucked up . and what’s also horrible about it is like he probably did it to MULTIPLE villages too, cause there was no reason to just only go after falcon claw lets be real, he wanted to do more then that. PLUS literally everything that happened in season 1 ???? dude literally RUINED LIVES. LIKE ARE WE FORGETTING ABOUT ALEXIS ??? OR THE ENTIRE WEDDING DISASTER ?? like WHAT 😭 and again i’ll say that you can redeem zane and stuff in your rewrite i’m not judging anyone for that- i just know personally i could NEVER do that. it just like- kinda takes away from the whole point of his character in the story i feel ? not that you can’t do that cause jess fucked up mcd’s writing tremendously- but i just feel like zane was such a good villain. his purpose was to be a villain. so like- i know that keeping him that way in my rewrite at least is what i’m going to do. like he’s silly and absolutely bonkers insane but that’s part of the charm! the entire reason i think hes cool is BECAUSE of how evil he was. idk i just think hes neat slash derogatory (that’s a joke)

anyways yea sorry if this makes absolutely no sense i’m just rambling atp. if you have redeemed zane in your rewrite feel free to share what you did because i find it super interesting !!!! just don’t take this post the wrong way please i promise i’m not shaming anyone i swear </3

ok but that’s all for now aphblr have a good day/night 🩷🩷🩷

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This is so real, I love that's Zane is a villain who is so cruel and sick that if his name is even mentioned, it's like bringing back years of trauma. My rewrite keeps him irredeemable villian but it does make humanize him more. He's kinda similar to how Azula is. He had a mess up childhood, and a lot of his actions stem from how (in my rewrite) his parents treated him. But there are also moments where you see that he's still a human, that you can sympathize with him and see some light in his character. But then he turns around and slaughters an entire village just because it is in the way of his travel. You can sympathize with his life all you want, but it's never enough for him to be a good person. He can never change and can never be redeemed.

But I also like how in everyone's rewrite everyone is different, makes me think about the original just a little harder.

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I see so much of MCD Zane being seen as something akin to a tyrant, but no, I refuse it. Even in the remake, it seems like Aph is trying to get the people to see Zane as either evil or a delusional idiot.

I feel like Zane, who's terrifying because of his alliances and how smart he is, would 100% take advantage of the people of Okhasis by getting them to love him. And even people from different villages.

If he's well loved, then he has more power, power that only the people can give him. Trust and loyalty.

The fact that he's the high priest makes me think that he would probably be liked even outside of Okhasis, even if it's not nearly as much or as common, but like if majority of people believe in Irene they'd probably like the high priestess or at least respect him.

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Jury of nine post because I need more content of them and Jess will never give it to me.

I think about the loyalties of the members all the time and why they might be loyal. We know that Katelyn and Jeffory aren't all that loyal but it seems like the other four we know (Janus, Lillian, Ivy, and Ivan) are. And I think/headcanon this might be why.

Janus- He is described as a monster and thats all we really know about him, so I think thats a pretty important part of their character. So what I think happened is that Janus was probably also a 'monster' before they met Zane, and he never had a place to belong and was an outcast because of the people's fear. Now Zane (being a smart man, so probably targeting people he knows will give all loyalty to him for simple things) gave him a place, the jury. They wouldn't be an outcast as most jury members are 'monsters', its the type of people Zane wants. Being with him ment that they belonged somewhere and that he had a purpose, being Zanes monster. So I think he's loyal to Zane because Zane gave them everything he wanted. (It also said that the jobs Zane gives him are his purpose in life, so that's why I think it's one of the biggest things)

Ivy- We know she is pretty blood thirsty and being with the jury ment that she was one of the most powerful people as she had more authority then majority of people and she gets the power that comes with the job, plus working under Zane means she'll probably get a lot of bloody jobs. So she stays for that. But she also knows how good of a leader Zane is and how charismatic he is so if someone else were to come into the picture she probably wouldn't leave the jury as she knows Zane will most likely come out on top in the end.

Lillian- I think she stays out of respect if im going to be honest. I think she would respect the power Zane has and what he will do to keep it and get more. She stays under his rule because she wouldn't want to be under anyone else. He's smart and gets what he wants. She respects his methods and all that he is.

Ivan- I think its pretty similar to Lillians, he probably respects the power and authority Zane has and how he does things. While he may not understand it all and think some of it is dumb, he can still put himself behind it as he respects Zanes decisions. He is also probably there for the power and authority it gives him.

Now we only know 6/9 of the members (Zane is the leader, not a member) and out of that only 2 of them are there without having some type of motive to be there, only there cause Zane wants them there and he has ways of forcing them to stay. But I think out of the other three at least 2 of them are also loyal to Zane, I think this because Zane probably knows that having people that aren't completely and totally loyal to him is risky, which is why only 2/6 of the members we know about are blackmail into joining. And we know there have to be others because in rebirth, Lilian mentions Ivan, Ivy, Jeffery, Katelyn, and then mentions others. So I wish to see them please

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Hmmmmmm

This feels familiar (mostly uta-geto and renji-gojo)

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Everyday I wake I think about how underutilized Starrk and Lilynette were. They had so much character and potential, but nooooo you get one fight and then they get killed off >:(

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Everyone go watch nanbaka and read its manga, please, I need more content for this fandom

LIKE LOOK AT THIS ART

SO AMAZING

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I refuse to touch the chaos arc in seven deadly sins

All I know is that they made merlin a child (can't have one relationship have two adults 😒) and that they made her character evil for the stupidest reasons :(

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Where are you guys getting that William forced/encouraged Michael to shove Evan into fredbears mouth??

I am so confused with everything about these guys relationships help

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Why does no one talk about the Enemy official video???

There is so much information in those 3 minutes that tell us about the relationship between the kids, especially Power, Vi, and Ekko

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Imagine that after all these years and theories about Dazais past that we find out it's just that Natsume is Dazais dad and he sent him out just to make sure that Mori and Fukuzawa don't do anything stupid, and that's how he got into this mess.

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The thing I like about the cycle of abuse between mori-dazai-akutagawa-higuchi/kyouka is the fact that they all have different tropes (??? I'dk if that's the right word)

But we have mori who started it all.

Dazai who got saved after the damage was done, to both him and akutagawa.

Akutagawa who never got saved.

Higuchi who knows what's happening and could attempt to get out but doesn't want to.

And kyouka who got saved before she could continue the cycle and before the affects were irreversible.

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Mori when a traumatized kid makes a friend:

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Weird confession but when I first started the Dark Era in bungou stray dogs, I thought Ango was like a parental figure to dazai.

My only explanation is that when they first meet at the bar Ango talks about how they shouldn't let dazai talk 'like that' to keep him from going off the rails

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hello! for the headcanons, can i ask for a fukuzawa or kunikida hc?

Kunikida made a list of all the things the members aren't allowed to do and its posted in the middle of the office. He started this when dazai wouldn't stop calling the ada "fukuzawa's orphanage".

Fukuzawa is so use to the ada accidently calling him dad that it became natural, and the first time atushi accidently called him dad he was so confused as to why he was freaking out and apologizing.

I hope you like these :)

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THOUGHTS BE PUT ON PAPER NOW (also slight gore?!?!? Idk, ill put this here just in case)

So I was thinking about dazais ability and came to the thought 'if his blood got on someone could he disable their ability??' After a lot of research (the wiki) it needs to be skin contact. So could he just...cut off some skin and throw it at someone and disable their ability??

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Whatever you do, don't think about no one in the mafia touching dazai in fear of losing their ability or in fear BECAUSE he has an ability.

Don't think about people keeping their distance away from him at all times cause their weirded out or scared of him.

Dont think about the fact that M*ri could have used this against him and always give little touches (like a pat on the shoulder/head or a brush on his arms) so that dazai will get more attached to him.

Don't think about the fact that whenever M*ri got mad at Dazai he could bring it up and tell him that he still touches him even though Elsie would dissappear and make dazai feel guilty.

Just don't think about anything that could've happened to dazai in the mafia.

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Does anyone else wonder how weird it must have been for the port mafia to see dazai without his bandages? Like he wore them for 4 years, it had to have been weird.