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@fantasizedactivist
One of the weirdest things about having chronic pain is like...not fully realizing how much pain you're in.
Like I've felt off all morning but it wasn't until the like third time I laid down to try to take a nap that I realized I was having a ton of joint pain.
Like what part of my brain tuned it out to that degree that I thought I was just...grumpy? Because that's truly wild.
Sometimes I don't realize just how bad I feel until I lie down. And then I'm just like wow. How was my body even keeping itself upright. Wtf.
my legs: ow
me: what
my legs: you are in A Position
me: *changes position* is this better
my legs: ...no.
When will people realise that Chronically ill people cannot predict how they will feel in the next few minutes, hours, days or months. I could wake up feeling fine and then feel like I’ve been hit by a truck within the hour. There are no warning signs.
Being scared of recovery but still wanting it makes sense and isn't a moral failing or reflection of laziness. Even positive change can be scary
I want to feel like a person again and participate in life but I also feel like I wouldn't know how or where to start. I'm used to having too much brain fog to function in a school or work environment. I don't know how to spend a lot of my time if not on managing being sick or trying to get better. The last time I didn't wake up in pain I was in middle school and even then I spent most of my life sick in some way or another
I'm scared of new expectations and obligations if I recover. I'm scared that I'll get sick again somehow just when I'm learning to navigate life as someone who isn't sick. Especially if I've secured a life that has no room for being sick and have nothing to fall back on and have bills or rent to pay
There are a lot of reasons I'm scared to get better because all I'm used to is spending my time trying to get better. I don't enjoy it at all and would give anything to feel better and yet it's one of my biggest fears because of what that could entail
Joint pain is so weird. Sometimes I just wanna open myself up and shoot grease between my wrists/elbows/knees with one of these bad boys
A struggle that's not talked about enough with chronic pain: wanting to sit a certain way (ex: criss cross applesauce, knees up to chest, on knees) but not being able to because of the pain and having to keep your legs straight out
rip my days of sitting like a pretzel 24/7
the moment i trusted my dr and her diagnosis: i was expressing my frustration to her about my symptoms getting worse and i said “i don’t know what else to do” and she said
“figuring out what to do isn’t your job, that’s mine”
in that moment i knew that she would have my back no matter what diagnosis came up or if it changes at all
the dreammm
you can trust the signals your body is sending you. whatever physical symptom you're experiencing is real. your pain, fatigue, weakness, numbness, unsteadiness, malaise, dizziness, nausea - all of it is real. i believe you. even if you, doctors, friends, or family dont. i believe you.
you should have never had the idea that you cannot be the authority on your own body put in your head. you are the only person on this planet who can convey what you are going through. no one has the right to take that from you. please believe in and advocate for yourself. and know you deserve to have someone advocating for you, too.
Being crippled is so ridiculous sometimes like what do you mean I can't walk? That's literally what my legs are for. Are you telling me they just up and quit on me? For what? Better wages? In this economy? no not wages apparently they just don't like the fact my soul is inhabiting this body and until further notice lmao they're just gonna make sure I'm miserable. 👍 why, you may ask? Well, why not is the real question apparently
imagine not liking mamma mia. like imagine having so much hate in your heart that you can’t sit through an hour and a half of amazing ABBA songs and Meryl Streep. can’t relate
i miss her so much i think about her every single day (the local library)
his name is beans
so this is a plate of —
its rice and
together they make rice and
Vintage Novelty Telephones (x)(x) (x)(x) (x)(x) (x)(x) (x)(x)
Strange and massive objects plow near the moon, captured on amateur film from Quebec, Canada. (26.03.2020).
Aliens for April…… why not
Bro please be nice aliens, like, please
WOAHHH that’s so cool!!!
Me expecting a joke video and waiting to see what hilarious item flys by on camera:
Me seeing what actually happens:
Reblogging again for the “April Aliens” part
Why not?
Sorry dudes, it’s the Kaguya Cadillac science mission
catching that mission on camera by accident is just as cool as aliens.
“I was looking at the moon and I accidentally captured footage of a once in a lifetime lunar mission that’s mapping the surface of the moon a quarter of a million miles away…” Now THAT’S COOL!
