This hasn't been a good time for me, on oct 30, 2019 my beautiful wife left this veil of tears leaving me here alone to figure all this shit out that's life. We had been married 19 yrs 6 months and 12 daze. Totally unexpected. Our anniversary is next month on the 18th and I'm completely lost and depressed, some days it's so bad I literally cant function, I just sit and cry. She was/is my world, and I dont know what to do. I work and then go home and just sit and think, I do the "what ifs" which just makes it worse. If anybody has any advise or can help me to get my shit squared away I would be grateful.

















