werewolf mcwerewolf

“My transformations in those days were — were t e r r i b l e. It is very painful to turn into a w e r e w o l f. I was separated from humans to bite, so I bit and scratched myself instead. The villagers heard the noise and the screaming and thought they were hearing particularly violent spirits.”

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faultyconscience​:

hey there! welcome to the blog! this is a semi-selective indie rp blog for remus john lupin. my portrayal is headcanon heavy w/the most minimal inspiration from the books. anti-jkr. this blog’s been around since about….2016? revamped, moved, revamped, moved, revamped and moved again a few times, but here i am. for now! i’m dani, she/her, 31, PST. activity is spotty at best but i try! below are a couple links to help u get started and give u some more info!

rules verses askbox // memes // open starters headcanons 

[faultyconscience]

indie. selective. multi-muse written by dani.

[faultyconscience-archive]

i'm not makin any promises but if u see me changing this blog into a multi, send me memes lmao

[faultyconscience-archive]

love coming to this blog and seeing wynonna call remus mr. myagi lmao.

[taiturner]

Sometimes, alone is safer. That’s not the conventional wisdom.

[faultyconscience-archive]

@heartsdefine said: it was the heat of the moment.

"Right," he replies, short and maybe not so sweet as he tries to disguise his disappointment. People say things all the time in heat of the moment that they don't mean, and he's sure that's the case now. "Heat of the moment. Don't worry about it, I know you didn't mean it."

[scarletslippers]

Get yourself an OTP with a slightly feral girl who worries she’s not good enough and an equally sad boy who feels the same.

They both think the other is the most amazing thing to ever exist.

They also share a love for toasted breakfast food.

[uuuhshiny]

Russell Crowe in 3:10 to Yuma

[heartsdefine]

you can't live in the light all the time. you have to take whatever light you can hold into the dark with you.

ind. sel. priv. multimuse rp blog. written & beloved by bean.

(c)

[heartsdefine]

        "You got a death wish about you, Lupin. I'm almost impressed." A brief smile flashes over painted lips, then disappears. "Now give it back." When he makes no motion to do so, Wynonna straightens up, her frown intensifying. "I'll count to three. One...two..." And before she even gets to three, she's tackled him into the grass. There's a struggle as she wrestles to pin him on his back, then snatches the flask from his hand with a triumphant shout. Then glancing down at him with a smug smile: "I did warn you."

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All he can manage is a barely audible “what the—-“ before the wind is knocked clear out of him. For a moment he tussles with her, not so much in an effort to keep the flask from her any longer—by this point he’s forgotten all about it in his shock—but to figure out what the fuck just happened and try to regain his bearings.

There’s no use though and before he knows it he’s flat on his back. “Have you lost your fucking mind?” He asks as he feels the flask slip from his now limp fingers and hears her triumphant shout.

“You call that a—-“ he begins as he squirms a moment longer trying to get out from under her but quickly loses his train of thought when he finally looks up at her smug face and becomes painfully aware of their positioning and his cheeks warm. “—-warning?”

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My wife: I wanna go to like Sweden or the Netherlands

Me: oooh you wanna go to Amsterdam?!

My wife: and do shrooms?!

Me, at the same time: and ride bikes?!?!

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe, we have grown old together. i have spent decades loving you.

[faultyconscience-archive]

day 1,678 that i'm upset i've always shipped rum/remus and my remus cANNOTFUCKING STAND MY RUM B((((((

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR THE MORNING AFTER *  adjust as necessary, nsfw implied

this... isn't my bed.

i'll make us breakfast.

wait, how long have you been here?

did you stay the night?

you're so beautiful like this.

did i give you that hickey?

don't get up. stay right here.

kiss me again.

nice bedhead.

are you... wearing anything?

this was a bad idea.

i've wanted to do that forever.

did you enjoy it?

i did a number on your back. sorry about that.

is this your shirt?

maybe you should go.

i had a great time.

if you stay, i'll make us coffee.

i shouldn't have stayed over.

come back here. please?

i've never been like that with anyone before.

there's a bra on the ceiling fan.

did we... actually...?

we could do it again, if you want.

you made me feel... incredible.

was it... okay?

you look beautiful in my bed.

what do you remember?

was i too loud?

you can borrow my shirt.

i guess this makes us more than friends.

this can't be happening.

i could spend the day just like this, right here with you.

is that a hickey?

this was just for fun. it doesn't mean we're together.

this wasn't supposed to happen.

should we talk about it?

what time is it? i'm late for work.

how long have you been awake?

i remember... everything.

we should do that again sometime.

i think we cuddled.

that was the best night of my life.

what parts do you remember?

why don't you stay for breakfast?

was it good for you?

the sex was great.

how do you like your eggs?

are we still friends?

sorry, i've got morning breath.

i'd really like to keep seeing you.

i'm glad i invited you in.

finally... fucking finally.

please don't leave the bed.

don't make fun of me if i walk funny.

this doesn't mean anything.

my friends are never going to believe this.

i don't even know who i was last night.

no one's ever taken care of me like that.

let me help you clean up.

maybe we should forget this even happened.

i'm just going to... leave.

you said some wild things last night.

you're wearing my shirt.

maybe we could make this a regular thing.

am i blushing? i'm blushing, aren't i.

where did i put my glasses?

your clothes are in the living room.

i need a shower.

your hair's a mess.

you make a great pillow.

i thought we agreed this would ruin our relationship.

did i do something wrong?

we were pretty loud.

do you want me to leave?

i asked you to stay the night.

i bet your neighbors hate us.

stay like this.

well, that's one way to bounce back.

what about round two?

don't let go of me.

why don't you join me in the shower?

we can't keep doing this.

we're fucked, aren't we.

how long have i been asleep?

i tried to keep feelings out of this. i really did.

[narrateur]

[heartsdefine]

        "An arsehole is definitely better than a boring guy who's nice all the time. If nothing else, they're more fun to argue with." Although, to be fair, arguing with Remus Lupin does have its enjoyable moments. "And I don't do boyf—oi! Give that back." She grapples for the flask.

        "Now," she adds, a quiet warning in her eyes and voice.

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He'd like to say he's not afraid of her, but that'd be a lie. Though, admittedly not enough to actually give her the flask back. Hadn't she just accused him of being too soft? A pushover? Well, not anymore.

Holding it high above her head where she could never possibly reach it, he shakes his head. "No, I don't think I will. I'm afraid I'll have to confiscate this; there's no drinking allowed on school grounds."

While technically true, this is one of the most often broken rules at Hogwarts. In fact he and his friends often have a stash of drinks in their common room thanks to a certain hidden passageway into Hogsmeade. For them, he will allow the rules to be broken--he's more afraid of them than he is of her--but not for her. Not this time.

[leneemusing]

DEEPER CONVERSATION PROMPTS ft. some inspo from random shit i’ve written

“ even morsels of affection are like feasts to a starved soul.  ”

“  you ever feel like…you’re a box of matches everyone keeps passing around to keep themselves warm?  and some days you just wanna set fire to a forest just to watch something else burn for once.  ”

“  seems like when my life was created by—  shit if i know.  the universe or god.  whoever was building it had the blueprint upside down.  something’s just wrong.  ”

“  the world feels too big for me to be noticed,  yet too small to hide.  ”

“  it hurts.  when you want to live.  when you start caring about having a future again.  it makes all the things you’d numbed yourself too ache again.  it can be just as suffocating to want to stay on this earth as it is to want to escape it.  ”

“  only clinging to positive emotions,  pushing all the bad shit down,  that’s not balance.  it’s not any healthier than the people who hold on to their bitterness and anger.  ”

“  truth is i don’t care— i should but.  i don’t care if becoming one of the monsters is what it to takes to protect myself.  i’d rather be something that makes people afraid than be the one terrified anymore.  ”

“  i think the real monsters in the world,  the real villains,  are the ones who create them.  ”

“  no one blames a beat dog for learning how to bite the hands that strike it.  yet when humans learn how to bear their teeth we avert our gaze,  criticize how they learn to survive.  ”

“  i’m starting to think finding your place in the world is about making it.  carving out a piece and making it yours.  ”

“  i’m not afraid to love.  loving is the easy part.  it’s the after that always scares me.  the idea of being left with all that love and nowhere to put it.  ”  

“  i feel hungry.  like in my soul.  but i don’t know what i’m starving for.  how am i supposed to know what i need when i’ve never had it?  it’s just hollow.  ” 

“  it took me a while to realize happiness wasn’t this long,  consistent thing.  it’s just learning to live in the small moments.  appreciating the joys you find,  tucking them away for later so when it’s dark again you remember what the light felt like.  ”

“  i think it’s okay to be lonely sometimes.  i think that’s when you learn the most about who and what you are.  and who you want to be.  ”

“  i knew something had to change when nightmares no longer scared me.  they almost felt safer than what was there when i was awake.  ”

“  i’ve never really learned to identify one emotion from another.  i never got that?  how some people just know what they’re feeling.  it’s all just one mess inside me.  i just feel.  i don’t think about it.  i just feel things—so strongly it’s like it takes over my entire body and soul.  ”  

“  to really know yourself…i think that will always be more important than whether not anyone else knows you.  ‘cause there’s always going to be pieces of yourself you keep from the world.  and only you can understand them.  ”

“  when you fight with someone you actually,  truly love.  that selfless,  committed kind of love?  every argument might as well be like punching your own reflection.  that’s how you know it’s real.  when hurting them wounds you too.  ”