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‼️This blog is very concerning, follow me at your own risk‼️
hi, I used to be starvingstonedbones and I've been terminated like 5 times now💀
About Me
note: I'm in too deep with this shit, fuck sobriety and recovering/getting better I'm just trying to stay alive atp and the drugs and my dad are the only things keeping me from ending it all rn. but I always warn people, to try to stop anyone and everyone I can from making the same mistakes I did. if you're not already on hard drugs, don't try them. if you're going to try them, only do it once, in a safe environment and don't start doing it every day/multiple days in a row. no matter how good it feels when you start doing it, no drug is worth the fucking pain of withdrawal and the misery that addiction leads to. I tried every drug I could get my hands on and didn't have any problems or cravings until I tried a blue one day (fake perc 30s with fentanyl in them, didnt know they were fake but when i found out it was too late and i didnt care). it was the best feeling I've ever had and I've been doing them almost every day since then. I haven't been happy in a long time, and I lost everything to the addiction, including myself. please don't end up like me.
Kat, she/her, pro-recovery always just not in it
i always support the sobriety of others and if you can get clean please do, this isn't the life you want
17, bisexual, bipolar, anorexia, pill addict (blues/m-box 30's), not looking for any ana coaches or ana buddies, not interested in encouraging anyone else's disorder, not pro. please dont try to tell me to recover from my issues or get sober or anything along those lines, caring and considerate comments/messages are always welcome but i dont need advice. I know what im doing is wrong and is hurting me but i cant stop until im ready to. I've tried to recover over 6 times and haven't been successful yet thought I last a little longer every time. This isnt fun for me, im just struggling a lot and i will get through it on my own. I'm here for myself and this blog is mostly just for me. I use it as a cross between a coping mechanism and tracking my progress. major trigger warning and if this blog makes you uncomfortable or triggers you please don't hesitate to block me. please just block don't report I'm sick of losing my blog I just end up coming back anyways. please try not to reblog any of my posts with tags I don't want to get terminated again.
major TW for drugs/alcohol as well, I used to just smoke weed and nic but I ended up getting into a lot of different shit later on, got addicted to some bad shit and I'm still not clean which is why I'm so inactive this year.
all my posts are most likely triggering in some way and I don't always put trigger warnings on everything (its easy to forget when it's just stuff that's going through your head every day) so please be careful when scrolling through this blog and don't follow me if it's going to make things difficult for you.
Goal Weights
GW1: 150 lbs
GW2: 140 lbs
GW3: 130 lbs
GW4: 120 lbs🌟
GW5: 110 lbs
UGW: 101 lbs
stay safe <3
