TruthSage

I am // Non duality

[firesage010]

Hiii I'm back ( ˘ ³˘)♥

I see one of my posts is blowing uP. Thank you guyssss~~

Anyways I wanted to kinda share some more thoughts, and write them down before I forget again and go back to my ways.

Yesterday I was upset because I am not home rn, and I won't for a hot minute and I left my babies (cats) and my mom texted me that my one cat (my fav, like my my cat) might be a little depressed, she might be peeing outside of her litter box and she's rlly skinny.

I was panicking then I jumped on here and read things and 4dbarbies posts were just hitting me in the face back to back on the fyp. It calmed me down so much.

I suddenly thought, everything is just fake, although I hate to admit it so is my family and my cats, but that also means it is FAKE. My cat is perfectly fine because why wouldn't she be. My moms didn't text me she was depressed, wheres the proof?

I also got to thinking (hopefully it makes sense) how do I even know there's another person on the other side of the phone talking to me. It's just me talking to myself. Like adding onto an empty story, trying to pull me deeper into the role I'm playing.

Anywaysss thank you for coming to my Ted talkkk~

[firesage010]

It definitely doesn't seem like it but I feel like Im getting closer and closer to mySELF. Although sometimes I feel like I need to go on Tumblr and see if I'm doing everything right.

Today I seen a Tumblr and it did help me knowing how to start thinking about who I am and who I am not.

Its something I heard over and over but this time it really clicked. "This is just a dream. When you wake up from your dream you always know it was a dream, you accepted it as a dream." I immediately thought of memories, you never know if the memory you are thinking about was "real" or not.

None of it is real, yesterday wasn't real. Earlier today wasn't real. Two seconds ago was not real. It's all a "dream".

My mind immediately questioned: "What if I keep thinking about the past sad and angry memories?" And I said, basically quoted others (bc I finally understood what they meant) "Dont interact, be indifferent. The past isn't real, eventually the thoughts will go away when they realise it isn't true."

[firesage010]

I'd say, every dream is another reality.

So I just had a "dream" and in that dream it was kinda like "real life" (which rl I mean family is the same) but there was something different, ig the population was extreme so.. They were freezing people.

Idk what led up but my close fam, 18+ rolled a die and we were all picked to freeze and freeze I mean is like killing you in cold not freezing you to see if you survive millions of years in future.

We were all sad, I don't think we were crying but all I was thinking was "I don't really die, I wonder where I'll be when I wake up". But I was also thinking "this is a direct death, no turning around with it, not an accident. I know I'm about to die."

With non dualism, I believe I was just there, in that world and I was just murdered for the sake of population, I think I woke up before but still maybe it was my awareness forgetting that part of memory.

I know in dreams I could have changed things, even my dream self's know this (this is also a dream) but that self was just really obsessed in knowing where she will end up after she died. And I woke up here.

[firesage010]

It's pretty strange, however the other day I was in the car thinking about shifting and all of a sudden I was like "yea I haven't shifted yet" and out of no where my mind was like "yes I have? Ive shifted before." And it's not like one of those where I want to contridict my egos thoughts it was as if pure consciousness itself was like we have shifted, and it brought up messy memories that I couldn't catch but I knew I shifted.

I was like 😮 excuse me??? I wasn't too shaken up, but I was pretty shocked and confused cuz when?? And where cuzzz 😭😭

[firesage010]

I already have it so why do I have to continue thinking in my old mindset?

Recently I've been commenting on tiktoks as if I already was the person who shifted, manifested.

One tik tok I said I revised someone's death, and I almost chickened out cuz I'm scared that if I lie I'd get barrated. But would I get scared when I already revised their death and they're sitting next to me? No.

Another tik tok talked about how it's round 12455 and their s/o is already tired but they shifted for them so she wasn't gonna stop and I commented, confidently, "your s/o gets tired 😫😭" "#1v2"

Like I'm not lying, ik exactly how I want things to be and they are that.

I am not my ego I am- " " and whatever is after the I am is my (The) immediate identification. I am the person who revised someone's death- I am the person who has a s/o (2) with the stamina of a beast.

It kinda feels like other posts, posting about limited beliefs is my (the) ego trying to make everything "logical"

I also have a notebook I've been journaling (3 entries 😭) in my (the) new egos (Lara- #4dbarbie) personality? Although I don't know exactly what personality she has I've been trying to understand but I don't rly have to I can go in blind and still become her; I am not Tru- I am not my ego- I am not this body- Vanessa (Tru) is the actor and I am " " theres no description even though Tru is trying to add things after the I am but that's also another identification added on it's just " " it's kinda hard to understand if there's nothing to it why is it.

Theres no need to question, thats why it confuses you maybe you'll understand one day maybe you won't, not knowing is not going to stop you from doing. (This is for me too)

If you see how many I am's are highlighted that tells you how many times a day you identify with your ego.

[firesage010]

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Hiii ( ˘ ³˘)♥ it's been a while but I'm still here. I just really wanted to journal and ask questions basically (maybe I'll answer myself cuz I do that sometimes. 😝)

So like I said I've been into loass since 2024 it's almost 2026 and I'm still pretty strong however I just got sucked into the non dualism aspect of it after seeing someone finally explain perfectly to a dummy like me.

I am just I am. I am just pure consciousness, the ego is what's after I am.

Tbh I just really started reading non dualism tumblrs yesterday after understanding like a few weeks ago so my journey started yesterday--it isn't even a journey it's an experience cause I already have everything.

Basically I know I am the bookstore holding all the books (my analogy.) I am just the observer of this life+other lives. But as I'm writing the I AM's and adding things after, it's also an ego of awareness.

It's basically like a bored God making an attempt to go into any experience it can. So some shifters saying "why did you come here 🤬" well because I want? Because I want to experience things, same thing with trauma, not everyone wants to go to 500 "worlds" and be happy in all of them, you'd get bored.

My ego here really doesn't want to have memories erased, one of her fears. But if you kept memories of so long it will be too much maybe. Or maybe something happened so many times it got bored and erased all memories to start again.

But coming back to trauma and thinking why did I put myself in this "world" just to get hated and beat up on. Well, if you found shifting, loass, non dualism in this "life" then congrats it's your time again to open your world and gain more memories of different experiences. It's basically a little loop, even though its different experiences in other loops eventually you'd want to experience trauma again maybe you'd delete your memories again or keep them, because you know the law of assumption or the law of non dualism your mind is calm, your I am (your name) is what's suffering from this not you, the I am.

(This is also my Ego talking because of its fear of losing memories. Ps-you won't know you lost your memories until you remembered them)

Now why do I keep " " the "world" well because its all the same world, you're not leaving this world, you're just changing your thoughts to another book in your bookstore.

It's kind of weird, when you finally understand one thing then you understand what everyone was talking about. It makes you feel kinda dumb I actually hope I explained it well enough for some people even tho I ranted off like usual. (I'm so sorry 🙏😭)

I can dumb it down the best I can;

1. You are basically looking through a screen where the character you are playing is living it's life.

2. You already have everything for your character to have- as in let's say it's an actual game, you have the "money" to buy whatever your character needs and wants.

3. To do the above you need to separate yourself from your ego, not deleting your ego or killing it off, just knowing you are not your ego and youre just the I am. The egos thoughts and doubts? Ok that's cool, I already have everything. Like.. If you don't want it that's your bad?? It's not like you have to be an emotionless robot, have some sass, why else do you think you're coming out to experience life.

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Thank you guys for reading, I hope I did cute aesthetics cuz I am on a mobile device and can't get gold colors lol so orange it is. I actually had a question but I forgot it when making this soooo maybe if I remember I'll just ask in comments lol.

[firesage010]

I really just wanted to come on here and share some of my Dr's with you guys because I just get so happy and I can't tell anyone in real life cuz they look at me weird lol (ik I can just manifest that away but rn I'm too lazy lol)

So what I'mma share in this post is what I just made uh 🕙 ten minutes ago, not really I've been thinking about it since like maybe 7 pm but still like 4 hrs ago.

I'm sorry I cant make my posts pretty like your guy's but pls bear with me.

So my Dr is based off of fast and furious but it's not in the same world yk?

When I shift it's 2030 so technology is pretty advanced and we don't die of car crashes (wheres the thrill tho 😭) anyways, you can still get hurt but you won't die.

Some people in the world have an ability, bc I'm the MC of course I have two, Ill tell you the first and the second is just personal.

The first one can be unlocked by being really obsessed with something, in my case cars, and the ability is called {GENIUS} which in simple terms makes you be able to learn your obsession fast and grow fast.

For example, me with cars, I can create a design for a car in one day(the mechanics no one has thought of) and make it in three.

Not all racers have abilities so there is different places you can be that is separate if you want a fair game, but there is some races where they allow both non and ability users.

There is side effects for the abilities tho, for {GENIUS} that is somewhat emotionless to some things others consider really traumatizing.

So off of the world settings let's talk about me and my character;

I'm 17, abt to be 18. I raised myself since I was 12 by finding fixing and selling parts of cars, I got a decent penny for a 12 yr old if I do say so myself.

My father killed my mother so he went to prison, I was born at home so I basically don't exist to the world which is why I didnt get taken away. But because of my abilities side effect I didn't really understand or care because all I care about is cars.

So from 12-17 I lived a pretty good life by myself, then I moved to Tokyo a month before I shift and when I shift is my first race.

Because of my 2nd ability I wear a mask so no one knows who I am, not really just bc of the 2nd ability but also because of the thrill of knowing people with two different identities.

Thats all I really scripted for now but if anyone has any ideas or wants a follow up when I have more pleaseee tell me 😘

Love~ Tru

[firesage010]

The difference between Shifting and Manifesting

Nothing

I found shifting first, heard about manifesting and said this is stupid (because it was law of attraction- I don't want to work to gain something) and told myself I wasn't gonna use manifestation to shift... Now here we are with law of assumption, as if I manifested that label to what I believed to be true - that your reality is shaped by your beliefs.

I just saw a post on here that actually made my mind go boom, they didn't say what I had an epiphany of I just thought of it and it's so simple and I've believed shifting and manifesting were the same but when I actually explained to myself why, it seems so easy.

So you know how bloggers say "your already there" "your cr is your dr" well when we think about shifting we think we gotta put our consciousness 10 thousand light years away in the world of Hogwarts (or wherever) and a lot of people have trouble making yourself in that world... Yourself.

While manifesting, you know it's yourself, your just changing a little or a lot but you know it's yourself gaining those things.

That's why people say "your cr is your dr" (or read it the other way around 😗) "manifesting" and "shifting" are just labels/limits, it's all the same, different perspectives but the same.

If you can change the perspective of shifting closer to the perspective of manifesting then I think you'd find it so much more easy to think about your dr because it is yourself.

Love~ Tru

[firesage010]

Regarding my last post of my fear, I realised I make the rules and assumptions and what ever I say is true and thats it.

What I believe is what is real, if I believe I am the only consciousness then I am, if I believe I am not alone in consciousness then I'm not.

I might delete the other post, because I realise it makes me sound really crazy and in derealization. I need to remember that I am the law and the rules, and whatever I say just is.

Love~Tru

[firesage010]

And boom, right after my last post I get comfrimations 🥰

You don't have to do this but I want to tell you what I feel like helps so much, writing or telling someone something you hate/against your desires.

It's so hard to just stay in your mind because it feels so much less real then in real life, so tell yourself.. Once I get this bad thing off my chest and then redirect it to my desires I'll get my desires 100x stronger.

And it works. You don't have to tell people but write it down, write all of your hates down only one time and then counter that on what you want and then stick with that.

It makes you breath a sigh in relief and it also opens you up to faster manifesting.

Love-Tru

[firesage010]

From my last post, I wrote down persistence and what did I do? Not persist, I got stuck in anxiety and cried and whined in my thoughts on not getting what I want. Yes my persona in this world is a spoiled loved person but not in the sense I am talking about- where I WON'T get these things because I don't deserve it.

Before I clicked into Tumblr today I said "I NEED something to feel like I'm doing things right" and the second post was talking about "you don't need anything" I have heard that so much on here but today just hit.

Everyone talks about "just let go" and I'm always like "yes! That's it... All I gotta do is say one affirmation to do it!" Fuck the affirmations, fuck the SATs, fuck the you need to be productive to do this that and shit. Fuck the get rid of the negative thoughts- you don't need to do anything. Just decide what you HAVE, you already have it!

You already have it.

Let. It. Go.

What does that mean-

HOW TO LET IT GO: FOR DUMMIES

-Step one: decide what you want

-Step two: that's it- don't actively manifest don't use methods, just know your going to get it. Believe you are going to get it at this moment, you already have it

Example?

Let's say you want to go into the void; tell yourself you get into it every night-decide

Go to sleep every night knowing you are aware of being the void in your sleep- you have it

Just live your life how you want, take control. You don't need to do anything. No buts, just do it.

Love~ Tru

[firesage010]

I think I finally understood what persistence means.

Persistance doesn't mean affirmations 24/7. It means whenever you think about it, just know you have it, use your own way of doing that; affirmations or visualization- it can be just one affirmations or a two second visualization. That's all ¯\_(ツ)_/¯, that's it. I don't need a 50k word blog to explain something so simple.

Like other bloggers say, either do a 20 step method that won't garentee success and then you believe it's fake. Or just do one, two or three steps and just know you have it already.

Decide~ What do you want? It's better to be detailed, to make it more "realistic" and just fun you know. Maybe a Pinterest board of things. But you can also just say what you want and know exactly how you want it and go about that.

Persist~ As I said before, maybe as your first deciding what you want you can do "extra" things like sats or affirmations more times than need be. Whatever works for you, that don't make it too complicated. Then when you know exactly what you want, you have it. When you think about it be like "oh yea it's like this, this, and this"

Or let's say your logic comes onto other people that give you doubts- let's say you want money and don't want to work so you want to be rich, the people around you are going to talk about how poor they are or maybe they say things we have heard all of our lives of "money doesn't grow on trees" all you have to do is be like "huh? Bitch, f>ck you I get everything I want. I am already rich, and no one can tell me other wise. And if I want money to grow on trees, then I'd have three money trees in my backyard of my mansion." All in your mind of course.

And if you use pinterest for pictures, you can just go through your boards and say what all of your pictures are about in present tense. It might only take 5 minutes?

You already have it, you aren't getting something when you have it already.

Love~ Tru

[firesage010]

So I've definitely manifested a lot in the last few days and I'm just so proud and happy.

So at first I wanted this job right, it's called Au Pair, basically an exchange program and taking care of kids from people in a different country and when we have time off we can explore Paris or wherever we are, you know. So I really wanted to do that and I was reading up on it and then decided to get another job that pays a lot so when I go be an Au Pair ill have enough money to do anything in France (where I want to go, you can go to any country besides ur own and UK if u from US, unless I manifest it differently but I am lazy)

So I decided one day to somehow find a fun job that pays 5k a week and I think either later that day or the next day my mom sends me this job offer on indeed which was a cruise ship and I signed up right away (the pay 15 an hour but.. I KNOW I'm getting 5k a week)

I researched that and heard.. Really good things about it... But I know it's gonna be fun, only like 6 hours every day- one break day and one half day so it will be so fun and for 20k a month? Hell yea.

So the manifestations- I heard from research it was so hard to get responses in time, like so hard some people where emailing crazy to this company to only be told they missed something or they were already set, there was no communication and I was like ummm no I'm getting instant replys. And I did-

I did the interview, got the application like two hours after cuz I knew I was gonna get it and I just watched YouTube to keep it from making me overthink, the next day I got both an offer letter and the onboarding contacted me. Which mind you even the interview person said that it will take around 3 weeks to get all of that, which is crazy.

Another thing is, I need to pay for only one thing and they pay for the rest.. I didn't have any way to pay so I've been affirming that everything always works out for me and yesterday I got a text from someone and I told her about it and she set me up with something that can pay it all-its only 125.25

Mind u again, this all started Monday with a collective virtual interview with 70 people, it was the first interview of the week (cuz people signed up for it) so the fact that they emailed me so fast was definitely my doing.

So now I'm visualising and affirming how good and fun this cruise job is, because it is, why wouldn't it. I see the part where when I don't think about it so much and overthink if I'm just gonna get on a ship where they overwork you, I am a God, I control this world this world loves me and can't control me 🥰. It's crazy how easy this is tbh, ik I've heard it before and took it in but just saying I got it already and just going about my day and getting it like the same day, 😖😍 it's so awesome.

All methods I really did was my voice in tik tok telling me over and over "everything always works out for me" (only has it playing once a day for idk how long-for 2 days) and being confident, that confidence really played a role in this whole thing. I talked about the job like I already got it, talked about the planning of it before I even got the offer letter, visualized packing cool clothes in my luggage, researching onboarding advice etc.. For a while (it's been 5 days-its only 6am so 4 days lol)

As everyone says, "act as is" act as if you already have it, keep that state and watch a normal YouTube video (not on manifesting or shifting) or before bed, act as is and then go to sleep no need to get into this alpha state or void state (you are void) if you had that thing you wanted, would you try to keep awake and do all of this stuff? No you'll go to sleep like normal, you'll get it, it's that easy.

[firesage010]

I don't know who's post it was but I seen that they said "when you are shifting and becoming your Dr self and you are getting tired half way through your method, would your Dr self try and stay awake? No they will go to sleep like they usually do"

I am quoting that because that's the same with manifesting this life, basically manifesting this life is shifting to a better Cr is it not?

Let's say you are manifesting that you shift everytime you sleep or you go into the void every time you sleep, you don't need a method just go to sleep. All you need to do is say a few times a day that you shift/go into void every time you sleep, maybe visualise if you can and then just sleep and when you wake up visualise again or affirm(if it "didn't work" which it did in your 4d (what you visualise in the morning)) that you went into the void or shifted into any Dr and eventually your 3d will connect to your 4d and there you have it, you shift/go into the void every time you sleep.. How easy?

[itsravenbitch]

how i revised my boyfriend’s mother’s death

a little backstory

— for the sake of privacy, we’re gonna say my boyfriend’s mother’s name is kay

kay’s “death” was caused by a car accident (wasn’t her fault) and she later passed in the hospital. this all happened in new york, and my boyfriend and i live in georgia. but about a 2 days after we found out, we flew out there.

my bf and his mom were super close so that loss was a lot on him. he started burying himself in the gym, sleep, work etc & eventually he became really depressed. he would not get up out of bed and i could not take that. that was when i decided to revise her death, and this was like a week after she passed.

the moment i learned she was dead, i naturally entered the state of loss. so, i simply and quickly went over what state of mind i was currently in, and what state of mind i needed to be in.

now y’all know i love meditating <3 so ofc i meditated. the one i used is by edward art, i believe i’ve mentioned it before. but here’s the link 😌💘

so yeah after this meditation i had completely satisfied my imagination, i had a great feeling of serenity, and i was in the state of the wish fulfilled. + i let go of any need to control the 3d.

— reminder: don’t look at your 3d as something to change. things change when they change in consciousness/imagination. if you wanna manifest something, don’t point out your current circumstance as something that you need to change. be cool and fulfill it in imagination;)

— also sn: my boyfriend knows about the law but he doesn’t necessarily study or consciously use it. so, i didn’t tell him i was revising his mom’s death.

— and i had to continue to act like his mom was actually dead when i was around him, even tho at this point kay was 100% alive in imagination.

so in the morning, i would wake up and assume the state of fulfillment. throughout the day, when i would go check on my boyfriend, he always expressed his feelings, how i could help, and new ways he was trying to cope. honestly, seeing him so hurt and confused hurt me. and throughout this, one of the few things i always reminded myself was that, i’m not my emotions and i’m my thoughts, and neither of those things matter (in terms of manifesting).

another thing i always reminded myself of was the fact that i’m god, BUT i’m also human. so, the ‘god me’ was relaxed & satisfied. the god in me also didn’t have a hurting boyfriend with a dead mom. but the ‘human me’ did and he needed my comfort.

so that’s what i did, i comforted him because he was grieving the death of his mother. so what? i’m human, and i have human decency so ima comfort my baby.

HOWEVER, i didn’t attach myself to that (accept it). i didn’t look at me comforting him as “his mom’s dead and that’s final”, i just did it because he’s my bf and he’s hurt. but i still maintained fulfillment in imagination.

— i talk about this more in depth here. but basically the post acknowledges that yes, you’re god, but you’re also still human and you have a human life to respond to. so do that, respond to your life (when necessary) while simultaneously fulfilling the inner man.

as long as you continue to return to the state and fulfill SELF, you will manifest whatever it is you’ve fulfilled.

when it manifested

the night before it manifested, my bfs dad asked everyone (the family) over for brunch. just so everyone could be together during rough times and whatnot.

the next morning when we woke up, my bf.. it was like he completely reverted; he just went back to his regular self. i made sure to take a mental note of it.

as we were driving to his dads house he was acting very normal. all that pain, hurt, etc was not there. his whole energy was different. then what really got me was when we had got to a red light. he said “i already know my moms threw down, i wonder what she cooked”……….and i’m like, i know i’m not trippin. just went along with it and agreed with him cause what was i supposed to do lol😭?

so we pull up to the house and get to the door, and one of his brothers opened it. as we’re saying hi and walking further into the house we start smelling food and my bf goes “YUP! I KNEW IT!!”

then he walks into the kitchen and says “hey ma watchu in here cooking? it smells good”……. and his mom was literally standing there smiling before she gave him a hug.

this all happened naturally by the way. it was like… she never died😂😂 the power of revision yall!

anyways the whole afternoon went by like nothing ever happened.

i honestly thought it was pretty funny. knowing how they used to interact with each other while they were grieving kay’s death vs now was hilarious. and what makes it funnier is they never knew and never will 😂😂😂

so there y’all have it, how i revised my boyfriend’s mother’s death. sorry i made y’all wait so long:) i literally got so demotivated while trying to type this.

feel free to ask questions cause ik yall got some😩😂 love y’all 🫶🏾

[firesage010]

I don't usually reblog but I wanted to save this close so I didn't lose it.. This just proves everything is possible when you set your mind to it

[firesage010]

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It's crazy because as I said in my #3 post where everyone around you is seeing your desired body, knows your revised past, knows the desired YOU.

I was thinking, once we have doubts then your 3d try and make you lose balance of what your after.

For example; there is no such thing as being sick in my reality, been persisting for a few weeks now and boom got COVID. And right there, as I wrote that I came back to the reality where we can get sick, reality changes so fast we don't know that it's already real until you say it's not

Sorry if I'm confusing 😅

Love, Tru

[firesage010]

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Let me talk about my {Worlds} tbh it's not all complete or how I want it and it will change of course so this is just my {Worlds} for now 😜

I know I said I will wait for 10 likes but it's only at three so idc.

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Let's start with {Neutral} worlds (｡>ㅅ<｡)

So {Neutral} worlds are worlds without "Main Characters" and are basically "Vacation worlds" where other world hoppers can pick a world and rest in before going to a world with "Main characters" (a world with plot).. A {Neutral} world has no problems in it like war, pollution, racism etc, all the bad stuff. The universe {THE RULES} restrict all bad things so you can't do it anyways.

World hoppers can go to the same world, inhabitants of the {Neutral} world might know the existence of world hoppers but it depends on who the hoppers tell.

Basically I am the creator of {Neutral} worlds so I am the rules little baby lol, they love me no matter which world I go to (even if it's not neutral, unless I script but even then they will know but play along to whatever plot I add) the rules though can only interfere when something in the world goes too far or touch it's bottom line. Basically {THE RULES} is the world's consciousness, I'll get to that in a bit.

So that's the {Neutral} worlds, basically the one I'm in rn is a neutral world, before I "shift" world hop to another one with plot or just another neutral.

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Let's talk about {THE RULES}+universe

So like I said before {THE RULES} is the worlds consiousness so let me talk about the universe and rules of the universe. (Rules of the universe is a different higher power)

So let's start with the back story of worlds+universes together.

There was a white void drifting along and suddenly it gained spiritual awareness, it realized it was the only being in that white space but it knew another being woke it up before that being went into an eternal slumber.

With instinct it made infinite universes and worlds, made rules and guardians and ruled over the universe for thousands of years.

So the rules it made were, every galaxy has infinite realities and a being (the world's consiousness) controlling the infinite worlds within it, so we named our being the milky Way 🥰

(At this point I'm sorry if any of this doesn't make sense)

I was gonna write down more rules but my brain is cramping lol, please ask questions and I'll answer~

And I was gonna write more explanations but that's gone poof now lol 😘 thank you for reading ask ask ask lots of questions I love to answer