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For any one of y’all who still want to follow me or whatever, I’m on here now.

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Okay, I’m here to inform y’all if anyone is awake that I’m gonna be moving this blog and it’ll be an archive, like this post and I’ll probably follow ya when I get done.

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<Stranger>

                    “Why is it so hard getting                     ideas for a tattoo? Doesn’t                     help that I have my mum                     on my back lecturing me                     on why it’s wrong for girls                     to have tattoos.”

⊰✠⊱          ❝Seriously? Some girls look good with tattoos on 'em, at least that bein' what I think 'bout this. Hell, my mom has a couple 'o tats on 'er too, m'dad has multiple ones.❞

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⊰✠⊱           Well, he's distracted again it seems, this time by another thing of music that he got into recently from the sound leaving his phone at the moment.

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"Well, now I do," Shouldn’t have mentioned it at all. "What does it mean?"

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⊰✠⊱           ❝Fuck, look lady, it means uh...❞ How does one explain this exactly? ❝It's where this group 'o fuckin' people put on lipstick then go off givin' dudes head by takin' turns.❞

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Anxiety.

Unfortunately, Nine suffers from two types of anxiety, social anxiety which hinders him in addition to his ADD causing his mind to trail too fast from subject to subject. Anxiety however? Normal anxiety is what comes in further, if he is suffering from an attack then chances of him calming down can be slim depending on how bad the attack is. The main thing about is that if it's at that point, his coping mechanisms will not work and he is not medicated due to being uninsured due to his own state being the cause of it. Usually one can tell if he's suffering from a larger one in a couple ways, the first way is mostly him dry heaving which means he'll calm down more easily if given enough time. However, there are the cases where he will empty his stomach to his own dismay. He cannot do much else, otherwise he would get over it quicker if he could. The most he asks for if that happens is to be left alone to curl up in a ball typically so he can attempt to sleep it off if he's not wanting to throw up. It was discovered first hand twice, the first time was when it was at a lesser degree and he was in his freshman orientation for high school. The other time? An airport on his way home from West Virginia had caused it to come back yet unluckily for him, he had an empty stomach that time and he came out of it with his throat burning.

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⊰✠⊱            ❝If she's butter, if she's butter, if she's butter then I'm a hot knife. I make her heart a cinema-scope screen showing the dancing bird of paradise.❞

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<Kind>

"Ah…jeeze that sounds rough." She huffs a little and stretches, cracking her back. "Sorry to hear about all that, hope it gets all cleared up soon." She said softly, a smile to her lips.

⊰✠⊱           ❝Hopefully, 'm gonna be alright, so nuthin' t' worry 'bout tha' much with me. Y' always do this, lady?❞ He always could manage to get himself back up to smiling, friends helped out more than doing it alone sure, but it's fine in any case.

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"Why not? Sounds like fun."

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⊰✠⊱           ❝Y' don't wanna know, y' really don't wanna know what it means.❞

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⊰✠⊱          ❝... 'm tired but can't fall asleep, shit.❞

[shoujosparkle]

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Relationship timeline.

Nine's first girlfriend was an online sort of thing, he unfortunately hadn't realized that she was completely toxic until it was too late. He felt miserable, stressed, and up to the point he quite honestly wanted it to stop since at the time his high school life had been progressively getting worse to the point he couldn't bring himself to stay near her and thus ended it after feeling horrible for a good portion of his sixteen year old life. His second one he will not mention. The third girlfriend was someone that he was sweet on and could safely say he felt comfortable around even if it was long distance. She was kind, patient, really all the things he wanted then she started to fall silent on him for long periods of time without him realizing she may be going behind his back. It wasn't until after she brought up breaking it off that he discovered that she had went behind his back and decided to date someone else with him being none the wiser most likely had been her hopes. Of course he wasn't happy about it, it angered him more than made him depressed given he wanted to try yet he was used for a brief thing then thrown aside like he didn't matter. In the end, he winded up cutting ties off with her and going as far as to avoid his previous Skype account due to not wanting to speak with her again. To this day, he has yet to honestly dare think of seeing someone else save for a crush on someone that ended up getting mixed into a lot more worse stuff when he got a hold of his GED and left his classes.

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<Stranger>

"W-well it’s a habit…I…read people I guess?" She shrugs. "Are you sure though? I mean…everyone needs someone sometimes."

⊰✠⊱           ❝Eh, jus' got reminded 'o someone 'm not wantin' near me over what she did.❞ But that's nothing new, one does not respond well to being tricked and he did not enjoy that either.

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<Stranger>

flightisms

"You…don’t look too well…O-or I’m wrong and you’re just fine…"

⊰✠⊱          ❝'m alright... sorta, nuthin' y' need t' worry 'bout with me, even if it surprises me somebodies wonderin' an' shit like tha', y'know.❞

[goodniteowl]

You’re really good at not letting people love you.

Unknown (via tiennas)

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⊰✠⊱           ❝Whatever y' fuckin' do, DON'T LOOK UP RAINBOW PARTIES!❞

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<A'ight, throw down!>

⊀ : ★ : ⊁ ;; “Pfffffffttttt, gunna have a good ol’ sand box hussle, eh?” He’s joking too, rather finds this amusing. 

⊰✠⊱          ❝Hahaha, we'd probably friggin wind up winded before we do shit since we don't get out much.❞ Not that it'd hurt to joke, who doesn't like a good ol' joke about flag pole meet ups?