My Career within the System of Life
I have been contemplating on my relationship with life, from the career perspective. I am feeling intuitively that my spiritual fascia needs to be connected again with all that is. I feel the need to strech a lot. I have been separating myself from the world since almost 4 years, slowly slowly based on my opinions and judgement, I cut almost everyone from my life.
I did not know how to live a balanced life, alone and also in community. I have been an extremist. And these past years I have been bitter in my aloneness. Here and there sometimes making space for others, but not to close, so I don’t get hurt again.
Truth is that I also needed this pause of aloneness to learn about some things about myself and the humankind. Like who I am and why am I here, by the Way of Self- Awareness.
I gave myself time to begin to understand and accept the intelligence of my physical body. Make it my best friend before entering the world of community again. Because the body is the first one communicating me essential information about leading a balanced life.
I used to express my genius unconsciously. My Vitality was like a magnet for people to join me in group sessions that I would guide happily to communicate a deep message through a very simple method - tasting different origins of specialty coffee -
The message was very simple and intuitively and I was believing in it with every cell of my being.
Back then I was not realising that I was actually living my purpose and my life’s work, according to the Gene Keys. And that is why I felt so happy and in my place in the whole system of life. I was doing my thing.
Later I discovered the pleasures of teas, herbs and cacao as means of living a slowful, healthy and balance life.
But the community is not showing up yet, as I have some more mental and emotional digestions that I need to take care.
The community is not showing up because I am still under the illusion that I am separate from it, just because it is not present in physical in my reality. The community is also the whole wide world. The community is also The Life. And the truth is that I am connected with all that is. Just my illusion is keeping me in a fake separation.
I am digesting consciously since 2 years now, wondering around the world to find out what is inside of me that is so dissatistisfied with life. The journey from unconscious to conscious.
Physical, mental& emotional digestion is happening in its organic pace for each individual. I finally realised that such a delicate art cannot and should not be forced.
Life is slowly and softly embraces me once again in Her Warming and Joyous Connectedness.
I became aware of so many patterns that are self- saboutaging; that over time have strenghten, thus taking me away from my life of community to deal with myself. I was feeling full and dull. I could not go on. Collapsing was over the corner and all I wanted is to leave everything, go home and die in my pijamas. Which I did somehow, in between my exhaustion to get back on the saddle of career. The more I struggled, the more I would strangle myself with the invisible rope of judgement and stress.
I was living in the deep suffering of the shadow frequency. Not being aware of its potentiality and hidden Light.
But the Ring was Seeking was so powerful in me, that eventually I discovered a teaching that would match my soul resonance and so begin to unlock my genius into the stream of higher consciousness that is aware of itself.
This teaching is called the Gene Keys, by Richard Rudd, a mystic to whom I am grateful for eternity. My hologenetic profile, the contemplations on my specific gene keys guided by all the majestic materials that are provided to accompany one on his or her journey of self- light, has helped me to see my self with my heart and so much more that maybe one day I will get the chance to speak of or write of it.
I has given me the right words to understand and unravel. To integrate myself. And it has returned me to loving people more than words, more that coffee... as in each there is a different expression of Divinity.
For me is important to live a life of service, in the integrity of my own sensitive and sacred heart, channeling through voice and written communication the wisdom of a simple Life.
This truth that is within me is about living life. About seeing the each single coffee origin is different, unique and that we can choose the one that matches our current mood, just because we are aware of ourselves, our freedom and we accept the flavour that is visiting our now moment. About celebrating snd cherishing every single day for just pure beingness. Being humans in experience of our now Home, Gaia.
And imagine I was just talking intuitively about these things when I was guiding people to see the world of coffee from a different perspective.
I was not into reading spiritual books or teachers. I was into the presence of people and volatile aromatics and uncturous body layers.
As I was falling into sleep, the night before, I was feeling again to burn my notes, my journals and let go of the spirituality as a separate word that defines a certain kind of community. Absolutely everything is spirit- spiritual. Even working in a coffeeshop. Especially working in a coffeeshop.
I have made this ritual of burning in gratitude as a statement of detachment, freedom and openness to the new life always desirous to emerge through my being. Fresh and refresing Vitality.
Memories are anyway stored in a very special universal record. So inner spaciousness is a must for me to revel in a healthy stream of this effervescent Earth play.
I realised that by working with something that is coming from the Earth, like ingredients and something that is coming from the Heavens, like voice, I can be deeply spiritual and also a balanced human being among my people and my Home on Earth.
I am grateful for all the ones that have touched my path. There is so much uniqueness in this world that needs the eyes of the heart and the integrity of the present moment to experience the joy and slowness of Earth Life. Everything is so perfect actually. See?
I feel blessed because the universe has supported me to focus entirely on my return to my essence.
Anyway, I could not do anything else, because my chemistry had reached a point that would not support it and this I call Love from below and above.
Last year, a friend was trying to tell me something deep for himself, but could not quite find his words. I tuned into his beautiful aura and helped him to express his golden wisdom: I wish to enter in a relationship, after I have anchored myself into the new who I am.
This revelation was and still is valid also for me.
So much about reactualizing parts of ouselves and burning what is no longer of use to the whole. So much about happiness based on oneself, sourced within oneself, a must be for healthy, coherent intimate relationships.
I send him my gratitude and many blessings of deep soul fulfillment. Beloved Soul.
Am I still waiting for something to be the life signature that I am?
Do you remember your personal experiences that connected you with your purpose and life’s work?
May this sharing serve you well with insights for your natural career path and just life itself!
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